another poem from the journal emerges 👀👀 + thoughts below you might like to see
things at bay that should stay away - 12/16/19
you were pleading
i was needing
someone to heal me
someone to steal me
you were taking
i was breaking
you wouldn't hold me
you could've told me
silence was pure
i was so sure
you didn't need me
you couldn't see me
i said it's not right
under red lights
where we couldn't feel a thing
except each other
i felt too smothered
but i wouldn't want to be anywhere else
lean against the window sill
the night has grown still
besides our souls dancing in the dark
i don't want to sleep
i'll dream too deep
and you'll no longer stay
what really sucks a$$ is having a dream where i'm literally living a whole life with this person and i'm vibin ya know and then wakin up and wanting to go back
so i can say that the last time someone held me and literally loved me like that was in a dream lol it actually is kinda funny but also sad i'm dead
if only you could've been there it was so nice minus a few details