New Year's Eve 11:23
Ali POV
Emily: how you feeling?
Ali: I should be asking you that baby.
Emily: I feel amazing.
Ali: it's ok to be yourself.
Emily: I am.
Han: shots!
Emily stands up they do shot together I shake my head at them.
Ali: Emily chill.
Emily: ok.
Demi: how you holding up?
Ali: I'm good.
Demi: I'm here for you Ali I promise.
Ali: thank you.
February 29
Ali: so we are like 2 weeks away from her being born.
Emily: your getting so big I love you princess.
Ali: fine I try not to move my belly you can see her moving look that's your foot baby.
I rub my hand over her foot she moves it away. Emily's been getting worse she throws up like 3 times a day I know it hurts her to move so I try for us to stay in one place.
Emily: baby you have to get on the yoga ball.
Ali: ok.
Brea: I feed the food when can we eat them?!
Ali: that's your sister she wants to eat the animals.
Brea: food is fucking food mom!
Shea: shut the fuck up!
I laugh at them I see Emily has her eyes closed I hit her she starts to laugh.
Ali: baby not funny!
Emily: it was!
She starts to cough I hand her a rag when she coughs it's blood.
Ali: it's ok baby.
I roll around the ball it helps a lot my hips feel wider.
Emily: I'm good.
Brea: here's some water.
Emerson: grandma fly!
Emily: ok!
Emily picks her up she flys her around I know she's hurting she puts her down.
Emerson: fun your turn!
Emerson try's to pick up Emily we laugh at her.
Ali: haha!!
Emily: no I'm good.
She runs off I see the boys in the play room I grab my bottle of water.
Emily: you ok?
Ali: yep I can feel her head right here haha!
I put my hand under my belly.
Emily: your bigger with her.
Ali: right it's so weird.
Emily: I'm really hoping it's not twins.
Ali: me too.
She puts on a movie I see start to close her eyes I throw a pillow at her she sits up.
Emily: aw!
Ali: not funny!
Emily: I'm fucking tired!
She lays on the couch I get up from the ball and go to the kitchen I grab pickles.
Demi: hey bitch!
Ali: hey want some?
Demi: sure.
She takes one we hand to the living room Emily is sleeping I sit on the yoga ball.
Demi: she's going to be here soon.
Ali: I know I'm really excited.
Emily: me too.
Ali: you have to put up the tire swing.
Emily: I have too?
Ali: you said you wanted one!
Emily: oh right.
We head outside I sit in the rocking chair the kids run out to the grass.
Ali: be careful guys!
Peyton: swing!
Emily: I'm putting it up.
She's using a metal chain to put it up I watch her.
Demi: Emily let me help you.
She helps Emily they put it up.
Emily: baby try it out!
I get up and walk over to them.
Ali: no I'll break it.
Emily: fine!
Peyton: me first!
He gets in we push him they all take turns it's so cute.
Lex: I'm home!
Ali: hey guys.
Harlow: where's mom?
Demi: in the barn.
Han: I hate animals Ali when can we eat them?!
Brea: see mom not the only one!
Everest: no not piggy!
She starts to cry I rub her back.
Ali: they won't eat piggy Everest.
Everest: promise?
Ali: I promise.
We head to the house the twins want to make dinner for us.
Aria: are you doing a home birth again?
Ali: yeah.
Spencer: why?
Lola: it's just better babe.
Aria: I need the drugs I'm sorry but I had to have it.
Paul: it's true she almost killed for it.
I look over I see Emily's eyes closed I just shake my head she plays too much.
Brea: dinner is ready!
Alison: babe come on!
I hit her arm she doesn't move I shake her she starts to laugh.
Ali: Emily please stop ok cause when it really happens I'm going to think it's a joke.
Emily: I'm sorry baby.
She gets up I help her to the table we eat.
Ali: fuck!
Emily: you ok?
Ali: yeah cramp promise.
She nods after dinner I help with the dishes I get another one I hold my belly and breath.
Ali: ooooo.
It goes away I finish the dishes I look at my wedding ring I smile when I think about it. I walk into our room I hear Emily throwing up I go to the door it's locked.
Ali: babe open up.
Emily: I'm done!
She opens it we walk to the bed she grabs the coco butter I lift up my shirt.
Emily: promise me when I'm gone you'll date.
Ali: nope your my one and only.
Emily: please baby.
She rubs my belly.
Ali: fine.
Emily: thank you I'm really going to miss you.
Ali: I'll miss you more.
I pull her in for a kiss we break apart I get my pregnancy pillow and cuddle with it.
Emily: your so sexy pregnant.
Ali: thank you baby.
I start to get a cramp I just breath and try not to show her.
Emily: goodnight.
Ali: good night.
March 2 Sunday 8 more days till due
I put it on my family only snap and Instagram.
Emily: what if she's born today?
Ali: she's born today I'm ready for her.
I kiss her I've been getting a lot of contractions everyday yesterday the doctor said I was 3 centimeters so it could be any day.
Ali: I swear the yoga ball thing helps a lot.
Emily: good I'm going to feed the animals.
Brea: let me come!
London: me!
All the kids run out with her I stand up I walk to the window I rub my belly.
Ali: you can come out when your ready baby.
I feel water go down my legs and water trickles to the floor I smile I'm actually not scared this time. I walk to the kitchen I grab a mop and soap I clean it up. I walk back to the kitchen I grab paper towel and dry my legs more water comes at when a contraction comes.
Ali: ooooo!
It goes away I clean it up again they walk in.
Emily: hey.
Ali: hi.
I wrap my arms around her neck I peck her lips.
Ali: I have to tell you something.
