But Now We're Stressed Out

By lunaeclispe22

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Sanders Sides High School AU A popular jock with a passion for performing A friendly boy with a happy go luck... More

Character Descriptions
Welcome to Hell
Cookies, sprinkles, kittens, and a little bit of fake happiness
Where's my epic background music?
Logically Thinking
Help i think i'm gay
I got this bloody nose trying to defend your honor
Polar Opposites, but with some similarities
In which everything gets worse
Embarrasment and Anxiety
Prepare for embrace
The first time i belived
Making out in the forest
Time to panic and/or cry
Crying and cookies
Because he's my hero
When they make eye contact, you can see they have a history
Nightingale
You wont like me anymore
Some things aren't better left in the past
You will be found
Colder Weather
This is why i dont socialize
Knock knock, get the door, its depression
This go amazingly right (or horribly wrong)
The gay prince with an ego bigger than disney world
Hold my hand, you're going to be okay
The gayest of the gays
Snake Face
To cry or not to cry
Two bros, chillin' at a locker, five inches apart cause they are gay
There is no us, there never was
T for is trauma
The emo cult
Lady and the tramp
I can't think straight when it comes to you
Midnight Coffee Date
Emotions are for children
Accidental demon summoning
Solitude was the only logical solution
I'm not a piece of cake
Feliz Cumpleaños a ti, feliz cumpleaños querido Logan
Lets have some fun in abusement park
I'll go down in history as the worlds biggest idiot
How was my innocent mind supposed to know that
Room B340
Living like we're renegades
Ghosts
There are easier ways to learn about death
You Died; would you like to start again?
Wiccans make great moms
Ice cream, tea, and crying
Ignorance or Innocene
Soft snow and sweater paws
You're a monster if you put the milk in before the cereal
Ice as cold as my heart
Maybe we can yeet out of this situation
Wattpad made me change the name of this chapter so I wouldn't get sued
Eyeliner and emo tears
Mistletoe and Christmas Snow
Daddy chimed in go for the throat
It's a messed up world
Friend, please
Remember me
Making up for our childhood traumas
Snowstorms from hell
Frozen corpses are creepy
The ghost of you is never coming home
Going mute for the aesthetic
And they were roommates
Tripping on skies, sipping waterfalls
Play ring around the ambulance
You'll be a home for the broken
Ohana means family
Things are not what they seem
Goodbye my love
Things we lost in the fire
I will keep on waiting for your love
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
We only own our hells
Top ten idiots, number one and two will surprise you
An emotional support beehive
We are lonely lost souls
The most precious bean
Tonight will be the night that I fall for you over again
Nobody cares if you cry
You won't go lonely into this fight if you just hold me we will survive
Stuck between a nightmare and lost dreams
Say goodbye to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Thomas the dank engine
Lies and propaganda or deceit and falsehoods
Don't blame
Don't let fear keep us apart
My nonexistent heart was just broken
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Viva la depression
A single pale buttercup
Ability Aquired : Doubt
It's my mental breakdown and I get to choose the music
Mama we're all gonna die
Blood splattered on freshly fallen snow
Don't take your life away from me
The hardest part of this is leaving you
If being sexy was a crime, I'd be a law abiding citizen
It's a no from me
There needs to be an instruction manuel about life
There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin
Love is not a choice
Our old friend, Death
Oh, that's awkward
I may not live to see our glory
Everything is fine when your hand is resting next to mine
The rare fluff stumbling out of hiding
Tonight we are young
Champagne, Cocaine, Gasoline
I'm not as think as you drunk I am
Heckity heck, I crave death
Everybody sins, everybody lies
Awaiting my imminent death
For a moment, I forgot gravtiy existed
I am going to kill myself and it's your fault!
Hold still while I throw a chair at you
Last night I had the strangest dream
Confrontation scares me
Daddy issues to the max
This is everything I never wanted
My boyfriend or your boyfriend
Panic attacks at the disco
How to run from the mess you made
I could lie, say I like it like that
I came here to have a good time and I'm honestly feeling so attacked right now
They know that it's almost over
There comes you, to keep me safe from harm
A good day to die
High off anesthesia
Emotions? How about no
Happily ever after here we are
McDonalds and necromancy
Where do I go from here?
Sea salt and summer dreams
You make us better
You make us better (part 2)
I could be lonely with you
I could be lonely with you (part 2)
I could be lonely with you (part 3)
With you I'm always home
With you I'm always home (part 2)
With you I'm always home (part 3)
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn (part 2)
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn (part 3)
Epilogue
Authors Note

