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I can't believe it's almost 1year completed since i came to wattpad..
Wow before started writing📝 I was a good Reader always.
And still I'm just reading..
Nature was always a pleasant form for keeping your mind calm and stable.
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I'm very happy even I got less votes i never mind becoz I knew, the story leaves a quote related to couple goals🙌
Always..
My main agenda for writing the story was to make their bonding more like no one can break that.
😉😉😉😉😉winks to my partner somewhere 🤷♀😜😝
I don't know who is going to be in my future but I hope we both start our journey with trust and love❤😘.
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Today's quote:
Sometimes being silent also keep us safe from not messing up our own life.
Dhaksh pov....
When I felt some weight on my shoulder, I opened my eyes and saw her lying on me?
How is this possible? She was so stubborn and when I took my hand it was locked with hers.
May be I caught her without my senses, why was she here? Was she came to talk about it.
I know today it would be blast 💥💣but I don't want that I'm already tired of work and how long i can hide the truth?
I know she would be sad and moreover angry that I hid all the proof.
I got up and laid her she soon closed herself folding her knees, I placed him near to her and she pulled him to her Chest rocking his back slowly.
I got beside her,I just want to tell her truth and wipe away all of her pain forever.
I want us to be normal but she and her stubbornness, it irked my ego now.
She was silent, why was she not questioning me about the proof yet?
I hope no fight between us, I don't know I can't take this silent treatment anymore.
No, not this time,i can't run after her all the time,she should have listened to me. I got up and laid on other side in between us addu was sleeping.
i went near to the window and everything started few months back..
when i got call from lakshman i rushed to hospital.
It was the best day of my life but I was panicked inside.
Our baby was going to come that thought made me crazy, as soon as I reached there,
Everyone turned to me and sighed in relief.
Before she extended her hand I took it and squeeze its going to be ok don't worry.
You have to run behind the baby in few months.
She chuckled to my words.
Dhaksh you to started making fun of me?
No never just to distract you from baby's kicks.
Yes baby was just like dad troubling me a lot..
I know he winked at me.
Ok let's go said nurse.
Pls stay with me, she tugged my shirt sleeve..
No pls,
It's ok i said to nurse.
I'm right here stay strong..
She nodded breathing heavily..
I can hear her pains 😖my heart was racing till I heard a small cry of baby.
Congratulations baby boy, Both were fine said nurse.
Can I see her?
Ok come,
I covered myself with masks and gloves. As I entered i rushed to her she was smiling.
I kissed her forehead lovingly.
Our baby!
Yes you know outside my parents are fighting his features got on me said mom but dad defended that he was like you.
What do you think?
Hmm i hold her hand he was neither like you nor me!
What❓
He was like us 💓
Oh let me check then.
Hmm 1st you take rest then we'll fight for our discussion later.
How are feeling now?
I know now.
why everyone say that giving birth is like reborn..
All my pain vanished seeing the baby, he was so little.
Hmm now you go to sleep.
You be here only.. Yes where would I go! Because of you I went if not I was with you..
Yes but you have to finish your meeting right it was important.
Nothing was more important than you got it?
Yes, I love you daddy.
I love you too mommy..
She slept soon due to tiredness.
Sir?
I shhh nurse and got up and went to see my little life and came out..
Something clicked my mind, I forgot to inform him, I took my phone and informed him the good news..
He congratulated me and wished to see them.
That day late in evening everyone went back on my force and they even should bring food for her.
So her mom too went..
As soon as I got call I rushed out, hello sir!
How many times should I tell you call me with my name.
No sir you're such a great person, if I knew before I would never hired you to work under me.
But you never treated your staff as workers, I knew you're too good.
Pls come.
What if she see me?
Nothing happens she was sleeping sir.
He didn't took much time he just saw her.
She was stubborn!
I know but her sister was quite opposite.
Just then baby started crying, sir you better leave now.
Ok as soon as I headed him out,
Who was he?
He turned to her.
You?
Dhaksh!
Do you know who was he?
I tried to calm her tapasvi calm down there is nothing like you know..
I knew I was never wrong in identifying that day it was him right?
Sir please you go..
What❓ are you calling him sir!
Nurse and staff came hearing her shouts. Keep calm this was hospital!
On the other side baby started crying..
That's it from then she started being cold to me..
I was back to my senses, it's going to end tomorrow.
Tomorrow the truth should be revealed, I sighed closing my eyes..
***********
In early hours I got up and saw both of them sleeping peacefully.
I went for badminton play with my friends, and locked the door with spare key..
Tapasvi pov..
This was a dream? 😱
I went out of room to search him, but he wasn't there, I went back to adhvik and placed him in cradle.
He was still sleepy my love I smoothly touched his face and went down to clean up..
Since laxmi maa wasn't there I have to do my work.
I just started it from sweeping, and then went to the dining table where all food was there as none of us ate..
