My Medication // N.H. ✔️

By QueenLilitu

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I let his darkness in my life, letting that darkness take over my life too by falling in love with each other... More

Intro
New Girl
He's Trouble
Dancing Class
No Girls
Don't Judge A Book By Its Cover
7 Minutes Of Heaven
Two Tablets
You Scared Me Yesterday
That Hurted
Help Me
After P.E. ...
I Enjoy Giving Him Pleasure
Have You?
Ya Nasty
Half The Money
Crazy About You
Porn
Tasting You
Breaking Soberness
Luke
From Heart To Heart
What Do you Have?
I'm Here
You're Amazing
Am I Crazy?
Down On Knees
Hit You Once
4 a.m.
Hot Stuff
I'm Pregnant
I Fell In Love Again
Under The Stars
No Doubt
I Left
Enough
I'm Worried
Hiding Place
Don't Stop
Beginning Of Complications
Screw You
Tattoo Your Art On Me
You're A Little Devil
Let's Talk
No! I Beg You!
Alone In This World
Worthless
It's So Fun!
Who Have I Become
Overdose
Pinky Promise
The Other Promise Still Exist
He Feels His Home
Have Faith
Lay With Me
Therapy Session
Voices
She Didn't Recognize Me
Feeling Free
Everything Went Off
A Little Death
Welcome
Showing Around And...
Awfully Amazing
You Know Her?
Guitar Case
You Think I Would Lie?
Antonio
Silence Means Yes
Sinners Sin
You're Just A Woman
Confirmed. Life Hates Me
You Don't Know The Past
Why?
I Need Air
Small Talk
You Think I'm Not Hurt?
Your Revenge?
Trust
Wanna Play A Game?
Pull The Trigger
I'm No Hero
Jump
I'm Sorry
After Me
One Last Time
Auntie Meet Aiden
Good Luck
Answer Me
Down The Drain
Take The Trash Away
New Beginning

Insecure

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By QueenLilitu

"You should put it, c'mon Diamond... Don't make me angry." Italia exhaled when we walked out to school's pool area. She was with bikini already and I... I was with my clothes. I won't put that motherfucker on me. I don't like my body. Only Niall can see me without clothes that's all.
"I'm not comfortable here." I whispered staring at girls with bikinis.
"Calm down, Diamond. Calm down." Italia laughed watching me.
"Baby, what's this?? Why you're fully dressed?" Niall asked from distance coming.
"I'm so drooling right now." I whispered to Italia seeing him in swim shorts. Those tattoos, his body, mmm... If only I could remove them shorts.
"She doesn't put a bakini. I was trying to talk her in for whole ten minutes but she's stubborn." Italia squinted her eyes. I pouted crossing my arms.
"Oh baby, c'mooon. Just put the damn bikini. You won't die. Do you have the bikini here?" Niall laughed kneeling to me.
"What if I will die? And yes I do." I dramatically said and peeked to his hickeys and scratches.
"Is that place empty? I won't scare girls?" he looked at Italia.
"Nope. It's empty." she shaked her head.
"Good." he beamed a smile and grabbed me to the girls' changing room.
"Niall... I don't wanna." I whined turning him to me.
"Why? Tell me." he got interested and fixed my hair. I sighed.
"I don't like my body." I simply said but he looked at me like I was from another planet.
"I'm fat. I look ugly, plus those girls look way better with bikinis." I sighed again.
"You... Fat? Where? You got that damn good ass. Mmm, yes it is damn good." he cleared his throat. I blinked.
"So, can we go back?" I asked.
"No. Take the bikini out. I'm gonna dess you like a child." Niall said with a serious face. I shaked my head.
"Now!" he said demanding.
"Yes, daddy!" I quickly ran.
"Wow! A daddy! That weekend really did a great job." Niall laughed. "Holy crap! It's red." Niall went crazy when he saw my bikini.
"Quickly! Put it on. Ugh, I wanna fuck you in this, so bad. Maybe later. Or in the pool." Niall tried to calm down and put bikini's top on his head.
"Baby, you're insane." I laughed and quickly made a picture of him.
"Help me put it on." I took off my clothes and put the bottom of bikini.
"You can be naked for me." he giggled tying my bikini.
"Just not here." I smiled when he kissed my neck.

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