Birthday smash

3.2K 167 1.1K
By lunaeclispe22

GUYS

YESTERDAY WAS EMILES BIRTHDAY (December 16)

TRIGGER WARNINGS : implied smut, smexy times

Remy POV
I marched down the hallway quickly, my heels clicking against the floor of the school building.  Even if it's a Monday with exams starting Wednesday, I'm not planning on coming to school tomorrow.

I passed my Logan and Patton, grabbing Patton by the arm who in turned grabbed Logan.  I dragged the two loves birds with me even though neither of them could really keep up with me. 

I headed down the hallway towards the lunchroom.  Everyone else should be there.  I looked down a hallway to see Roman talking to Jackson.

Taking a shape left, almost making Patton trip, I headed down the hallway to Roman.  He was arguing with Jackson, the two practically yelling at each other.

"Fuck off,"  I said to Jackson, glaring at him right in the eye.  Then I grabbed Roman and dragged him along with me.

We entered the lunchroom.  Roman was yelling at me, Patton trying to ask what was going on, and Logan didn't seem to care. 

"Remy whats going on?"  Patton asked as the shoved the three near our lunch table.  Everyone else was already there. 

Virgil and Quinn were both leaning on Damien.  Roman already looked jealous upon seeing their position.  Emile was chatting with Quinn. 

"It's Emile's birthday,"  I said, resting my hands on Emile's shoulders.  "That means I don't give a flipping flying fuck what you guys are doing tonight, you are coming over and we are celebrating this wonderful human."

"Remy,"  Emile giggled, flushing bright red.  "You all don't have to do that."  He told everyone else.

"Yes you do, if we can celebrate Logan's, then we are celebrating Emile's,"  I told them. 

"I think a party's a great idea!"  Patton said, sitting down next to Emile with an excited smile.

"I don't think my parents would mind,"  Emile mumbled, obviously thinking it over. 

"Perfect,"  I said.  "Buy him presents or I will fight you.  Be there by 5."

I grabbed Emile's hand and pulled him upwards.  I grabbed his lunch with my other hand and then dragged him with me. 

I heard the others laughing and talking about the part behind us.  I looped Emile's arm in mine while shoving all the food back into his lunchbox.

"What are you doing?"  Emile asked with a laugh. 

"It's your birthday,"  I answered. 

"I'm aware of that,"  He laughed. 

"So I'm going to spoil you today,"  I explained.  "And you can't stop me because I've said it before and I'll say it again, I don't give a fuck how little money I have, in spoiling the shit out of you."

"You don't have to do that,"  Emile told me with a giggle, placing a kiss on my cheek.  I just hummed in response, pulling him into the nicer bathrooms in the new wing of the school.

It was lunch so the bathroom was empty.  I shoved Emile into the last stall, putting his lunch box on the coat hanger on the back of the door.

I shut the door and locked it, making Emile blush.  I shoved him against the wall.  Emile let out a shocked mumbled of something as I started aggressively making out with him. 

We kissed for a while, my hands getting tangled in his hair while his arms wrapped around my shoulder.

Eventually we pulled apart, gasping for breath. I placed my arm above his head and rested my forehead on it. I kept my other hand on his hip.

"I don't think that was enough," Emile snickered, still blushing bright red.

"Oh I see," I laughed, moving and attaching my mouth to his neck. Emile let out little gasps as I sucked a huge hickey onto his neck.

"Someone might see that," He mumbled, running his fingers over it worryingly. I moved back into my position and kissed his forehead.

"Good," I murmured.

"Did you really just steal me away from my lunch to make out?" Emile asked. "We kinda do this everyday."

