But Now We're Stressed Out

By lunaeclispe22

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Sanders Sides High School AU A popular jock with a passion for performing A friendly boy with a happy go luck... More

Character Descriptions
Welcome to Hell
Cookies, sprinkles, kittens, and a little bit of fake happiness
Where's my epic background music?
Logically Thinking
Help i think i'm gay
I got this bloody nose trying to defend your honor
Polar Opposites, but with some similarities
In which everything gets worse
Embarrasment and Anxiety
Prepare for embrace
The first time i belived
Making out in the forest
Time to panic and/or cry
Crying and cookies
Because he's my hero
When they make eye contact, you can see they have a history
Nightingale
You wont like me anymore
Some things aren't better left in the past
You will be found
Colder Weather
This is why i dont socialize
Knock knock, get the door, its depression
This go amazingly right (or horribly wrong)
The gay prince with an ego bigger than disney world
Hold my hand, you're going to be okay
The gayest of the gays
Snake Face
To cry or not to cry
Two bros, chillin' at a locker, five inches apart cause they are gay
There is no us, there never was
T for is trauma
Lady and the tramp
I can't think straight when it comes to you
Midnight Coffee Date
Emotions are for children
Accidental demon summoning
Solitude was the only logical solution
I'm not a piece of cake
Feliz CumpleaƱos a ti, feliz cumpleaƱos querido Logan
Lets have some fun in abusement park
I'll go down in history as the worlds biggest idiot
How was my innocent mind supposed to know that
Room B340
Living like we're renegades
Ghosts
There are easier ways to learn about death
You Died; would you like to start again?
Wiccans make great moms
Ice cream, tea, and crying
Ignorance or Innocene
Soft snow and sweater paws
You're a monster if you put the milk in before the cereal
Ice as cold as my heart
Maybe we can yeet out of this situation
Birthday smash
Wattpad made me change the name of this chapter so I wouldn't get sued
Eyeliner and emo tears
Mistletoe and Christmas Snow
Daddy chimed in go for the throat
It's a messed up world
Friend, please
Remember me
Making up for our childhood traumas
Snowstorms from hell
Frozen corpses are creepy
The ghost of you is never coming home
Going mute for the aesthetic
And they were roommates
Tripping on skies, sipping waterfalls
Play ring around the ambulance
You'll be a home for the broken
Ohana means family
Things are not what they seem
Goodbye my love
Things we lost in the fire
I will keep on waiting for your love
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
We only own our hells
Top ten idiots, number one and two will surprise you
An emotional support beehive
We are lonely lost souls
The most precious bean
Tonight will be the night that I fall for you over again
Nobody cares if you cry
You won't go lonely into this fight if you just hold me we will survive
Stuck between a nightmare and lost dreams
Say goodbye to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Thomas the dank engine
Lies and propaganda or deceit and falsehoods
Don't blame
Don't let fear keep us apart
My nonexistent heart was just broken
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Viva la depression
A single pale buttercup
Ability Aquired : Doubt
It's my mental breakdown and I get to choose the music
Mama we're all gonna die
Blood splattered on freshly fallen snow
Don't take your life away from me
The hardest part of this is leaving you
If being sexy was a crime, I'd be a law abiding citizen
It's a no from me
There needs to be an instruction manuel about life
There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin
Love is not a choice
Our old friend, Death
Oh, that's awkward
I may not live to see our glory
Everything is fine when your hand is resting next to mine
The rare fluff stumbling out of hiding
Tonight we are young
Champagne, Cocaine, Gasoline
I'm not as think as you drunk I am
Heckity heck, I crave death
Everybody sins, everybody lies
Awaiting my imminent death
For a moment, I forgot gravtiy existed
I am going to kill myself and it's your fault!
Hold still while I throw a chair at you
Last night I had the strangest dream
Confrontation scares me
Daddy issues to the max
This is everything I never wanted
My boyfriend or your boyfriend
Panic attacks at the disco
How to run from the mess you made
I could lie, say I like it like that
I came here to have a good time and I'm honestly feeling so attacked right now
They know that it's almost over
There comes you, to keep me safe from harm
A good day to die
High off anesthesia
Emotions? How about no
Happily ever after here we are
McDonalds and necromancy
Where do I go from here?
Sea salt and summer dreams
You make us better
You make us better (part 2)
I could be lonely with you
I could be lonely with you (part 2)
I could be lonely with you (part 3)
With you I'm always home
With you I'm always home (part 2)
With you I'm always home (part 3)
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn (part 2)
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn (part 3)
Epilogue
Authors Note

