If i had only known you'd give just one thing to me,
It was your promise on our wedding day-the one didn't keep.
You promised you would cherish me until we both grew old,
The only vows you took to heart was "To Have" and "To Hold".
"To Have" me? I'm a prisoner, an object standing still.
"To Hold" me? Yes, you've done that too, but against my will.
If walls could tell their stories, and doors unlocked themselves,
Everyone would have a view into my secret hell.
Crazy? That is what you want me to think I am,
Telling me you meant no harm....and that you never will again.
The nights you tower over me just to make me feel
As if the blame and shame are mine-and my feelings are not real.
But you don't know that with each blow and hurt you have to give,
The more you build my silent nerve, and my will to live.
You think that you have won, I'm broken on the ground,
But you don't know the plans in place and strength that I have found.
Just know there will come a day, not far within my reach,
The only things to grip my soul are happiness and peace.
I thank you for letting me see your true colors, now I'm loving the girl I've become.
- To you, with resentment, love, your survivor.
- Ep 2. The beginning
- Ep 3. Make me - cry
- Ep 4. We're fine
- Ep 5. Scars - scared
- Ep 6. I love you << love you
- Ep 7. My history is my future
- Ep 8. Not again
- Ep 9. My shining time
- Ep 10. Worth it
- Ep 11. Warrants nigga, i got warrants
- Ep 12. Wrong bitch, wrong fucking nigga
- Ep 13. Throwback
- Ep 14. Still not free
- Ep 15. Mesmerized
- Ep 16. 34 calls from the same nigga
- Ep 17. Pop out
- Ep 18. Boop bopped
- Ep 19. Coverage
- Ep 20. First performance
- Chapter 2, Ep 21. Questionings
- Chapter 2. Ep 22. Scrawny little david
- Chapter 2. Ep 23. Distraction
- Chapter 2, episode 24, muslim boy
- Chapter 2, Ep 25. throwback
- Chapter 2, Ep 26. Talk more...say less, pt 1
- Chapter 2, Ep 27. Talk more...say less, pt 2
- Chapter 2, Ep 28. Throwback
- Chapter 2, Ep 29. Tat two many to count
- Chapter 2, Ep 30. Fruits, and veggies
- Chapter 2, Ep 31. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEYLEY
- Chapter 2, Ep 32. Throwback
- Chapter 2, Ep 33. Thank you
- Chapter 2, Ep 34. Life
- Chapter 2, Ep 35. Mind yours
- Chapter 2, Ep 36. I do
- Chapter 2, Ep 37. Spicy
- Chapter 2, Ep 38. Throwback
- Chapter 2, Ep 38. Court readyyyy
- Chapter 2, Ep 40. Were all shook
- Chapter 3, Ep 41. Throwback
- Chapter 3, Ep 42. Wanda skews
- Chapter 3, Ep 43. bluffin and blushin
- Chapter 3, Ep 44. Daddys here
- Chapter 3, Ep 45. Torn and refurbished
- Chapter 3, Ep 46. Reminiscing
- Chapter 3, Ep 47. Pew pew pew, gimme a KITH
- Chapter 3, Ep 48. You sleep? Lol
- Chapter 3, Ep 49. Do you watch porn!?
- Chapter 3, Ep 50. Black girl issues
- Chapter 4, Ep 51. Interview me boo
- Chapter 4, Ep 52. I want you like a fat kid wants cake
- Chapter 4, Ep 53. When we...
- Chapter 4, Ep 54. Rooftop talk
- Chapter 4, Ep 55. Faith heals some
- Chapter 4, ep 56. Im not OK
- Chapter 4, ep 57. "Its dani!"
- Chapter 4, Ep 58. Pro choice
- Chapter 4, Ep 59. REPEAT.
- Chapter 4, episode 60. Baby
- Chapter. 5, ep 61. Baby, baby.
- Chapter 5, ep. 62. Deceitful
- Chapter 5, ep 63. The one with the baby
- Chapter 5, episode, 64. Just a memory
- The end
- Read this pleaseeee