But Now We're Stressed Out

By lunaeclispe22

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Sanders Sides High School AU A popular jock with a passion for performing A friendly boy with a happy go luck... More

Character Descriptions
Welcome to Hell
Cookies, sprinkles, kittens, and a little bit of fake happiness
Where's my epic background music?
Logically Thinking
Help i think i'm gay
I got this bloody nose trying to defend your honor
Polar Opposites, but with some similarities
In which everything gets worse
Embarrasment and Anxiety
Prepare for embrace
The first time i belived
Making out in the forest
Time to panic and/or cry
Crying and cookies
Because he's my hero
When they make eye contact, you can see they have a history
Nightingale
You wont like me anymore
Some things aren't better left in the past
You will be found
Colder Weather
This is why i dont socialize
Knock knock, get the door, its depression
This go amazingly right (or horribly wrong)
The gay prince with an ego bigger than disney world
Hold my hand, you're going to be okay
The gayest of the gays
Snake Face
To cry or not to cry
Two bros, chillin' at a locker, five inches apart cause they are gay
There is no us, there never was
T for is trauma
The emo cult
Lady and the tramp
I can't think straight when it comes to you
Midnight Coffee Date
Emotions are for children
Accidental demon summoning
Solitude was the only logical solution
I'm not a piece of cake
Feliz Cumpleaños a ti, feliz cumpleaños querido Logan
Lets have some fun in abusement park
I'll go down in history as the worlds biggest idiot
How was my innocent mind supposed to know that
Room B340
Living like we're renegades
Ghosts
There are easier ways to learn about death
You Died; would you like to start again?
Wiccans make great moms
Ice cream, tea, and crying
Ignorance or Innocene
Soft snow and sweater paws
You're a monster if you put the milk in before the cereal
Ice as cold as my heart
Maybe we can yeet out of this situation
Birthday smash
Wattpad made me change the name of this chapter so I wouldn't get sued
Eyeliner and emo tears
Mistletoe and Christmas Snow
Daddy chimed in go for the throat
It's a messed up world
Friend, please
Remember me
Making up for our childhood traumas
Snowstorms from hell
Frozen corpses are creepy
The ghost of you is never coming home
Going mute for the aesthetic
And they were roommates
Tripping on skies, sipping waterfalls
Play ring around the ambulance
You'll be a home for the broken
Ohana means family
Things are not what they seem
Goodbye my love
Things we lost in the fire
I will keep on waiting for your love
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
We only own our hells
An emotional support beehive
We are lonely lost souls
The most precious bean
Tonight will be the night that I fall for you over again
Nobody cares if you cry
You won't go lonely into this fight if you just hold me we will survive
Stuck between a nightmare and lost dreams
Say goodbye to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Thomas the dank engine
Lies and propaganda or deceit and falsehoods
Don't blame
Don't let fear keep us apart
My nonexistent heart was just broken
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Viva la depression
A single pale buttercup
Ability Aquired : Doubt
It's my mental breakdown and I get to choose the music
Mama we're all gonna die
Blood splattered on freshly fallen snow
Don't take your life away from me
The hardest part of this is leaving you
If being sexy was a crime, I'd be a law abiding citizen
It's a no from me
There needs to be an instruction manuel about life
There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin
Love is not a choice
Our old friend, Death
Oh, that's awkward
I may not live to see our glory
Everything is fine when your hand is resting next to mine
The rare fluff stumbling out of hiding
Tonight we are young
Champagne, Cocaine, Gasoline
I'm not as think as you drunk I am
Heckity heck, I crave death
Everybody sins, everybody lies
Awaiting my imminent death
For a moment, I forgot gravtiy existed
I am going to kill myself and it's your fault!
Hold still while I throw a chair at you
Last night I had the strangest dream
Confrontation scares me
Daddy issues to the max
This is everything I never wanted
My boyfriend or your boyfriend
Panic attacks at the disco
How to run from the mess you made
I could lie, say I like it like that
I came here to have a good time and I'm honestly feeling so attacked right now
They know that it's almost over
There comes you, to keep me safe from harm
A good day to die
High off anesthesia
Emotions? How about no
Happily ever after here we are
McDonalds and necromancy
Where do I go from here?
Sea salt and summer dreams
You make us better
You make us better (part 2)
I could be lonely with you
I could be lonely with you (part 2)
I could be lonely with you (part 3)
With you I'm always home
With you I'm always home (part 2)
With you I'm always home (part 3)
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn (part 2)
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn (part 3)
Epilogue
Authors Note

Top ten idiots, number one and two will surprise you

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By lunaeclispe22

TRIGGER WARNINGS : talks about abuse, drugs, cutting

Virgil POV
My eyes snapped open and I took a deep breath.  Nurse Ash was hovering over me, waving a small bottle of something beneath my nose.