The emo cult

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By lunaeclispe22



SORRY FOR MISSING UPDATES AGAIN, I HATE MYSELF bUt ThAts OkAy

TRIGGER WARNING : hitting, kicking

Virgil POV
I took a deep breath of the fall air.  It's finally Saturday and I'm a bundle of nerves.  Roman is taking me to the Spaghetti Warehouse tonight.

As a date.  An actual romantic date.  Roman fucking Prince asked me out on a date. 

I looked around the park, enjoying the weather.  It's Halloween week, and the gloomy cold weather couldn't be more perfect.  I think it's good weather for a date.

I loved the beautiful fall colors in the trees. The yellow, red, orange, gold and brown. It was a beautifully gruesome display of death.

My headphones were at full volume.  21 Guns by Green Day blasting into my ears.  Who cares if I'm dead by the time I graduate.

The date with Roman also gave me lots of time to get away from Dad.  He's been sort of subdued for now.  But that means one slip up and it'll be hell to pay.

Hopefully he doesn't find out about my date with Roman.

Because of how loud my music was, I didn't hear someone coming up behind me.  I faintly heard something and I barely began to pull my headphones off when someone shoved me off the swing.

I landed heavily on the ground, my headphones knocked out of my hands.  I looked up to see Jackson.  He held a basketball under his arm.  He was all sweaty and wearing gym clothes.  No doubt practicing for basketball tryouts.

He smirked down at me as I tried to pick myself back up.  He moved to the other side of the swing and pushed me back to the ground with his foot.

Maybe if I actually decided to eat something in the last 24 hours or get sleep last night, I'd be able to fight Jackson off long enough to run. 

"Heard you're going on a date with Prince tonight,"  Jackson scoweled.  I nodded slowly, smug of myself for once.

"Don't tell me you're that stupid,"  He growled.  "It's Roman.  Do you really think someone like him would like someone like you?  Look at yourself freak."

I unconsciously flinched.  Hits and kicks left bruises that would heal, but mean words left wounds that took much longer to go away.

"I didn't think Roman to be a faggot,"  Jackson pounded aloud.  "Especially for someone as disgusting as you."

"Maybe don't touch me then,"  I said through gritted teeth.  "Or the gayness might infect you."

Jackson recoiled and actually moved away from me.  The look of pure disgust hurt a lot though. 

I tried to get up, but Jackson kicked my arm.  I went sprawling back to the ground, my face landing heavily.  Dirt was smeared across my cheek now.

Jackson grabbed my hair and forcefully pulled me upwards.   He rammed my head forward, causing me to hit the support poles for the swing.

I cried out as pain seared through my nose.  Hot blood instantly started gushing out of it.  Jackson pulled a fist back and punched me in the cheek before I could comprehend anything.

I fell back to the ground, now holding my throbbing cheek.  Jackson laughed at me, kicking me sharply in the side.

"Maybe Prince won't like you anymore if I mess up that face of yours,"  Jackson purred, pulling me back up by my hair. 

He punched me in the eye, making the bruise come back from my dad that I had tried to hard to hide. 

Jackson resorted to just kicking me, landing shark blows all down my side.  But when he reached down to pull me up again, I shoved upwards, knocking him off balance.

While he righted himself, I bolted.  I'm tired and weak from lack of sleep and food but I ran like hell.  I ran as far and as fast as I could.

