"Get off me! Get off me-" jordynn struggled to get Lucas off of her laying on the bed with him above her not letting her go
After their shower, jordynn wanted to sleep but Lucas had other plans that jordynn wasn't with
"Lucas get off me!" She cried and kicked him while he was trying to get her shorts off her body
"Jordynn! Calm the fuck down!"
"Get off me!" She yelled again trying to push him off of her
It was almost 3am and their yelling woke up Leyanna who already, and at such a young age, knew what was going on
"Lucas- stop! Get off me your drunk!"
"No I'm not. I know what I'm doing" he said not even knowing what he was saying, he was drunk.
"Lucas stop!" She got her feet up high enough to kick him away from her and he stumbled back
She quickly sat up fixing herself
"Don't touch me." She said catching her breath
"I can't touch what's mine? You bouijie man, come on bro we haven't fucked in weeks" he said wiping the blood from his lip where jordynn scratched him
"I don't want too, Lucas I'm tired I told you that earlier-" "you always talking about you tired, you doing to much, yellin and shit like someone raping you, I'm yo husband"
She scoffed before getting up
"I'm sleeping in leys room tonight." She grabbed her phone and looked at her messages from friends before turning it off and opening the door
"What you sleeping in there for?" "Because I don't want to be in here"
"You're doing too much." He walked over shutting the door
"Jordynn. When's the last time we fucked? Huh?"
"I- I don't know.."
"And if you don't know that's too long, come on baby... let's have another baby" he said with a slight smile
"I don't w- I don't want another baby" she said nervous at how close he was "you don't want another baby?"
"No"
"Baby." "I don't want another baby, I'm sleeping in leys room, I'll see you in the morning"
She opened the door again and he shut it quickly moving closer "imma stay calm. Aight?" He asked his voice cracking from his drunk ness
"You not sleeping in her room. Come on baby, let's fuck boo.." he got close to her kissing her in the cheek
"You're Alright..I ain't finna hurt you, if that's what you think I'm gonna do. I just wanna make love to you."
Those words, hurt jordynn, bringing her back to her childhood she didn't really even get to live correctly.
"Come on" he said softly grabbing her hand and pulling her toward the bed"
As jordynn walked over
Leyanna was hearing everything, sitting next to her door in the dark she was shaking st the fact that her father, the person that is suppose to love her was hurting someone he loved
She thought maybe, that's how it was suppose to be..
•••••••
"Mommy, can I get some Cheetos?" Jordynn asked as they pulled back up to the house after heading out for dinner
Her mother turned back to her, eye bruised and lip busted and gave her a small smile
"Baby we just finished eating, you're still hungry?"
"Yea, I have a big tummy" she rubbed her belly making her mom laugh a little
Her mom stopped laughing slowly looking at her new husband, he put his hand on her thigh and she turned back to the front taking her seatbelt off
"Come on let's go inside." She said getting out the car along with jordynn
They walked up to the house and jordynn ran into the kitchen standing next to the cabinet to short to reach where the snacks were she for him and her to stop talking
But she overheard
"I thought I told you, you don't remember what I told you? Get her fucking daddy here so she can get the fuck out this house"
Jordynn, May have been young, but she knew what they were saying.
"Her dad can't come he's been working and busy with a wedding he's been planning-" "I didn't ask you to tell me the niggas whole life story Journee. She ain't staying here, she got a grandma?"
"She passed away a couple years ago. Listen, she's not a burden, she's a sweet girl, I mean she's only 7, she's not going to be a hassle"
"Do you think I fucking care? We need more room in the house, she's always in our room n shit"
"No we don't we have enough room, we have a extra bedroom upstairs, she can't sleep- she doesn't like sleeping by herself. And I'm not going to make her sleep by herself if she didn't want to-"
Jordynn heard the slap on her mother's face from the kitchen, she jumped back from it
Taking a couple steps back, her back against the counter she didn't move
"She ain't sleeping in our bed! Who be paying yo bills?! Huh? I do since your broke ass can't afford a good ass job to be paying shit. So if I ask you to fucking jump you say hoe fucking high"
She heard whimpers coming from her mother, she built up the courage to go over to them and interrupt them
She saw her mother leaning against the wall holding her cheek "don't touch my mommy jerk!"
"Little girl go sit your ass down somewhere" he told her not even looking st her but looking at Journee
"No! Don't touch my mommy!"
She kicked him in the leg and he bent over groaning holding his shin as Journee picked jordynn up and quickly hustled into the kitchen
"Jordynn don't touch him." She said angrily "you do no touch him alright? Don't"
"But mommy he touched you first.."
"Listen to what I said jordynn, alright baby?" "Mhm" she said looking at Dante walk over and her mother quickly squeezing her body
"Put her down"
"No, Dante, she's sorry"
"She'll be sorry, put her down."
"I'm not setting her down"
"Journee I ain't fucking playing with you! Put the bitch down!" Journee scared, quickly sat jordynn down on the floor and stood in front of jordynn as she peeled up at Dante
"Don't call my daughter out her name."
"What are you gonna do? Take her upstairs and settled n shit, and bring your ass back down here"
She grabbed Jordynn's hand and went upstairs and into Jordynn's room
"Mommy he's annoying I want him out" she said sitting in her bed
"I know. Baby, I know, but things are..complicated right now" "how? Mommy he looks at me weird, just dump him"
"I wish it was that easy baby" she sighed fixing Jordynn's hair out of nervousness
"I'll be downstairs alright? The doors going to be locked, don't come out your room unless it's an emergency pertaining to you Alright?" "Kay mommy. What if I need to pee?" She asked
"You can hold it, your a big girl, I'll be downstairs alright?"
"Alrighty"
Her mother got up and left the room locking the door, jordynn ran to the door and heard yelling from downstairs, mostly Dante, she didn't know why her mom wanted to be with someone who yelled at her
She told her that she and her father got a divorce because they weren't meant to be, but her father was a nice man, had a nice job, was loving and amazing, not as much screaming went on when her dad was around, not until they gotten the divorce, but even then, they weren't as bad.
She sat next to the door looking around her room, sitting there bored as ever, with no one to talk to. She waited for her mom to come back up.