But Now We're Stressed Out

By lunaeclispe22

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Sanders Sides High School AU A popular jock with a passion for performing A friendly boy with a happy go luck... More

Character Descriptions
Welcome to Hell
Cookies, sprinkles, kittens, and a little bit of fake happiness
Where's my epic background music?
Logically Thinking
Help i think i'm gay
I got this bloody nose trying to defend your honor
Polar Opposites, but with some similarities
In which everything gets worse
Embarrasment and Anxiety
Prepare for embrace
The first time i belived
Making out in the forest
Time to panic and/or cry
Crying and cookies
Because he's my hero
When they make eye contact, you can see they have a history
Nightingale
You wont like me anymore
Some things aren't better left in the past
You will be found
Colder Weather
This is why i dont socialize
Knock knock, get the door, its depression
This go amazingly right (or horribly wrong)
The gay prince with an ego bigger than disney world
Hold my hand, you're going to be okay
The gayest of the gays
Snake Face
To cry or not to cry
Two bros, chillin' at a locker, five inches apart cause they are gay
There is no us, there never was
T for is trauma
The emo cult
Lady and the tramp
I can't think straight when it comes to you
Midnight Coffee Date
Emotions are for children
Accidental demon summoning
Solitude was the only logical solution
I'm not a piece of cake
Feliz CumpleaƱos a ti, feliz cumpleaƱos querido Logan
Lets have some fun in abusement park
I'll go down in history as the worlds biggest idiot
How was my innocent mind supposed to know that
Room B340
Living like we're renegades
Ghosts
There are easier ways to learn about death
You Died; would you like to start again?
Wiccans make great moms
Ice cream, tea, and crying
Ignorance or Innocene
Soft snow and sweater paws
You're a monster if you put the milk in before the cereal
Ice as cold as my heart
Maybe we can yeet out of this situation
Birthday smash
Wattpad made me change the name of this chapter so I wouldn't get sued
Eyeliner and emo tears
Mistletoe and Christmas Snow
Daddy chimed in go for the throat
It's a messed up world
Friend, please
Remember me
Making up for our childhood traumas
Snowstorms from hell
Frozen corpses are creepy
The ghost of you is never coming home
Going mute for the aesthetic
And they were roommates
Play ring around the ambulance
You'll be a home for the broken
Ohana means family
Things are not what they seem
Goodbye my love
Things we lost in the fire
I will keep on waiting for your love
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
We only own our hells
Top ten idiots, number one and two will surprise you
An emotional support beehive
We are lonely lost souls
The most precious bean
Tonight will be the night that I fall for you over again
Nobody cares if you cry
You won't go lonely into this fight if you just hold me we will survive
Stuck between a nightmare and lost dreams
Say goodbye to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Thomas the dank engine
Lies and propaganda or deceit and falsehoods
Don't blame
Don't let fear keep us apart
My nonexistent heart was just broken
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Viva la depression
A single pale buttercup
Ability Aquired : Doubt
It's my mental breakdown and I get to choose the music
Mama we're all gonna die
Blood splattered on freshly fallen snow
Don't take your life away from me
The hardest part of this is leaving you
If being sexy was a crime, I'd be a law abiding citizen
It's a no from me
There needs to be an instruction manuel about life
There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin
Love is not a choice
Our old friend, Death
Oh, that's awkward
I may not live to see our glory
Everything is fine when your hand is resting next to mine
The rare fluff stumbling out of hiding
Tonight we are young
Champagne, Cocaine, Gasoline
I'm not as think as you drunk I am
Heckity heck, I crave death
Everybody sins, everybody lies
Awaiting my imminent death
For a moment, I forgot gravtiy existed
I am going to kill myself and it's your fault!
Hold still while I throw a chair at you
Last night I had the strangest dream
Confrontation scares me
Daddy issues to the max
This is everything I never wanted
My boyfriend or your boyfriend
Panic attacks at the disco
How to run from the mess you made
I could lie, say I like it like that
I came here to have a good time and I'm honestly feeling so attacked right now
They know that it's almost over
There comes you, to keep me safe from harm
A good day to die
High off anesthesia
Emotions? How about no
Happily ever after here we are
McDonalds and necromancy
Where do I go from here?
Sea salt and summer dreams
You make us better
You make us better (part 2)
I could be lonely with you
I could be lonely with you (part 2)
I could be lonely with you (part 3)
With you I'm always home
With you I'm always home (part 2)
With you I'm always home (part 3)
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn (part 2)
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn (part 3)
Epilogue
Authors Note

Tripping on skies, sipping waterfalls

2.2K 155 342
By lunaeclispe22

I demand death

Sorry for the shitty chapter

Things aren't great rn

Sorry

TRIGGER WARNINGS : derogatory term

Virgil POV
"Please don't make me go back in there," I begged Roman.

"You have to go back to school," Roman told me sternly.

"I can't," I chocked out. I was on the verge of a panic attack or a mental breakdown.

Probably both.

"You can't skip school," He said. "The doctors said you'll be able to go back to school once winter break was over."

I stared at the building, wishing it would go away. I don't want to go back there. It feels as if break ended way too quickly.

"C'mon," Roman said, getting out of his car.

He walked around to my side and opened the door. Then he grabbed the crutches from the backseat and handed them to me.

