lemme tell yall that i have just been going through it.
my depression has gotten out of hand, i'm suicidal, i'm self harming again. like fuck dude doesnt this shit get easier?? ive started seeing a psychiatrist for the first time in my life, also going to see a therapist that specializes in PTSD. hopefully i can get my shit under control and get my drive and passion back for life. and for writing! it really is fun for me but just not..lately. yknow?
anyway, i'm not giving up in this story i swear. i just have 0 motivation. i don't even have the motivation to pick up my camera and take pictures, which is something i usually adore.
i'm really sorry to leave yall hanging, since i know so many of you really like this story (for some reason its really trash) but please be patient. i am going to take care of myself and hopefully move on and become the person i know i can be.
thanks for sticking with me, gang!! it means a lot to me