Feed the Muse: Inner Monologu...

By rnmrgrt

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An anthology of random essays, reflections, and other whatnots ©️ 2019 by RMAL More

INNER MONOLOGUES
[ boys are dumb creatures ]
[ the monster & its teeth ]
[ 10th inner circle of hell ]
[ beware of the impostor ]
[ 6 years & the universe ]
[ the goddess does not cry ]
[ an open letter to my sister ]
[ nightmares / daydreams ]
[ fall in love at 24 ]
[ of coincidences & bad timing ]
[ an ode to rainy days ]
[ the black hole theory ]
[ an open letter to my person ]
[ i think loving you is a disease ]
[ messy reminders ]
[ an ode to anxiety ]
[ of passion & prisoners ]
[ mental age is half a billion ]
[ not a happily ever after ]
[ a wounded creature at 3 AM ]
[ arrogant boy, stay away ]
[ lifetime choices ]
[ an iceberg for a soul ]
[ you as my love language ]
[ behold a romantic tragedy ]
[ summertime sadness ]
[ friends / lovers / status quo ]
[ of time & healing ]
[ ocean tides & parental absence ]
[ the avalanche / apocalypse ]
[ the big shift ]
[ feed the muse, love ]
[ an open letter to my mother ]
[ the metamorphosis of chaos ]
[ please let this be the last one ]
THE END

[ last night & a truce ]

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Last night, by the beach, under the stars, my shoes filled with sand, alcohol in my system, a light buzz in my veins, my head starting to swim.

Our friends, laughing nearby, Angela clumsily trips, Gabriel takes a hundred videos, Jemnah passes off shots, Chantal celebrates, John Nikko quietly drinks.

You sit next to me, a silly grin on your face, a drunken smile on my lips. I lean on you, our shoulders touch, my heart aches, we look towards the open ocean.

I turn to you, finding your gaze on me, your eyes full of secrets. My heart on my throat, yours on your sleeve, I give you a smile, "hey, it's going to be okay".

Something, settles between us, a heavy silence, unspoken words, hidden glances, perhaps a future, but not now.

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