Emily: what's up.
Ali: my water broke I'm fine I don't want to freak out.
Emily: ok guys your moms in labor so out I'll call the midwife.
Ali: no I want them to stay.
Emily: you sure?
Brea: you sure?
Ali: yeah.
Brea: well can we at least take them?
Ali: oh yeah.
I walk upstairs I take a shower I get out I put a sports bra on and booty shorts.
Ali: babe?
Emily: yeah?
I see her in Lena's room.
Ali: watch doing?
Emily: she's our last one.
Ali: yeah.
Emily: our little surprise.
2 hours later
Sam: ok lets check!
I'm in the pool thing Emily holds one of my legs and Shea holds my other. She puts her hand in I breath through it I squeeze Emily's hand.
Sam: I know I'm sorry but your at 8!
She pulls her hand out I sigh in relief Emily kisses my head.
Emily: you want ice?
Ali: no I just want you.
Emily: well you got me.
Ali: I mean forever.
I get a contraction.
Ali: oooooo in.. out... in... out..!
Emily: good job baby.
I smile at her I can't imagine my life without her. I take her hand and put it on my heart.
Ali: it will always be yours.
Emily: and mine yours.
Ali: aaahhh!!!
I sit up and scream something's not right.
Ali: something's wrong!
She feels my belly.
Sam: she flipped her head is up here.
Ali: how?!
Sam: I don't know but I have to flip her or you and her could die!
Ali: do it.
Sam: it's going to hurt so bad so scream as much as you want.
I nod she touch's my belly she puts pressure she turns her.
Ali: AAAHHH!!!
Sam: ok she's coming out know!
Ali: fuck!
Emily: you got this baby.
I nod my head Brea and Lex run in they sit in front of me.
Sam: ok push!
Ali: aaaaaaa!!
Sam: good she's crowning don't push this is the ring of fire.
Ali: I have to push!
Sam: no!
Lex: she has a lot of hair.
Sam: ok light push!
I push.
Sam: ok next contraction push.
Emily: you got this.
Ali: ok I got this!
I push as hard as I can I look down as I push I see her come out I fall back. The room is filled with baby screams.
Ali: oh hi baby!
I hold her in my arms so Emily can see.
Emily: she's beautiful!
Ali: hi Lena it's ok.
Sam: would you like to cut the cord mom?
Emily: yeah.
She cuts it I put water on Lena to wash her off she starts to calm down I kiss her over and over.
Emily: she has my hair.
Ali: yeah hi baby.
Emily: she's so cute.
1 hour later
We're all good Lena is 10 pounds 4 oz 15.3 inches.
We're on our room she's sleeping in between us the kids love her already.
Emily: FYI I recorded the whole thing.
I smile at her.
Emily: I'll be done editing it by Friday.
Ali: ok.
I kiss Lena's cheeks she smiles at us I hold Emily's hand.
Emily: I'll be right back.
Ali: get me a water.
April 4 Saturday
Emily: baby sit down please.
Ali: I'm fine I just want to sit next to you.
I'm holding Lena in my arms Emily is in the hospital they said it's not long.
Ali: move over.
Emily: fine.
I sit down next to her.
Brea: mama please don't go I need you.
Emily: stop lying child you don't need me.
Pam: I love you Emily.
Emily: I love you too mom and you dad.
Brea: mama please what can I do.
Emily: be here for your mom please make sure she still dates I don't care who it is just make sure she's happy please.
Lex: please don't go I have planned your birthday yet!
Emily: it's ok I don't need one I need you guys.
Shea: well step up mama I promise.
Emily: good watch your brothers there always up to something.
Lex: ok.
Emily: can you guys give us a minute.
I hand Lex to Hanna.
Emily: wait let me see her.
I take her back she kisses her head.
Emily: I love you baby girl.
I hand her to Hanna I wipe my tears.
Emily: you guys are my best friends please don't let her push you away.
Han: I promise!
They all walk out I close the door behind them I wipe my tears.
Emily: Alison lay with me.
I lay down next to her I cry silently.
Emily: I've loved you since the first time I payed eyes on you. I'm sorry our love ends like this but I will you till my last breath and after that. I promise I will be watching over you forever. I love you so much baby I'm sorry it had to be like this.
I look up at her I kiss her lips.
Ali: I love you so much Emily you are my true love my soulmate I will never find anyone who can replace you never.
I cry she pulls me into her chest her heart monitor starts to beep I just cry harder I hold her closer to me. People come in and check on her.
Doctor: time of death 1:34 pm.
I walk out the room I walk to the waiting room I see them sitting.
Ali: um she's gone.
I wipe my tears I stop crying I put my walls up that only she can break down but she's gone know.
Ali: um kids come on let's go home.
They get up I take Lena for Hanna.
Han: Ali-
Ali: I'm fine ok I'm fine I don't need you guys ok!
I walk out with the kids we get in the car I drive off Brea holds my hand.
Brea: I'm here mom I'm not going anywhere.
Ali: I'm fine thank you.
We get to the house I walk up to Lena's room I feed her and put her down for a nap. I walk to my room it reeks of Emily I walk out to the barn I get a flashback of the day we were in here.
Flashback
Emily: just imagine it tell me what you see.
Ali: I see Shea and Brea fighting cause they don't know how to feed the cows. I see Lex showing the kids how to brush the horses. Then on the porch I'm in the rocking chair feed her and your putting up a swing. What do you see?
Emily: the same thing.
End of flashback
I walk to the swing she put up 2 weeks ago I sit in it I just cry silently.
Ali: I love you Emily always and forever.
Last chapter shit that was a lot I might make a sequel comment ic I should.