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strangled thoughts

Poetry

is this all i've become?

depression healing insomnia late poetry poetrycollection selfwritten simplicity thinking wattys2019

7/24/19 1:52am

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By SophisticatedNicole

it could be worth it to read it all
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i want to love you more than life
i feel this ache i grow so tired of 
i just want you
you you you
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do you want to come home?
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bring me home i want you back with me
you never want serenity
be calm and let there be nothing
why aren't you okay with nothing?
i'm no worth of yours
you'll never hold me the same
not when i'm like this
horrible monster
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you're what i think of
when they say go find home
please feel the same
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i feel so much and i want you to know how i love you yet i'll never get to say it
i hate that it hurts it's so stupid
i love you TOO MUCH OR NOT ENOUGH
goodnight but not really

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