To the one I loved the most

You Owe Me.

I hate thinking about how much you fucking lied to me
And treated me like a bitch you could ignore, use, and play pretend with
I hate remembering the pain you forced me to endure
Those weeks when I felt you slipping away were the worst of my life
After months of begging for my presence you turned and ran with a whole new group of puppets to manipulate
And what I hate most of all is how nonchalant you made it out to be
Treating it like it was no big deal
Like I didn't mean the world to you
Fuck you
And the nights you had me spent questioning what I ever was worth to you
Questioning the worth of myself to me
Fuck the way you left me, pretending you didn't make it so bluntly obvious that all you wanted was me for months on end
Fuck the person you have become
Fuck they way you shrugged me off like a work load
As if I didn't lift the weight of the world from your shoulders