But Now We're Stressed Out

By lunaeclispe22

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Sanders Sides High School AU A popular jock with a passion for performing A friendly boy with a happy go luck... More

Character Descriptions
Welcome to Hell
Cookies, sprinkles, kittens, and a little bit of fake happiness
Where's my epic background music?
Logically Thinking
Help i think i'm gay
I got this bloody nose trying to defend your honor
Polar Opposites, but with some similarities
In which everything gets worse
Embarrasment and Anxiety
Prepare for embrace
The first time i belived
Making out in the forest
Time to panic and/or cry
Crying and cookies
Because he's my hero
When they make eye contact, you can see they have a history
Nightingale
You wont like me anymore
Some things aren't better left in the past
You will be found
Colder Weather
This is why i dont socialize
Knock knock, get the door, its depression
This go amazingly right (or horribly wrong)
The gay prince with an ego bigger than disney world
Hold my hand, you're going to be okay
Snake Face
To cry or not to cry
Two bros, chillin' at a locker, five inches apart cause they are gay
There is no us, there never was
T for is trauma
The emo cult
Lady and the tramp
I can't think straight when it comes to you
Midnight Coffee Date
Emotions are for children
Accidental demon summoning
Solitude was the only logical solution
I'm not a piece of cake
Feliz Cumpleaños a ti, feliz cumpleaños querido Logan
Lets have some fun in abusement park
I'll go down in history as the worlds biggest idiot
How was my innocent mind supposed to know that
Room B340
Living like we're renegades
Ghosts
There are easier ways to learn about death
You Died; would you like to start again?
Wiccans make great moms
Ice cream, tea, and crying
Ignorance or Innocene
Soft snow and sweater paws
You're a monster if you put the milk in before the cereal
Ice as cold as my heart
Maybe we can yeet out of this situation
Birthday smash
Wattpad made me change the name of this chapter so I wouldn't get sued
Eyeliner and emo tears
Mistletoe and Christmas Snow
Daddy chimed in go for the throat
It's a messed up world
Friend, please
Remember me
Making up for our childhood traumas
Snowstorms from hell
Frozen corpses are creepy
The ghost of you is never coming home
Going mute for the aesthetic
And they were roommates
Tripping on skies, sipping waterfalls
Play ring around the ambulance
You'll be a home for the broken
Ohana means family
Things are not what they seem
Goodbye my love
Things we lost in the fire
I will keep on waiting for your love
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
We only own our hells
Top ten idiots, number one and two will surprise you
An emotional support beehive
We are lonely lost souls
The most precious bean
Tonight will be the night that I fall for you over again
Nobody cares if you cry
You won't go lonely into this fight if you just hold me we will survive
Stuck between a nightmare and lost dreams
Say goodbye to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Thomas the dank engine
Lies and propaganda or deceit and falsehoods
Don't blame
Don't let fear keep us apart
My nonexistent heart was just broken
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Viva la depression
A single pale buttercup
Ability Aquired : Doubt
It's my mental breakdown and I get to choose the music
Mama we're all gonna die
Blood splattered on freshly fallen snow
Don't take your life away from me
The hardest part of this is leaving you
If being sexy was a crime, I'd be a law abiding citizen
It's a no from me
There needs to be an instruction manuel about life
There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin
Love is not a choice
Our old friend, Death
Oh, that's awkward
I may not live to see our glory
Everything is fine when your hand is resting next to mine
The rare fluff stumbling out of hiding
Tonight we are young
Champagne, Cocaine, Gasoline
I'm not as think as you drunk I am
Heckity heck, I crave death
Everybody sins, everybody lies
Awaiting my imminent death
For a moment, I forgot gravtiy existed
I am going to kill myself and it's your fault!
Hold still while I throw a chair at you
Last night I had the strangest dream
Confrontation scares me
Daddy issues to the max
This is everything I never wanted
My boyfriend or your boyfriend
Panic attacks at the disco
How to run from the mess you made
I could lie, say I like it like that
I came here to have a good time and I'm honestly feeling so attacked right now
They know that it's almost over
There comes you, to keep me safe from harm
A good day to die
High off anesthesia
Emotions? How about no
Happily ever after here we are
McDonalds and necromancy
Where do I go from here?
Sea salt and summer dreams
You make us better
You make us better (part 2)
I could be lonely with you
I could be lonely with you (part 2)
I could be lonely with you (part 3)
With you I'm always home
With you I'm always home (part 2)
With you I'm always home (part 3)
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn (part 2)
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn (part 3)
Epilogue
Authors Note

The gayest of the gays

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By lunaeclispe22

I'm so sorry I missed so many updates
I've been in a really bad place mentally
I know I don't have any good excuse as to why I missed almost a week of updates

But I was dealing with a copyright thing because someone tried to steal my original characters from my other Sanders Sides book and plot points from this story

But it's okay ha ha ha ha I'm just a fucking bitch

Someone kill me pls

TRIGGER WARNINGS : derogatory terms

Virgil POV
Lunch time.  Once a time I dreaded throughout the school day.  Now a time I looked forward to. 

With an actual friend group, lunch became very fun.  It wasn't scary and people didn't hurt me during it anymore.  People actually talked to me and wanted me there. Even if it was this stupid little friends group.

Damien sat to my left, Roman to my right.  Patton and Emile were across from me.  Remy sat next to Emile.  For some reason, Logan was sitting next to Roman instead of next to Patton.

Patton and Logan seemed to be trying to put as much distance between themselves as possible. Roman mentioned they had a falling out of sorts over the weekend, but otherwise I don't know why.

Patton and Emile were talking like normal, Roman sometimes joining in.  Remy seemed content with just death glaring Logan the entire lunch, who stayed quiet and just read a book.  Damien and I talked a bit amongst ourselves.

