History of Akshay singh Ranawat
Vaibhav opened the file of Akshay which is written by Akshay. He assigned Akshay to written about life, people in his life and what he think about various things.
I admired my grandfather very much for his witt, intelligence and patience. He started Ranawat construction from scratch and take it to new heights.
I despise my father the most. I hate him the most for his frivolous lifestyle.His mistressess disturbed my whole childhood. He was heavily involved with his friends wife. They were planning to run away together but she died unfortunately. He beat me whenever he wanted. I am unwanted child for him, result of an one night stand.
I was sent to boarding school and return back after I was suspended from school. Return is much more terrible. One of his mistress took advantage of me, makes me scared from women for a lifetime.
My mother, I resented her for a very long time for not supporting us. I eventually forgive her after knowing her hands were to tied. I never share normal loving relationship with her but we are okay. We were developing and nurturing our relationship but she passed away.
Anuj and Avni, my two siblings, best thing, I received from my parents. They were my sun shine. I will never forget their cute banter, silly pranks and trash jokes. I missed them the most.
Akshita, my daughter, timid and afraid from me. I want to change that. I want our relationship to be warm and loving. I know, I scared her to hell. I wronged her the most and I am ready to go any length to rectify my mistake. She looks adorable when she smiles.
Akshay wrote about everyone except his wife. He must had share physical relationship with her. He is sceptical of women's touch. She is crucial piece of this puzzle. His father is responsible for destroying his life. That woman is selfish witch for abusing a child. He knew its not easy to forgo childhood wounds. Its not easy case but when he took easy cases.
Knock
"come in"
"Good morning dr." Akshay greet him.
"Good morning Mr. Akshay."
"Pizza or momos?"Vaibhav asked
" Excuse me? "
" I just asked what you like to eat. " Akshay was surprised with such casual behaviour.
" Dr, I am not..
"I know you are here for your session but I am hell lot of tired and hungry. As a good host I am asking you for food."
"I am full." Akshay replied politely. Sometimes he felt this doctor is crazy but he trusts him after that panic attack episode. He ordered pizza after considering various options.
"You did a good job by writing about your life and what you feel about various persons involved in your life."
"Thank you doctor." Akshay replied. He knew he hide few events but he couldn't confessed being a murderer. It will involves police and drag the matter unnecessarily. He forget that incident like it never happened. That is best for everyone.
" What you think about your wife Akshay?"
There was silence in the room. Akshay tried to write about her but its difficult to put in words. Smita is the woman who brings out the best and worst of him. She is the one whose action effect his reaction. He thought a lot about it.
" I don't know what I felt about her."
"You shouldn't lie to your doctor. You must have felt something for her. What it is Akshay?"
"Its nothing dr. Don't pursue me like a love guru."
"I am not doing that but considering your history, you repluse women's touch yet shared a child with her."
Akshay has that pointed look. This is making him extremely uncomfortable. How he can openly discuss her wicked way of getting the child.
"Okay leave the past. What you feel about her right now."
Akshay looked towards him for few seconds and then lowered his head in shame.
"Territorial." he uttered
"Territorial?" this is least expected from Akshay. Vaibhav is surprised by his revelation. This guy hadn't like female touch and wanted to avoid them at any cost. He is afraid that his daughter's touch awake his panic.
"Akshay, how you can be territorial to her? You hadn't meet her for five long years. You are irked with female touch. Its doesn't makes sense."
"I know its completely nonsense but I can't control it. I can't help it, I think I am confused."
"We'll clear everything but you need to be honest with me and yourself. Whatever be your feelings, you should admit them than we shall move ahead." Vaibhav assured him to embrace the truth.
" I can't share her affection with anyone. It makes me crazy." Akshay lowered his gaze on floors.
" Not even with your daughter? "
" I can't pin point that exactly as I hadn't took any drastic step to harm my daughter. Their relationship is pretty good, sometimes I admire that and other time I attempted to vanish it."
"What you did?"
"I lure my daughter. I gave her chocolates, clothes and other fancy things to disobey her mother. I enjoyed my wife's discomfort but later gave up on that."
"Any specific reason for that?"
"Smita stopped caring for herself and it hurts me."
"Anything else?"
"I hate her outing with other males."
"Its wrong. You need to give her space. You need to trust your partner."
"This advice is for normal healthy person. I am a fucked up person. I don't know what I'll do in next second. I can't predict my actions. I hadn't liked her growing friendship with fellow teacher so I forced her to resign. I hadn't liked her proximity with her former neighbour. We argued and she hinted to have sex with him. I can't take that, I forced her to sleep with me. "
" That is called rape Akshay. Her consent wasn't there. You have any idea how much you have damaged her self esteem. "
" I know what I did. I saw her misery and I vowed to never touch her again. Her being around is sufficient for me. She asked to leave me and I begged her to stay. She left but I can't help it . I can't stop sending her expensive gifts, asking her for lunch and dinner. I know I am toxic to her. I tried my best to stay away from her but the moment she is around every resolve break down. "Akshay hide his face between his knees. He is ashamed of his actions.
There is pin drop silence in the room. Vaibhav is struggling to figure out how Akshay fixat on Smita. He avoided women all his life and still continuing the same. This woman, his wife, has done something which leads him to be extremely territorial. At this moment he may be legally let her go but his other side won't let go. His territorial side will damage anyone who came in between. He harmed her once and repeat it if provoked. His wife need to know about this extreme emotions.
"Call her for a meeting." Vaibhav said after calculating pro and cons of this step. Akshay looks towards him astonishingly.
"Ask her, is she free in evening?" Vaibhav repeated.
"but.."
"Trust me and call her."
"I forgot my phone at home." Akshay said to cancel the meeting. Vaibhav dialed his number and his phone is vibrating in his pocket. Akshay dialed her number. Vaibhav put it on speaker.
"Hello" she said
"Hello" Akshay spoke half heartedly. Vaibhav nudged him to ask.
"Smita...
" Yes, I am listening Akshay. "
" Smita.. I.. "
" Akshay what's wrong with you.? "
Akshay cut the call in haste." She makes me nervous. I'll not talk to her. "
" You said, you loved asking her out. What is wrong today.? "
" Actually last time she accidentally touched me and I panicked. I blasted on her and vent out all my anger on her. She was terrified by my act. I don't have courage to ask her out now. "
" So you never meet her after that and there is no plan for future meeting. You are ghosting her. "
" I met her and asked her out too but hadn't showed up. "Akshay's revelation frustrate Vaibhav. This guy is so much twisted and weird. He is unpredictable.
" You have five minutes to ask her for a meeting otherwise we shall end our session here. "Vaibhav declared and Akshay gave him" you are not serious, right "look. Vaibhav hasn't budge from his place and Akshay asked her to meet him at Hazrat Nizamuddin.
Those who is still reading this book. I hope you are enjoying path of happy ending of this twisted damaged couple. We are heading towards the ending of this story. You guys gave me tremendous support to write this story. Thank you so much for that.