It hadn't spoiled so I mixed the rice with curd and went out of our gate to keep the food for street dogs.
I put the food in newspaper and a cement vase was always filled with water for animals outside the gate.
Two dogs came and ate after they drank the water and I went back inside..
I adjusted my sari pleates and tucked in waist to avoid falling down as I run here and there.
After cleaning the kitchen, I boiled milk and had coffee. I'm not a regular coffee lover but to keep my mind fresh as it was already stressed up.
My mind was not in my senses, and I don't know why I was holding volcano within me which might burst out any time.
After doing my daily chores I went back to room..
when I saw my cutie he was already awake watching the toys which were decorated and trying to catch them even one toy was already soaked with his saliva.
Addu my baby woke up?
Seeing me he started moving his hands and legs to take him out.
Oh come I took him in no time and kissed him even played for a while.
After doing massage I went to give him bath.
Before that I placed everything beside not to forget anything behind.
I filled full bucket of hot water and transferred half to another which have some cold water to balance temperature.
This was the first time I was alone making him bath I was afraid but no one was their here.
Even dhaksh was not there..
I laid him on my legs and applied lotion, even I still didn't apply it on his face yet he started crying.
I panicked, and tried to grab bucket but it just slipped from my hand and all water flew down.
Oh baby seeing him cry my heart squeezed, my vision was blurry due to tears I tried to get up but he was slipping due to lotion.
I was helpless I cleaned my hand to sari, and -,
Hey wait!
Dha-!
I just got relieved seeing dhaksh at the door.
He saw the other bucket and put his hand before I stop him,
Ouch he sounded for heat. He filled it with cold water and after checking water temperature he took the bucket near and poured water slowly with the help of mug.
He started whistling to divert addu,
He just moved his eyes searching for the sound from where it was coming.
I cleaned up all the lotion and cleaned his face too.
All the while my hands were still shivering.
He took the towel and bent down, I placed him in his hands.
He took him out,
I got in after washing my legs to avoid extra soap.
By the time I went near them, he started giggling to his father's play. He was tickling him.
I admired both for a while and went back to bed where all his things like baby powder, his clothes everything was ready.
Pls make him wear this I handed him and got out from room.
He gave a look nodding.
What happened to her suddenly? My eyes moved along till she left the room.
I looked back when my boy made a sound like to concentrate on him.
I smiled at him, today daddy is going to make you ready. He started his baby sounds like he was excited.
After making him ready, it was not that difficult but we had our time.
He started crying, oh my baby was hungry?
His cries went on increasing!
Oh okk let's go to momma I said while taking my path.
Before I turn around she came with huge number of soft rugs.
I guess she collected from all rooms.
What are you doing? He was crying can't you hear that!
Tapasvi?
Her eyes were red!
She laid them down and sat in the middle.
She looked at me, I gave crying addu to her.
She took him very carefully and placed in her lap where a towel was there as her sari was still wet.
Whole room was filled with his cry. As soon as she started feeding him a peace of calmness surrounded us.
I closed my eyes in relief. I went to take bath in meantime.
After few minutes i came back,she was still sitting like that it's almost 20 min.
Addu was already slept but she was still there not moving?
As soon as I started moving to wardrobe, dhaksh!
I turned to see her,
Plsz make him lay in cradle. I went to take him and carefully placed him in cradle he started moving and I patted him slowly moving the cradle.
After I assured he was sleeping, I turned to see her but she wasn't there.
Today it's weekend and no one was here so I thought of staying at home, even I had meeting.
I took my tracks and T-shirt and got ready.
When I started moving down she came back to room.
She took her clothes and went to bathroom. I went down to read newspaper.
I just got bored of this news and put the paper back to the table.
Dhaksh pov....
(When I was back after jogging,i opened the door with key I have, I heard adhvik crying and rushed to see both of them.
She was dealing alone I shouldn't have gone for play),
I was out of my thoughts when I heard the bangles crinkle sounds.
She came back in 10 min, and went into kitchen.
She came back with coffee☕ and placed it before me.
I went to attend my call.
When I was back I saw the bowls on the dining table.
Hmm i guess my life was going to be alone?
I served myself and got up in half way I was no more hungry.
I went back to my room, oh no still this rug was here !
I folded it and placed it aside to place my chair before tv and started playing for a while.
It was the best solution for getting rid of my stress. I even put low volume not awake my little one.
After few hours, I'm tired and went to bed and fell on it with thud sound, I guess it won't break his sleep!
Just when my eyes are going to shut down, the toys in cradle cranking sound and small cry started from him.
Oh no I woke up him, tapasvi?
Tapasvi?
He was stubborn like his momma not stopping cry, I started moving the cradle to stop his cry.
I took him in my arms and he paused a bit I sounded like I won.
But in no time he started crying again?
I took him down, where was she?
