The darkness almost ate me alive. It felt more comfortable to slide into the darkness where it was warm and inviting, but I had to realize my babies weren't there. They were all four towards the light the was killing me to look into. That hurt to even think about going that way. Leaning towards the dark got rid of aching all over my body, but the light is giving me a one way chance back to my life were I can hold my children and... and...
Make sure Reagan is ok. She got hit too I think.
I looked into the light and fought the urge to be weak and go with the flow. I fought through the pain and uncomfortable feeling of my body ache. I need to make sure everyone's ok.
I have a survive. Not just for me but Reagan, Olly, Lily, and Bubba. my four meanings to live life. I have to do this to help protect them from the world that did this to me.
As I was climbing to the peek of the light I can hear something calling out to me. 'Dia, come back.' 'I can't do this without you.' 'I'm gonna kill Keagan for this.' it's Damian. The man I love. If I just fight a little more, I could get to him and my babies.
As I finally get to light I realized, all I had to do was open my eyes.
"Baby, can you hear me." He asked as I nodded my head, and he hugged me.
"Where's Reagan." I ask with a raspy voice.
"She's fine now, you saved her. She got out three days ago." He smiled as I smiled.
Wait!
"How long was I in here."
"6 days, i''ll go get the kids, okay." He said nodding and leaving the room. The room was quite nice. Way better than a normal hospital room. I bet Damian told them to put me in here wasting money as usual.
"Just then I heard the most beautiful thing in the world. The thing I woke up for.
"Mommy." Was said as a rampage of children ran into the giant hospital room. Olly, Lily and Reagan came up to me as I jumped out of my lying position upright to hugged them all as they jumped on the bed.
"Reagan, are you okay." I asked as she nodded with that smile still on her face that was plastered on the walls of my unconscious state.
"ISm fine mommy, you saved me." she said hugging me around my neck. While the tears followed this moment I was having. Damian came in with Bubba, Callie and even grace with her fiance on her hip.
"I'm so glad your ok." Callie said coming up hugging me.
"So you didn't bite off graces head." I asked her.
"Nope, actually we have to time to bond and play with the kids together while you were away," Grace said walking over to Callie, "She's one on my bridesmaids."
"Really grace, you already have fifteen." I remind her.
"Is that too much?" She asks as everyone laughs but her.
Just then there was a knock on the door.
"Come in." I yell.
A tall woman with blue eyes and blonde hair walks in followed but Caden.
"Hello ma'am, i'm so sorry to infer with your family time, but I have to take Reagan Williams into my custody."
"What no." I said out of angry grabbing Reagan tightly to me.
"Calm down baby, ma'am Reagan's father gave her parental permission to have Reagan."
"Well he's in jail for trying to run her over."
"Huh." Reagan said, as I stare at Callie and Grace.
"Kids, let's go get some ice cream from the cafeteria." Grace said as the kids screamed and jumped off the bed walking away with the girls.
"Now, what is Caden doing here." I ask.
"Miss Lownes reported the child missing."
"She has no right over Reagan, she's just pregnant with Keegan's child." Damian said.
"Ma'am i'm a lawyer, Blake Cameron."
"Oh hello, I just need to question miss Willis about the events a week ago and take Reagan to the facility to get treated if possible and in a proper foster to make sure she's safe."
"No, she's safe with me, Caden hates me, that's why she reported her missing."
"No, she got hit by a car and no one wanted to come and tell me." Caden snobbishly said.
"Who are you, it was your boyfriend who drove up on my lawn and hit me and our child with his brand new car. " I went off.
"She not your daughter!" she yelled at me.
"Ma'am as you can see Reagan is more safe with this woman who saved her and who she even calls mom." Damian said.
"I understand you fully sir but I still have to take her." She woman said.
All I could do was break out into tears, "Please don't take my baby."
As Damian held me and tried to wipe my tears away, the girls came back with all four children. Reagan was the first one to jump up and hugged my neck again. I held her so tight, i'm surprised she's still breathing.
"Mommy what's wrong." Reagan and wiping my tears.
"Umm, this nice lady is going to take you for a little while ok, but just for a while." I told her as her eyebrows came together.
"Why." Lily asked me as I cried out a little more to the point where I couldn't speak. Lily's going to hate me for life.
"the nice lady is going to make sure your okay and she's even gonna let you meet new people, but we'll come and get you ok." Damian spoke for me as Reagan nodded.
"Can I go." Lily begged.
"Yeah me too." Olly insisted.
"No, she has to go alone." Damian answered.
As the woman gestured for Reagan I gave her a kiss and hug and let her take Reagan.
"Thank you." The woman said as she left with Reagan and left me in tears.
"That was a social worker right, she's not coming back right." Lily asked.
"Lily look."
"And it's all your fault," She pointed at a sad looking Caden, "I hate you all." She mumbled.
"Lily, what did you say-" Callie stuttered out before lily interrupted her.
"I hate you all." She belted and ran out the room as Olly, Grace, and Callie followed her out.
"I-i'm so sorry, it wasn't supposed to be like this." Caden gulped.
"Caden i won't hurt you right now, because your pregnant and i'm tied down to this hospital bed right now, but as soon as your next six months are up, i'm coming for you, there's nowhere you can hide, so don't even try." I told her, "Just know, my rash from hell will spread across the sky as soon as you push the beautiful gift out of your body, I will rain down on you like a theft in the night."
Nadia please, I didn't mean to do all this."
"You can mess with me and house and heck even my man, but when you try touching my kids, I can no longer promise you a pleasant forever slumber. I'm gonna make it hurt, like hell, for a long long time."
While Caden ran out of the room the boys looked at me in amazement.
"Help me up, we need to go to the police station." I said and Blake ran towards me and tried to help as Dam just stood there in shook.
"Why." He questioned.
"I'm asking Keegan for custody of Reagan." I said as Blake stopped helping.
"You can't do that, he has no rights over her anymore." He told me.
"So I can't get her back." I screamed. All I could do hyperventilate.
"Dia calm down, we'll get her back." Damian said holding me as Grace and Callie came back with the kids.
Lily looked shocked as Olly started crying, but I couldn't stop. The pain got worse and worse and I could understand why.
"Ok, let's go home kids." Callie said picking up Olly and Grace nodding while holding Bubba and also leading Lily out.
What type of life am I dragging my kids through, heartache and pain is all their getting right now.
"Dia just take a nap and when you wake up we can figure out how to get Reagan back and in your custody the right way." Blake informed me.
I hope.