joe's journal

relationships

My past relationships have been manipulative and really unhealthy for me but I still latch on to my two ex-girlfriends because they are the two people I have been the closest to in my life and I have opened up to them more than anyone else and I just realized that that is not healthy for me to do and I probably should not be so close to them because they are holding me back and being in relationships with them made me scared to be in a relationship again because I feel like they didn't work out because of me but it actually didn't work out because we didn't work well together and we didn't have good communication.