"I know," I said. "And who said I was done."

"More kissing?" Emile asked, raising an eyebrow.

"I believe someone turning eighteen today," I whispered into his ear with a suggestive smirk. Emile shuddered, his blush deepening.

"So how long have you been dating someone underage?" Emile laughed at me.

"We're in the same grade," I argued.

"You were held back in preschool," Emile snickered.

"Shush," I laughed in embarrassment. "I was an idiot then, I'm still an idiot now."

"Don't say that about yourself," Emile chastised me.

"Only because it's your birthday Emi," I teased. Emile rolled his eyes at the nickname.

"I'm pretty sure Patton still thinks your seventeen," He laughed.

"I only say that to confuse my mom who doesn't know how old I am," I mumbled. "If she thinks I'm underage, she can't get rude of me."

"I'm sorry-"

"No, I'm sorry," I interrupted. "I shouldn't have brought up my shit on your birthday."

"It's okay," Emile said, bringing me in for a kiss.

"But now that we're both legal adults," I mumbled into his neck.

"Remy-"

"Only if you want to, we absolutely don't have to, I have other things planned," I told him. "Sorry that was stupid of me to even bring something gay serious up, shit I'm sorry."

Emile cut off my ramblings with a kiss. Cupping my cheeks in his hands, he wouldn't let me move away.

"Can I think about it?" He asked.

"Of course," I told him instantly.

"And if we did have sex, you wouldn't do anything...I don't know...kinky...I'm not really into that kind of stuff," Emile mumbled, his blush taking over his entire face. "I'd wear skirts though." He whispered the last part very quietly.

"Emile I would never do anything you aren't comfortable with," I told him, but then leaned into his ear again. "But I'll keep that last little bit in mind."

Emile nodded, blushing furiously. I laughed a bit at his adorableness. I continued to pepper his face with kisses while he tried to stop his blush before class started back up.

~•~

"That's was fun," Emile laughed, already wearing the panda onesie that Patton had bought him.

"You're so cute," I snickered, taking a picture of him. Emile protested but I just smiled while setting the adorable photo of him as my home screen.

"I gotta say, the pride flag from Damien might be my favorite," Emile said with a smirk.

"Oh, I see," I said, narrowing my eyes.

Emile laughed against before smiling gratefully at me. I had gotten him a hella expensive limited edition Steven Universe guidebook.

He was practically squealing when he opened it up. Emile snuggled up against me, resting his head on my shoulder.

"Get outta the onesie, we're going out to dinner now," I told him.

"Where?" He asked.

"Your favorite," I said in a 'duh' voice.

"Olive Garden?" Emile asked hopefully but then he frowned. "That place is really expensive."

"Don't care," I told him. "Now take off the onesie and get on the motorcycle."

Emile sighed up got up to take the onesie off. He got stuck in the process and I had to held him. I handed him his shoes and led the way to my motorcycle outside.

I climbed on and the helped Emile on. We drove in silence the half hour it takes to get to Olive Garden in the next city over.

It was hell because of how cold it was. But neither of us complained. Soon enough we pulled into the Olive Garden.

We got seated pretty quickly in the corner of the restaurant. We talked causally for a while before finally ordering. Spaghetti for me and ravioli for Emile.

"So..." Emile mumbled. "Is this all we're doing tonight?"

"Well your parents went out," I told him. "We can stay up and watch movies, or we can, ya know, and then stay home tomorrow."

Emile blushed a bit and I couldn't help but laugh at his adorableness. But then he bit his lip and sighed.

"But we have exams in one day," Emile said. "We need review days tomorrow."

"I love that you have the adorable nerd aesthetic but would you rather stay home and study with me, or go to school and deal with annoying people?" I asked. "We can stay home tomorrow no matter what."

"It's tempting," He mumbled. "We could stay up and watch movies all night."

"We could," I agreed. "And ice cream."

"And ice cream," Emile echoed with a laugh.

"What exams do we even have Wednesday?" I asked. "I haven't even started studying for anything."

"Life science and government," He told me with a sigh. "We're staying home tomorrow and I am forcing you to study with me."