With a long sigh, I took the crutches from Roman. He had to help me out of the car but I've about mastered walking with crutches now.

Quinn was coming to school today too. He still isn't talking much but otherwise, he's healed. I can only imagine how much Damien is struggling to get Quinn into school today.

"I don't want to do this," I complained. I limped quickly after Roman, angry that I wasn't moving as quickly as I used to.

"You can't miss school," Roman told me again. "You're not getting out of this."

I let out another sigh. A wave of anxiety passed through me the second I stepped inside the school.

Roman led the way towards my locker, making sure that people didn't bump into me. It took way too long in my opinion to get to my locker.

I gave Roman my locker combination and waited for him to open it. The only good thing that comes with this is that Roman gets to walk me to each class because I can't carry any books.

"Whats class is first period for you?" He asked.

"Honors English," I told him. "I've told you this princey."

"Well now you know why I'm not in any honors classes," Roman laughed.

He pulled my English binder, the English textbook, and the book we were reading in class out of my locker.

"I literally only made it into honors English and that's it," I said, laughing a bit.

"And Logan McSmartyPants probably takes every honors class he can," He teased.

"Wouldn't be surprised," I laughed before turning and limping my way down the hallway towards the English classroom.

"I get to go to my vocals class first," Roman said happily. "Great way to start the day."

"I just take study halls," I mumbled.

"Those are a waste of time," He said, turning up his nose a bit. "You should take an elective."

"I'm not you with music and theater and I'm not Quinn with all his crazy good art," I said. "I took an art fundamentals class my freshman year to get it out of the way."

Roman just sighed, tsk-ing at my softly. We reached the English classroom too quickly. He turned to give me a quick kiss before opening the door for me.

"I'll be back by the end of the period," He promised.

I nodded, trying to remind myself that there won't be a single point in the hallways today that I'll be alone. Jackson won't be able to get to me.

Hobbling into the classroom, I headed to the teacher to explain my situation. Good news; I got to sit in the special reading chair since I was in a cast. Bad news; talking to the teacher made my anxiety skyrocket.

Class went by fairly easy. This is an easy course for me. Reading and comprehension isn't difficult for me. Neither is vocabulary and literary terms. Grammar is what always messes me up.

We were reading Beowolf, which is supposedly the first book ever written. Not told, but actually written down on paper. So far, the book wasn't making much sense to me.

I didn't like the glances I kept getting from my classmates. It set off my anxiety. They were whispering to each other about it. Stupid rumors about how I got hurt and the usual mean slurs.

Finally, the bell rang, I took my time getting my things ready, knowing I couldn't leave without Roman.

Right as the last few people were entering, Roman pushed his way and over to me. He gave me a charming smile and helped me to my feet.

The teacher wished me well, but I don't think I've ever spoken to her before this day. I followed Roman back to my locker, trying my best to not smack someone with my crutches.

"Next class?" Roman asked.

"Study hall," I said with a smile.

"I have to go to trigonometry," He sighed. "Aka Hell."

"Yeah, can't help you with numbers Ro," I told him sympathetically.

Roman just laughed and walked me to my study hall in the library. I found myself a nice corner on the second floor in a back corner to curl up with a book.

I choose Six of Crows. Sounds interesting enough. The book looks cool too with its black pages.

Study hall passed by quickly. Than not so quickly followed by trigonometry and than Spanish 4. Not my strongest subjects, but teachers were nicer to me than usual upon seeing my broken leg.

But now Roman was walking me to lunch. So I'm thankfully halfway through the day. I practically collapsed into the chair.

"I fucking hate school," I grumbled.

"Mood," Remy, Quinn, and Damien all agreed. We all laughed a bit after that.

Roman sat down next to me, making sure I ate my food. I sighed some more, nibbling on some cheez-its.

"Hey Virgil," Quinn mumbled, getting my attention. His voice was incredibly soft but almost everyone noticed because he hasn't talked much.

"Yeah?" I said.

"Does the offer still stand?" He asked timidly.

"Yeah, you can come by after school," I told him. "See what you think of the place."

"What's going on?" Patton asked.

"Quinn might move in with me now, since we're both kinda parentless adults now." I explained.

"Oh that sounds nice!" Emile said, smiling at us.

"I'm surprised you aren't staying with Evan or Damien," Remy mumbled. "Or you with Roman."

"It's just a court thing, I get the house, I don't feel like selling it, so Quinn's going to move in with each other," I told him. "And sometimes boyfriends need breaks from each other."

"You wound me Virgil," Roman said dramatically.

"When is the court case?" Logan questioned.

"Later this week," I answered softly. I don't like the idea of having to be in a court and testify against my dad.

"Has anyone actually seen Jackson today?" Roman asked.

Everyone shrugged and answered 'no'. I was surprised myself that I haven't seen Jackson all day yet.

"This is strange," Emile said, voicing our thoughts.

"He hasn't gone after you again?" I asked Quinn.

"I've been walking Quinn to classes," Damien answered before Quinn could say anything.

"But you're making yourself tardy for all your classes," Quinn complained. "You're going to get a detention."

"You really think that I care about getting a detention?" Damien asked with a 'duh' face.

Quinn just sighed and shook his head a bit.  We all laughed a little at that.

"Maybe things will finally start getting better,"  Patton said with a hopeful smile.

"Hey faggots!"  Screamed Jackson's voice.

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