"Nice to see you again Virgil,"  She said with a smile. 

"Wha...what's going on?"  I mumbled, pushing myself up. 

"Oh thank goodness you're okay!"  Patton squealed, appearing out of nowhere and pulling me into a tight hug. 

"I'm fine,"  I sighed as memories of the trial filled my mind.

Only then did I realize I was lying in Roman's lap.  Still in the court house.  But now in a break room.  Patton and Roman were they only two here besides Nurse Ash.

"I'm sorry Virgil,"  Roman sighed, rubbing my back gently. 

"Not your fault Ro,"  I mumbled, leaning my head on his shoulder.

"How have you been Virgil?"  Nurse Ash asked me.

"Depressed and tired,"  I laughed.

"I'd say mood but I can't since I'm a mental health nurse,"  She said, laughing a little bit.

"Ash!"  Yelled Damien, bursting into the room.  I jumped a bit but laughed.  I think the shock is making me delirious. 

The two quickly embraced.  When they pulled apart they were both smiling.  The few good memories I had from New Dawn filled my mind.

Everyone trailed in after Damien.  Quinn was still holding tightly to Damien and Evan.  Everyone gave me worried looks but seemed happy to see that I was okay. 

"How's everything been going?"  Ash asked him.

"Actually pretty good,"  Damien said with a smile. 

"Are you two still together?"  She asked, pointing at Damien and I.  I felt Roman tense beneath me.

"No,"  I laughed. 

"We both have new boyfriends,"  Damien added. 

"Okay good, because I was confused why this one was holding Virgil,"  She laughed. 

"My name's Roman,"  Roman introduced himself.

"And these are my two amazing boyfriends,"  Damien said, pushing Quinn and Evan in front of him.  "Evan and Quinn."

"Well it's nice to meet all of you,"  She said with a smile.  "And I'm glad to see you two making friends."  Then she gave Damien a look.  "No more fights?"

"Maybe,"  Damien laughed, giving her a shrug.  Ash sighed but laughed a bit.

"Some things never change,"  Ash sighed with a little laugh. 

"Where do you work now?"  I asked.  "Since New Dawn shut down."

"A hospital in the city,"  She answered with a shrug.  "I work in the psyche ward."

"What else is new with you?"  Damien asked.

"Well,"  She said with a blush.  She then held up her hand decked out with a wedding ring.  "Finally got the courage to propose to Celeste!"

"You owe me twenty bucks Virgil," Damien said, holding out his hand.

"We made that bet three years ago!" I said. "It doesn't stand anymore."

"Really guys?" Ash snickered. "Betting on my love life?"

"Congrats," I told her to try and avoid the question.

"Here," She said while pulling out her phone. She then pulled up a photo. It was her with her short curly brown hair down and blue eyes in a long skinny wedding dress. Next to her stood a tinier girl, Celeste, with her black hair done up in a bun and striking green eyes. She wore a big poofy wedding dress with lots of lace.

"I'm happy for you," Damien told her.

"Thanks guys," She said with a lovestruck smile as she looked at the photo.

I leaned my face in Roman neck and pressed a kiss there. I smiled a bit, imagining getting married to Roman and based on the way he was smiling at me, he was thinking the same.

"Excuse me," Said a sharp female voice. We all turned to see the judge from the case at the door.

She walked over to me with a folder. Handing it to me, she gave me a comforting smile. She patted my hand gently.

"Here's the deed and keys to your house," She explained. "And some other papers I'll need you to sign. Lucky for you, the mortgage on the house have already been completely paid for by your father."

"Oh, thanks," I mumbled, looking through the papers.

"I'm very sorry for what you went through," She told me. "I don't have abuse cases very often, they make me want to cry. My children are my life and I can't imagine what sick things were running through that man's mind to make him hurt his own child." She shook her head mournfully.

