Mature Chapter 41 - unedited
[ warning - r rated content ]
*Thursday 30th June*
Heavy pants, heavy breaths. She could hardly keep any of her thoughts just inside her head. His touch sent every spot on fire, almost in a literal sense; skin on skin contact leaving a burning sensation and she needed more, she craved more.
Ara never experienced this kind of pleasure, and all the reminders of the past have seem to left. All that mattered was now, his tongue creating a trail down her open chest. Her hands would grab his shoulders as he got lower, clenching her fingers around them as he runs his rands over her body like a machine with perfect movements that left her in wonder.
But she didn't want to lay there and let him do all the work, it wasn't fair.
Slowly careful hands brought him back up over her and they looked at each other, barely breathing. Eyes were wide and she lifted herself, pressing her lips to his and bring him down on top of her, running hands through his dark hair. Xander grabs one of her legs, bring it up to his hip and she immediately takes the hint, wrapping them around his torso.
Xander pulls away all too soon, resting above her and says, "Are you sure about this, because I want this to be perfect, I want to make you feel perfect, because you deserve it." And then his mouth dives into the crook of her neck, sucking, licking, biting like there's no tomorrow. The sensation drove Ara insane and she barely had the energy to nod.
"Yes, yes..." She whispered softly, "You can't plan the perfect time, Xander, you have to create it. You have to create it in the moment and, oh god, this is the perfect moment." Xander chuckled, knowing that kissing right in that spot beneath her left ear would drive her crazy.
Then the courageous move came, and with strength, she lifted her hips off the bed and manage to flip Xander and herself over so she was on top. Ara smirked confidently, running her hands up and down Xander's chest while sitting on his hip, knowing his member is standing up right behind her. His lands lay on her hips, slipping beneath the fabric of her underwear and cupping her butt. It doesn't phase her, but much rather boost her confidence as she leans down, gently taking his bottom lip in between her teeth, causing a deep groan to escape his throat.
Xander had enough of the teasing and grabbed her face, pressing his lips right onto hers, and giving her a passionate kiss that could ruin her for other guys-not like there will be any. And it took Ara by surprise, feeling his hands travel down her back and unhooking her bra with one hand and slipping from her shoulders right to wear she takes it off and flicks it off the bed, pressing her chest down against Xander's and letting her lips show how much she wanted this. How much she wanted him, how much she needed him.
"You're. . ." Xander whispers, bringing a hand to cup her face and pecking her lips once again, "so perfect." Ara felt her heart warm inside, allowing him to roll each other over once again.
"Let me love you." Xander pleads, caressing her neck with his lips, already trailing down right between her breasts. One hand grabs her boob, massaging it softly and the other one gently caressing her sides as he slides down, lifting her legs.
Ara's back arches and bursts open as new wonders begin to explode below her abdomen, taking her to literal new heights to where she's never even been before, grabbing onto Xander's hair as he plays his part down there.
"X-Xander," she moans softly, doing her best to keep quiet but it was near impossible when a gorgeous boy was in between your legs, sending you into eternal bliss. "Oh my gosh, Xander. . ." She tried to tighten her legs and push him away, but not because she didn't want it, god no, she hardly thought she could handle the pleasure.
Ara was practically a virgin. Not in a physical state, but she's basically as innocent as it could get. She hardly knew what to do in an intercourse! And here was Xander like a perfect working never-stopping pleasure machine that just thumped her heart right out of her chest.
But she new what was happening. As he allowed the texture of his tongue to mix with the pleasure he uses his hands with on her breast, he could feel his playtime closing in, the taste of her incredible sweet little bliss. Rubbing against her sweet little pearl she yelled his name loud and clear as he sent her into over drive.
He took it all in, tasting and licking it up like it was the best desert he's had in ages.
Ara was breathing hard but Xander sat up, allowing her legs to wrap around him. And that was when she truly saw everything. From bottom to top, illuminated from the moonlight was he ever so perfect sitting there caressing her thighs. A gorgeous smile on his face and he leaned down over her body, capturing her lips into a sweet kiss, allowing Ara to taste herself.