I didn't care where I ended up, I just had to get away from Jackson.  I could hear him yelling at me, his loud footsteps following me.

"Come back you emo fuck!"  He screamed.  His voice sent panic through me.  I need out.  I need somewhere to hide from him right now. 

I ducked behind a large stone column, refusing to breath until Jackson passed me by.  Only when his footsteps moved away from me did I open my eyes. 

I was hit with an instant wave of depression as I realized where I had run.  The old church loomed at the edge of my peripheral vision.

The cemetery.

As if on auto drive now, I moved into the cemetery.  I fell into an all to familiar path towards the back of the cemetery. 

The dark clouds above threatened rain.  The cemetery already had a creepy feel too it, only enhanced by the weather. 

I entered a section of the cemetery looking for a certain grave.  Eventually I stumbled across the small granite headstone.

Evangeline Pierce

I sighed and ran my hands over the name etched forever in the stone.  I fell down to my knees, not caring how the damp grass soaked my jeans.

I felt like I needed to cry, but instead I felt numb.  I zipped up my hoodie, trying to maintain some sense of warmth. 

I ran my hands over the bottom of the headstone, brushing away bits of dead brush and dirt.  I leaned against the headstone, wishing it was the actual Evangeline and not the cold hunk of granite.

Something moved in my peripheral vision.  I jumped, anxiety shooting through me.  My heart rate sped up as I imagined Jackson walking around the bush to hurt me again.

But instead I saw a familiar black sweater.  I let out an audible sigh of relief. 

Quinn peaked his head out, looking at me with worry written all across his face.  I motioned him out from behind the bush and over to me.

He moved tentatively over, his hands gripping tightly to the black messenger bag he was carrying.

"Hey,"  Quinn mumbled.  "You okay?"

"Yeah,"  I answered.  "Just a run in with Jackson the asshole."

"Am I interrupting something?"  He asked, eying the headstone. 

"No,"  I told him.  "We can talk if you want to."

"Is she your mother?  Grandmother?"  Quinn asked, pointing to the headstone.

"Sister,"  I whispered.  "But she was really sick so don't feel bad."

"Sorry,"  He mumbled awkwardly.  We went to an awkward silence, both of us to socially awkward to initiate conversation.

"Why are you here?"  I couldn't help but asked.  What troubled past does Quinn have besides the serial killer father?

"Oh, uh, the cemetery is good drawing inspiration,"  Quinn explained, pulling a tattered old brown notebook out of his bag. 

He tossed it to me.  I caught it and started looking through all the drawing.  They were all very pretty and detailed charcoal drawings.  They were almost all dark or gothic in some way.

"These are really good,"  I told him.  Quinn blushed and shook his head.

"They're okay,"  He said.  "But thanks anyways."

"No problem,"  I responded.  "We're both pretty damn emo."

"So?"  Quinn asked, fiddling with the hem of his sweater again.

"Wanna be friends?"  I asked.  "We could start an emo cult or something to our lord and savior Geesus."

"Sounds like fun,"  Quinn laughed.

"So, friends?"  I asked.

"Sure,"  He said, a soft smile on his lips.  I held a hand out to him that he gently took.  I pulled him down to sit next to me. 

"Sorry for being a complete jerk a few weeks ago when we ran into each other in the hall,"  I apologized, relieved to finally get it off my chest.

"It's okay, I'm used to it,"  He mumbled with a shrug.

"Used to it,"  Quinn said with a sigh.  "You get used to people knowing you more as the psycho then your actual name."

"That really sucks, I'm sorry,"  I told him sympathetically. 

"It's fine,"  Quinn mumbled.  "Let's talk about something else."

"Are you a fan of American Horror Story?"  I asked him.  Quinn's eyes lit up a bit.

"Yes I do!"  He said, grabbing his notebook and proceeding to show me all the intricate drawing he did of characters.

I think this is the start to a good friendship.

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