But with a quick sniff, she stood back up and composed herself. She gave me another quick smile before turning and exiting the room.

"That was nice of her," Emile commented. "But anyways," He quickly darted out of Remy's grasp and to Ash. "Whats it like in your work profession?"

"What do you mean?" She asked.

"I want to study to be a therapist," Emile explained. "Or a mental health doctor. Or a psychiatrist."

"Oh!" Ash said with a smile. "Well..."

I quickly tuned out their conversation, not too interested in that sort of profession. I have no clue what I want to study and go into.

"So Quinn," I said, getting the shaky boy's attention. "You still want to move in with me?"

"Yeah," He whispered. "And can we please wait to talk about it. And maybe leave this place." I took into account how much he was shaking and how shallow his breath was. Also how tightly he was holding to Evan and Damien.

"Yeah, I have everything," I said, looking at Logan. I don't know shit about this.

"Yes, now that the court case is officially over and your father has been convicted, we are allowed to leave," Logan told me.

"Babes!" Remy said, getting Emile's attention. "You're adorable when you get excited over this stuff but we gotta get Quinn outta here so, hurry the bleep up."

"Did you really just say bleep instead of a cuss word?" Damien asked with a laugh.

"We're in a court house," Remy said while pointing around us.

"It's not a church," Evan said. "I'm pretty sure you're allowed to use bad words here."

"But no matter where you are you need to watch your language," Patton added with a stern glare.

"Can we please leave?" Quinn squeaked out.

"Of course baby," Damien told him, giving him a quick kiss to distract him.

"How about we all go shopping because my house is a pile of shit and I need paint and new furniture," I suggested. "It's a Saturday anyways. Evan you can plant a bunch of leafy shit around the house. And I can finally get out of Roman's parents hair."

"That's sounds like a good idea," Quinn mumbled.

"It's a great idea!" Patton said. "I'll bring snacks! But mostly cookies!"

"Okay, lets go then," Roman declared, standing up with me still in his arms. I struggled out of his grasp with a laugh.

"Lets go to Ikea and accidentally summon a demon while trying to pronounce the names of stuff," Remy laughed.

"Can Remus come?" Roman asked, quickly stilling the happiness of the room.

"Why?" Damien scoffed.

"He broke up with Issac," Roman said. Instant chaos.

Patton and Emile got really happy and proud of Remus. The others were impressed that Remus finally left him. I yelled at him for not telling me sooner.

"He's also trying to get clean from everything," Roman added. "He gave me all his pills, drugs, blades and told me to get rid or lock up all the alcohol in our house away. He's moved back home and he's made amends with out parents. He's really trying this time. And he is quoting cold turkey so he's been kinda grumpy but he needs to get out of the house and he's really strong so he'd be good for heavy lifting."

"That's good," Emile said with a smile, clearly proud of Remus.

"Did you say blades?" Evan asked, looking at me straight in the eyes with his pain and fear filled eyes. Damn him and his adorableness.

"Not my secrets to reveal," Roman said, holding his hands up. Evan frowned and the somber mood returned over our group.

"Call Remus," I told Roman, placing my hand comfortingly on his arm. "Invite him along. Now let's go fix up my crappy house."

People started smiling again. We said our goodbyes to Ash and filled out of the room. I held tightly to Roman, getting a little shaky as we passed the court rooms. But Quinn looked ready to pass out.

I took a deep breath once we outside the courthouse. Instant relief washed over me and the reality of the situation hit me.

Dad is gone. He's never going to hurt me again. I have my own house. A boyfriend that loves me. And some of the best friends every

We were all talking and goofing around while heading back to the parking garage. Remy mostly joked about almost having to pick Emile up and carry him away so he'd stop fanboying about becoming a therapist.

But everyone paused as a breathy moan of the name Issac floated out of the ally way a few feet in front of us.

"Was that...?" Roman started to ask but trialed off. But then anger overtook him. "I swear to fucking god is Remus is back with that douche bag-"

Roman paused once he got to the ally. His face had gone slack with shock. We all instantly ran over to see what shocked him so much.

Issac had Jackson pinned against the wall. The two were making out, tongue and all. Then Issac drifted down to Jackson's neck and we could see that Jackson was enjoying it.

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