I've been cheated once before
By this thing called death
Who's to say it won't happen again
They say it's extremely rare
But it's happened to me once
Lost the greatest thing in my life
How can you say I'm wrong to be afraid
How can you tell me not to worry
The last time I went through this
It ended in death and sadness
So I feel I have the right to be scared
When I'm scared I don't eat
I physically can't
I am so tired that I can't even function
Why are panic attacks so draining