(TAEHYUNGS POV)
How could he do this to me? How could he just go and sleep with a werewolf when he wouldn't even look me in the eye?
And to make it even worse he slept with Sehun of all people?
The person he destroyed whatever I had left of my childhood? The person who manipulated me?
The person who lied to me about being my brother who had left me all those years ago?
Not only did he lie to me but he also used me as his own toy....I was nothing but a toy for him when he was the most precious person to me.
Even the thought of seeing him again was making me sick....now imagine the thought of him sleeping with my mate....
How should that make me feel?
Well it didn't matter....because right now the pain that stroke through my body and shattered my heart made me see one thing...
The color Red....
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(YOONGIS POV)
So that's what he thought of me? Still after all my desperate tried in trying to make him like me?
He couldn't even call me by name but instead addressed me as 'that thing' .
I put my hand on my chest clenching my fists...the pain that struck through me was too much to bear.
All I wanted was to live happily with my mate...all I wanted was a happy ending like my parents.
But I guess that's not possible for a monster like me now is it?
I'm nothing but a monster....
That's right...I'm a monster...but I didn't choose to be this way.
I didn't ask to be born a werewolf I didn't have a freaking choice.
So why must I be punished for being something I didn't ask to become?
The horrible thing is that I loved him...his smile was to get lost in even though it was never directed at me.
His eyes were mesmerizing....you'd get lost in them as soon as you saw them.
But what's the point in being together with him when it's against his own will....
When he'd do anything to leave my side...
I guess me loving him is hurting him....I'm hurting him by making him stay by my side.
And because I love him...I know I'm going to have to let him go....
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(NAMJOONS POV)
I can't feel anything anymore....
My heart feels like it broke into a million pieces and the pieces spread around my body....
How could I be so stupid? Did I actually think that Jin will accept me?
I thought he was going to be different....I thought that since he was my mate things will be different...
So I showed up in front of him in my wolf form...but the look in his eyes as soon as he saw my wolf....
It was as if he was looking at a....monster....
I thought that if I changed back he's look would change....but as soon as he saw my face....
The look of fear tuned to one of hatred and betrayal....
I wanted to explain to him....I wanted to tell him how much he meant to me...
How much I loved him....how he was my mate and I couldn't live without him.
And yet I was rejected with a stone cold heart....and a look that could send me to my grave.
I could already feel the effects of the rejection hitting....I wasn't going to live for long.
I would last for maybe a year if I fought it off but....what meaning would that have anyways right?
I shifted to my wolf form growling in both anger and pain....
And I ran...I ran and sweared to never look back till the day I die.
Which was soon.....
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(3rd POV)
"He....was a wolf all along". Jin sobbed his face hidden between his knees which he pulled up against his chest.
He was now leaning against the wall of his bedroom too shocked to process everything.
He couldn't believe Namjoon...the guy he was in love with was a werewolf.
And what was worse is that Namjoon had hidden that from him through out all this time.
He knew he shouldn't have reacted that way...and after advising Jungkook to do the opposite.
But as soon as his eyes fell on the bloody red eyes all he could see was blood...
The blood of his mother who was viciously murdered by his own father.
And then his memory would go to his younger brother.....
Those desperate hazel eyes staring at him with tears filling them....begging him to stay with him, to not leave him alone.
The flood of memories made Jin break...he couldn't think anymore. He couldn't even control his own actions.
How he had pushed Namjoon away when he could've let him explain....the memory of Namjoons pleading eyes made him break out in tears yet again.
How could he hurt Namjoon like that? How could he make the same mistake all over again.
He had already made that mistake and lost his brother forever...was he now going to lose Namjoon too?
Jin chocked on his in tears at the thought of losing another person he had loved.
"I'm sorry..." Jin whispered to himself tears blurring his vision of the photo he had of Namjoon.
And the he moved to a family picture he had....he kept repeating the words 'I'm sorry' as if he was apologizing to the people in them.
His mother....his brother....and the person he loved most....
"Joonie I'm so sorry.....I'm sorry". He cried out his thumb brushing on Namjoons picture.
Seeing Namjoons smile.... remembering how happy he was when Jin agreed to go out with him.
And then comparing it to the pained look he had when Jin pushed him away....
That night Jin couldn't stop crying....he fell asleep after a few hours on the cold wooden floor of his room.
The only warmth he got was from his arms tightly wrapped around him...his fists clenching the picture he had of Namjoon.
He wished he could wake up and it would all be a dream....just a horrible nightmare.
But he knew damn well it wasn't....and that when he woke up the person he loves wouldn't be there waiting for him....
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"HOW THE HELL COULD YOU DO THIS?" Taehyung yelled pushing Jungkook against the hard wall.
Jungkook had just gotten home after comforting Jimin and finally getting him to sleep peacefully.
And he was shocked to see an angry Taehyung waiting for him by the door.
As soon as he came in he was pushed against the hard wall right next to the front door.
And Taehyung looked like he would rip him apart....literally.
"I don't know what you're talking about". Jungkook gulped trying to get out of Taehyungs grip but there was no use.
He closed his eyes shut feeling his heart beats quicken in fear....
For the second time ever...he was actually scared to death from Taehyung.
"OH YOU DONT KNOW? We're gonna pretend now won't we?" Taehyung spat throwing his hands in the air.
"I really don't know what you're talking about...." Jungkook whispered feeling his eyes sting....
His chest was tightening and fear was taking over him....he hated the feeling of being cornered....it felt too much like the past.
"Please let me go...." Jungkook muttered in fear trying to steady his breath so his tears won't fall.
"LOOK AT ME". Taehyung growled grabbing Jungkooks chin harshly and forcing him to face him.
"I SAID OPEN YOUR EYES". He yelled harshly grabbing the younger hair and pulling his head back.
"Please...." Jungkook whispered opening his eyes finally letting the tears slip down his cheeks.
What Jungkook saw made his heart drop to his stomach.....it felt as if he couldn't breath anymore.
It was a video of him....with the guy he went to the bar with and he was sucking him.....
But that's impossible Jungkook couldn't remember any of this happening.
How could he not remember any of this?? And how the hell did Taehyung have a video of this?
'What the hell is happening...' Jungkook thought before looking up at Taehyung with a confused look.
But he was met by Taehyungs harsh fiery eyes which were glaring daggers into him.
(TO BE CONTINUED)
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