=Deku's POV=
I woke up, not by my alarm clock, or sunrays as usual. Actually, quite the opposite, the room was pitch black with some dark purple lanterns as light. This place is so gloomy it sent shivers down my spine!
But it does look familiar somehow, but I just couldn't put my finger on it. Then I remembered, this was Tokoyami's room. I only knew because of that weird dorm room contest. I used to be so happy..
Suddenly a door opened and there appeared Tokoyami, coming out of the bathroom fully dressed. "I see you've woken up already" "Mhm. Not in a rude manner or anything, but... what am I doing here?"
"Well, after your little 'breakdown' Mr. Aizawa took you to Recovery Girl's. When Mr. Aizawa came back you were sleeping. I guess Recovery Girl's treatment made you sleepy" he paused to catch his breath.
"He said he needed someone to take care of you during the night, since he had to uh... clean the blood.. and your blades- and uh... yeah" it was clear he felt uncomfortable talking about my cutting.
"So I volunteered to take care of you" "Thanks Tokoyami. Sorry for being such a nuisance" Tokoyami's eyes widened.
"Oh nononono its alright-" "No its not alright. You slept uncomfortably last night because of me" "I wouldnt've volunteered if I was going to sleep uncomfortable. Its really no problem" "If you say so" I said a final thanks and walked out his room.
As I walked towards my room my stomach grumbled. I didn't notice I was basically starving, I twisted my heel and spun around, towards the kitchen. I went downstairs with the stairs.
I didn't wanna see anyone in the elevator, no one used the stairs because they were too lazy, there was a higher chance of bumping into someone in the elevator instead of the stairs.
Once I made it down I entered the kitchen, the kitchen is roght next to the common room/living room. People hung out there most of the time. I tried to make myself un noticed. But I failed.
"DEKU! I'm so glad you're up!" Uraraka squealed while hugging me. I just stood there staring lifelessly at thin air. Whenever I did this my eyes went duller than usual, like they held no emotion in them.
"Are you feeling better Midoriya-san?" Momo asked with concern laced on her voice. "I'm never feeling bEtTer" I said while mocking her.
"Well that's not fucking nice, nerd" I looked up and locked eyes with Kacchan. He was glaring at me, while I was just calmly looking back. Then I noticed that there was a scab on his forehead.
How did he get that? "Um, Kacchan. How did you get that scratch?" I said curiously pointing at his forehead. "Tch, you don't remember?! You fucking blew the whole place down yesterday! Most of the class got some injures" he said boringly the last sentence.
I- hurt my classmates? I'm such a monster. I stared blankly at him, while a fat tear fell down my cheek. And then another one, and another one, they just kept coming. "H-hey! No need to cry! They were just some scratches! See? Everyone's fine!" Kacchan said calmly.
"God I'm such a monster!" I repeadtly wiped my tears with the back of my hand. "I-i gotta go. Excuse me" I quickly got out the kitchen and went up the stairs. I ran to my room and locked the door.
The place was squeaky clean, Mr. Aizawa would make some good housewife material. Too bad I was about to dirty it again. I frantically searched for anything that could cut my skin. But it was all gone.
Mr. Aizawa fucking 'baby-proofing' the place. I rolled my eyes in frustration as more tears fell down my cheeks. I looked at the last place where something like a blade could be. I grabbed a random pencil sharpener and took the small blade out.
I. Am. Done. With life
I would write a note, but I'm not worth it enough for people to read my pathetic last words. I pressed the blade against my wrist and slashed my arm, deep. It felt more relieving than the other cuts.
I continued doing the same about 2 more times. I started feeling heavy and my eyesight was really fuzzy, but I continued sitting down, staring at the door infront of me.
=Mama Momo's POV=
I'm worried for Midoriya-san, dinner time is in 20 minutes, I'll go check and him and tell him to come downstairs. "Anybody want to come with me and check on Midoriya-san?"
Some classmated looked curiously and nodded. "Then let's get going!" "Yeah!" we stepped inside the elevator and waited impatiently. Once the elevator opened upwe rushed out and knocked on Midoriya-san's door.
No response
I decided to opent it up, just to make sure he was alright. *le gasp* "Oh hey Momo" he nonchalantly said "MINA! Go get Mr. Aizawa right now!" she dashed out the room and headed to his place. I quickly started creating bandages and giving some to Hagakure so everything went faster.
"Hang on Midoriya!" I frantically said while quickly wrapping the bandages on his wrist. I looked over at Hagakure and she had already finished too. "Denki! Can you please carry Midoriya to the lounge?! NOW!"
He quickly grabbed Midoriya and rushed out the room. We went downstairs and placed Midoriya on the couch, people started wandering seeing what was going on.
"Everyone calm down! Don't make a ruckus or else he will freak out, and most likely pass out! That's the worst that could happen, so stay quiet!"
Some seconds later Mr. Aizawa came and looked at Midoriya with a pained expression, he quickly scooped him and made his way to his car. "Momo come with me! I need details!" I nodded and got in his car.
"Ok, I'm placing Midoriya in the backseat with you. Try to make him as comfortable as possible, make sure he doesn't fall unconcious!" he started driving like a maniac around the whole city.
Then I felt something plop down on my thighs, it was Midoriya. He had passed out. "Mr. Aizawa Midoriya passed out!" I heard him mutter something like "shit" under his breath. I placed his head on my lap and played with his hair.
We came to an abrupt stop and Mr. Aizawa opened the back door and fetched Midoriya, running towards emergencies. My phone buzzed, I took it out and read the messages.
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Bakugo: what happened? I heard some shit going down on the bottom floor
Kirishima: I have no idea bro
Mina: its about Midoriya
Todoroki: Continue
Mina: I can't bring myself to say it! >~<
Me:
Midoriya slit his wrists. We are at (random hospital) if you want to visit him
Kirishima: let's all go as a class
*All of class 1-A agrees*
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I wonder when they are coming, just then, a huge car stopped and my classmates started to get out. "How is he?!" Todoroki looked at me worried "I don't know. Let's ask the doctors.
=Third Person POV=
The class made its way inside and sat on chairs, anxious on what the news will be. A doctor came outand looked at them. "Are you looking for Izuku Midoriya?"
The class nodded vigorously "IS HE GOING TO MAKE IT?!" most of the class yelled. The doctor made a small cracked smile and opened his lips
"I am sorry for your loss"
Jk, calm down owo
=Third Person POV=
The class made its way inside and sat on chairs, anxious on what the news will be. After an hour of waiting a doctor came out the doors and looked at them. "Are you looking for Izuku Midoriya?"
The class nodded vigorously "IS HE GOING TO MAKE IT?!" most of the class yelled. The doctor made a small cracked smile and opened his lips "He's doing alright. He may be asleep for the next few days. Kind of like a short coma" the class sighed, relieved knowing their friend was alive.
"Would you like to visit him?" they nodded and made their way to his room, what they saw was completely heart breaking.
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