"That shits overrated," I laughed. Emile sighed again.

"No kisses if you don't study," He told me.

"You wouldn't dare," I said, letting out a gasp.

"Oh I would," Emile laughed with a mock evil look on his eyes.

"Guess I'll need to get extra tonight then," I said with a smirk. I leaned across the table and grabbed his chin gently to give him a kiss.

"Your foods here," Said a sharp female voice, full of disdain.

I pulled away from Emile and sat back down in my seat. The waitress glared at us while setting our food down.

Emile thanked her while I glared right back. She turned sharply on her heal, disgust clearing written all over her face.

"Faggots," She hissed over her shoulder, just loud enough for us to hear.

My fists clenched in anger and Emile looked down at his food sadly. My blood boiled in anger as I glared at the waitress.

"Don't," Emile mumbled, giving me a look.

"She shouldn't have said that," I growled. "It's your birthday."

"She didn't know that," He sighed. "Please, just ignore it."

"Fine," I huffed, stabbing a meatball harshly with my fork.

~•~

"See, dinner was fun," Emile said happily, swinging our connected hands while we walked up to the front door.

"Only 'cause you were there," I mumbled into his ear, kissing at his neck.

Emile just blushed again, pulling away to unlock the front door.  True to my word, his parents weren't home. 

"Well,"  I mumbled, while Emile shut the door.  "What movie do you want to watch?"

"We don't have to watch a movie,"  He mumbled, walking over to me. 

"You're okay with it?"  I asked gently. 

"Have you done this before?"  Emile asked. 

"Just hookups and shit to try and get over my crush on you,"  I mumbled, scratching the back of my head in embarrassment.  "Only blowjobs and handjobs though, so not...actually...ya know."

"I've never,"  Emile admitted sheepishly. 

"Yeah, I guessed that much,"  I laughed. 

Emile rolled his eyes and stood on his tip toes to kiss me again.  I rested my hands on his hips before picking him up into my arms.

"Are you sure?"  I asked again.   "We've only been dating for like half a year."

"Remy,"  Emile said sternly.  "I do want to.  We've been like best friends for almost four years now."

"I just don't want to hurt you or push you into this if you don't want to,"  I mumbled, voicing my worries.

"You won't, I trust you, and I've wanted this."  Emile told me.  "Now will you please just do the thing already."

"As you wish Emi,"  I laughed, carrying him up the stairs. 

"You don't get to call me that,"  He told me sternly. 

"As you wish Emile,"  I fixed with a laugh, shutting the door behind us.

I gently laid Emile down on his bed and crawled over him.  We started kissing, then hands started roaming, clothes were discarded to the floor.

And we all know what happens now...

~•~

"How ya feeling babes?"  I asked, gently brushing Emile's hair with my hands.  Weak morning sunlight filtered in through the window.

"Sore, tired,"  He mumbled, still not opening his eyes.  "That felt amazing though."

"Glad you liked it,"  I said with a smile. 

We fell back into silence.  My thoughts roamed.  But not down the darker path.  My mind wondered about my future, for the first time in forever. 

I haven't actually thought I might have a future.  I thought I'd end up homeless eventually and then die.

But now, I felt better about my future.  Maybe if I won't end up super rich or with a great house or anything, that's okay.  But I have a good feeling that I'll always have Emile, and that makes me feel better. 

"I'd make you breakfast in bed but I'm pretty sure I'd burn all the food,"  I laughed. 

"You're just being lazy,"  Emile teased, finally opening his eyes.  He looked up at my from where his head rested on my bare chest. 

"Nah,"  I laughed.  "You know I can't cook."

"Well I can't move my legs very well right now,"  Emile pointed out.  "So either carry me down there or bring me up something.  I'm sure you can figure out how to make a bowl of cereal."

"Bet,"  I laughed.  "I can and will fuck up everything."  Emile let out a long sigh.  But then his stomach growled, followed by mind

"You're lucky I love you,"  Emile mumbled. 

"Yes I am,"  I agreed, moving to press a kiss to his forehead.

"Love you Remy,"  Emile mumbled. 

"Love you more,"  I told him.

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