I did like how Damien stopped using makeup to cover up the scar. He notices the strange looks he gets in the classrooms and hallways but he acts like they don't affect him. But I know him well enough to know when he's lying.

I also noticed how he was not focused at all on the conversation at hand.  Granted they were talking about Frozen, so it wasn't something Damien or I would be too into.  But he was more distracted than usual.

Instead his focus was on someone else who was sitting in the corner of the lunch room.  Fairly close to where I used to sit, trying to avoid all human contact and socialization of any kind.

And I'll give you one guess as to who was over there. 

Quinn. 

I'm almost one hundred percent positive that Damien has some sort of crush on Quinn.  I recognize how he's acting now compared to when we first started dating.  Also that look he got on his face when he first saw Quinn.

"Someone got your eye?"  I whispered to him in a teasing manor.  Damien flushed bright right and glared at me. 

"Shut it,"  He mumbled, looking back at Quinn. 

I starting laughing and elbowing him in the side.  Damien ignored me but I could see the smile on his face. 

"You haven't said much Virgil,"  Patton said with a smile.  "How was your weekend?"

I flinched involuntarily as thoughts of what Dad did to me yesterday filled my mind. 

"It was okay,"  I mumbled.  Patton nodded uncertainly, both his and Emile's eyes trailing over my bruised eye.  Unfortunately I couldn't do much to hide such a bad bruise, even with excessive concealer. 

"What about you Damien?"  Patton asked him, scarily quickly back to his happiness.  Seems suspicious someone is that happy. 

"Uh, I actually made two new friends,"  He said with a small laugh.

"What?"  I said in mock offense, slapping his chest playfully.  "You didn't tell me!  You trying to replace me or something?"

"I wouldn't dream of it Virge,"  He said, placing an arm around my shoulder.  I easily leaned into his touch, falling back into how we used to act around each other.  I saw Roman's jaw tighten in my peripheral vision. 

"Well who are they?"  Asked Emile. 

"Quinn,"  Answered Damien.  Everyone reacted pretty much like how'd anyone expect towards Quinn.  I mean, his dad hurt and murdered a shit ton of people.  He's not exactly someone you was to be around or talk about.

We all looked at him in shock, well except myself. I had my suspicions and they're just getting confirmed. But Logan even looked up from his book, shock written across his face.

"I don't think that's a good idea,"  Roman mumbled.  "He's fuckin' crazy or something." 

"Yeah he's probably as fucked up in the mind as his dad,"  Remy agreed.

"Language!"  Patton and Emile said at the same time.

"He's not a psycho,"  Damien said, his eyes narrowing in anger.  "He's really nice.  Everyone needs to stop treating him like shit over something he had no control over."

Everyone looked uncomfortably down at the table.  We all knew we was right, but we didn't want to admit it.  We didn't want there to be a reason why we should feel bad for being rude to him.

"I'm meeting him again this afternoon, his boyfriend Evan will be there," He told us. "Why don't you all come with me, so I can prove to you that he's as bad you think he is."

"Oh Quinn is gay too?" Emile asked. "Seems like everyone is."

"The gay is spreading and growing stronger," Roman laughed.

"No one can escape the gay," Remy added. "The gays are all powerful."

Roman and Remy burst out laughing, earning laughs from the rest of us.

"Not all of us are gay though," Patton said, a funnily thoughtful look on his face.

"Okay, well you and Emile are pan," Remy said, taking a sip from his Starbucks. "I know I'm gay as fuck. What about the rest of you?"

"The gayest of the gays!" Roman said dramatically. It makes me happy for him that he's learned to accept himself.

"I will fight you for that title,"  Remy laughed.

"Bring it on," Roman said, acting serious in a funny way.

"Demisexual and gay," Answered Logan, not even looking up from his book. "Now please stop your childish bickering." 

"Gay," I mumbled.

"Polyamorous and gay,"  Damien answered. 

"Oh you're okay with a poly relationship?"  Asked Emile.  

"Only certain people,"  He explained.  "I've met very few people that I'd be okay with being in a poly relationship with.  And I'm okay with a regular two person relationship."

"We all need to go to pride,"  Remy said, kicking his heeled feet up on the table. 

"That would be so much fun!"  Patton squealed, a wide smile coming over his face.

"June is literally eight months away,"  I complained. 

"Still,"  Remy said.  "Chill babes, it'll work itself out."  I rolled my eyes in response. 

"I didn't take you to be a faggot Roman,"  Said an all too familiar voice from behind us.  The way Emile and Patton's faces paled and Remy tensed up, I can only guess who it was.

"Fuck off Jackson,"  Roman said, turning around.  Damien, Logan and I turned with him. 

I looked uneasily up at Jackson.  He glared at all of us, pure disgust in his eyes. 

"We got all the two babies, the faggot, the freak, the robot, the emo, and the fallen prince."  Jackson purred, all his friends moving to stand next to him.  "This will be fun."

"We don't want any trouble,"  Roman tried to say. 

"Too bad,"  Hissed Jackson.  "The fucking freak face threatened some of my friends!" 

"Friends is a strong word for your drug dealers,"  Damien said in a calm manor.  "And I thought they were the biggest douches here, but it turns out you take the cake."

"Excuse me!  Who the hell do you think you're talking to newbie?!"  Jackson yelled, getting up on Damien's face. 

"I don't know,"  Damien said, standing up slowly.  He towered over Jackson, and I could see his muscles rippling beneath his leather jacket.  "Who am I talking to?"

"Look I'm in charge at this school,"  Jackson growled.  "So don't go fucking with my group."

"Then don't pick on people,"  Damien told him. 

"It was the psycho and his little whore from Abbot High," Jackson scoffed. "They deserve to take a few beatings every now and then."

And with that, Damien punched Jackson in the nose.

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