She moaned into the kiss, as so did he.
"I'm ready," she whimpered, trying to pull him closer, "I love you, Xander, I'm ready." He bit his lip, trying to contain his lips from turning into an excited smile and he obeyed her implying wish, placing one hand beneath her head and another one cupping her butt.
Lets do this, they both thought simultaneously, and Xander placed one kiss on her lips before positioning himself along her entrance. She waited in anticipation, desperate for him to love her like she wants him to and to finally connect them to each other after all this time.
Inch by inch, he slowly slid into her, looking at the changes on Ara's face as she morphs from comfort, to discomfort and slowly back to comfort. But she wasn't hurt.
"Are you okay?" He asked softly, allowing her to adjust herself around him, and she found a pleasurable position beneath him, wrapping her arms around his shoulders. Ara nods with a smile, a lovely twinkle in her eyes. "I'm okay."
Xander started slowly, rocking his hips against her slowly and Ara felt a mix of pain and pleasure, getting all worked up. It felt so weird, so different, it just felt so passionate. Ara had never fucked. But she knew, she knew some place in her heart and in her head that this was more than just sex.
His gentle movements ached her entire body and silently she urged him to go faster. He obeyed, pushing into her with faster and harder movements leaving both of them breathless with magnificent pleasure shared between the two.
"Oh Xander," she whispered her soft moan, the call of his name encouraging him to take her even higher than he did before.
Her arms moved down to around his back and before she knew it, he was going harder, pounding into her like that was no tomorrow like it was a race against time and she was loving every second. "Yes, faster, faster, please!" She cried out, digging her fingers into his back and in a surprising manner, just as she was about to feel pleasure ripple through her body, Xander turned them over.
She was on top, inexperienced little her unsure of what to do now. But Xander laid there with a cheeky smile and grabbing her thighs, riding his hands up her hips.
"I-I don't know what to do. . ." She mumbled incoherently, feeling so dumb and exposed to him right now. But he didn't say a word, just thrust himself up and a surge of pleasure ran through her once again, her eyes closing.
"Holy crap," she swore and she never thought she would during passionate intercourse, but she couldn't stop this roar of pleasure. Xander felt proud, slowly guiding her hips above him, feeling the dignity to moan with her as she does her best to take over the control, riding on top.
"Keep going Ara, baby, you're doing great." He encouraged, hissing as his mates hips rocked him all over the bed. And she was doing great, absolutely amazing, in fact; the best he's ever had. She lit a fire in his stomach that she kept blazing through the ride, and he gripped her hips before forcing them to turn over once again, but this time never stopping a thrust at once.
He took over control, barging into her like a lion attacking his prey, giving her the best gift of the century. Xander could feel her coming close, the clenching sensation she gave him sent him over the edge and right up at their peak of extraordinary existence, his wolf fangs came through and slid into the base of her neck, throwing her out of this world in a heart-stopping, jaw-aching, bed-breaking orgasm.
Xander came along with her yelling each other's names and he mixed the blood in his mouth with his own taste, marking her as his for eternity and more, finally combining their souls together as one.
"I love you, Xander," she whispered, her voice nearly broken from the earth shattering experience. "I love you so much." She continued, bringing him down into a kiss.
"I love you too, my beautiful, beautiful mate."
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A/N: Honestly, this is possibly the most awkward scene I've ever written. I could not do this, I literally have no experience whatsoever and I went on a wattpad hunt to teach me how to write this but oh my gosh, this is so awkward I can't stop laughing. The scene is not awkward, it is me (little virgin mary) who is awkward and I have rl friends who read this and gahhh why they do this to me. This book is also PG-13 and I really would like to keep it that way because yeah, go PG-13.
I've also been so busy with homework though, last term is the biggest projects and I'm going to the community fair this friday so that's pretty fun :))
But anyways, I hope you enjoyed my first time writing a frickle frackle scene, though if you have any advice or comments that could help me improve, please tell me by inboxing me or commenting on this chapter because you never know, I might need tips for another one ;) xx
*i literally have no idea how the sexy process goes im terrible omigosh*
**2020: bad time to say that i do know how it goes?