I heard cries and went towards the puja room there she was crying buried her head in between knees.
Here he too not stopping cries, and here his mom too!
What happened?
Can't you hear he was crying?
Tapasvi?
She looked at me with tears brimming in her eyes.
What happened?
If you didn't came on time what would have happen to addu!
I was afraid to hold him, what if something-, she cried more loudly.
Hearing her cry he too started dominating his mom.
She was afraid of holding him?
Now I got why she bought rugs and even made me to take him back to cradle.
Tapasvi!
It's ok he was fine, glad I reached here on time.
Get up come with me, I pulled her with one hand holding addu in other one. I took her and made her sit on sofa.
Hold him, she shook no I can't!
See him, he stopped his cry and observing his momma crying like baby, right addu!
See he was laughing,
No, I can't how bad I'm not even handling my own baby, I'm very bad saying that she closed her face with palm and sobbed.
You're the best momma, right addu?
Uhuyhhgg a sound made by him.
I kept him near her, he tried to cling on her,
I'm right here take him, he was crying for your touch.
She looked at me weakly and moved her hands shaking towards addu, her thought of baby getting hurt, made her more panic but I made her took him, as soon as she got him immediately and started kissing him, I'm so sorry baby. I'll be more careful.
See how he was craving for mommy right baby?
He did a sound to which she giggle and kissed his hand.
She just trying to be more careful than before.
She made him lay in her lap and her sari pallu was folded in two so that she can cover her baby, only his legs are visible which were moving back and froth.
She looked at me and smiled, while kissing his hand.
After she fed him, she took him over her shoulder to rock him rubbing his back..
Both were lost in each other company, just few seconds back both of them made me believe that I was in some disco surrounded with cry music.
But now seeing them back smiling😊 I took my phone to capture their moment, since she forgot living the moment I started capturing instead of her..
I was just about to leave,
dhaksh! I stopped and she came to me. And just side hugged me!
I was in trance my mind was frezze why women always show different signs I couldn't understand no I'll never know about their behavior sometimes showing love and in next moment fight?
Before I could even respond she made him lay in cradle.
When I got into kitchen,
Tapasvi?
Hmm.
Tonight we have to attend function.
Whose?
My friend it's important.
Okay.
Let's have lunch it's already been late,you didn't even finished your breakfast she said in low tone.
I looked at her,
I sat on the chair and she served me. None of us spoke,! But we just looked at each other awkwardly.
When I look at her she used to bend her head.
When I look at him he used to avoid to see me.
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Evening..
She got ready in simple sari and adhvik to got ready like ever she called me again before making him bath.
She was still In panic state it takes some time.
I just wore formal with my sleeve folded a little.
When I saw them standing behind from mirror,
I turned to them and saw adhvik was super excited.
What was this? I pointed bag in her hand.
I carried few of adhvik things she answered.
Ok we headed out and she locked the door, and took adhvik from me after keeping keys in her bag.
We sat in car and all the way adhvik was watching the busy roads and vehicles.
As soon as we reached there,
We were welcomed by some staff and others.
Where is your friend?
This much big party? Did he won lottery!
I glanced at her, and nodded no. This place was on charity for disabled, children and women.
Oh that's great..
Soon one by one started coming to dhaksh and welcomed us warmly.
He introduced us to them.
As soon they saw our his child, everyone took him and played one after one.
He was good at starting but started crying when he got rid of seeing all new faces.
Dhaksh took him and he stopped crying as he started putting him up and down.
I was observing surroundings,
This man was so great, he was so kind that he thought of everyone. I talked to myself.
I should meet him, and congratulate on his generosity.
As soon as I turned to see the name,
It's Deepa's charitable Trust!
Deepa?
It's my sister's name too. It might be coincidence I thought.
Everyone attention caught hearing the speech which started.
I turned to see dhaksh who wasn't there where did he went?
I went on searching him.
Whole building was new and few were already there.
Everything was so neat and clean.
By heading forward I entered kitchen where Cook's were so clean and tidy with masks and gloves.
I really need to thank him for showing so much care for people who need help.
I Unwantedly went ahead where I saw a frame from behind, she might the lady I wondered.
I went ahead to see the frame and she was none other than my sister?
She here?
When I heard the name karthik kumar in announcing, everything started to break in my head.
What he? this building? charity?
I started rushing back to see him, I came too far inside. The speech that made me cry.
She was talking about my sister. This was false. Before I could even reach there,
but I just got stucked with people.
I headed out to see but everyone started moving out as function was finished and they went to have dinner in the next garden which was a few meter away.
I can see people over there.
Nothing seemed to strike my head, the last time I saw him was there at hospital.
I went back inside the building again to find that animal covering himself in a mask of being kind..
I was searching him all over,
How are you my dear? Same voice I stunned to hear that again.
I turned to see him.
You?
That great person everyone praised a while before it was you?
I'm not great, he said simply.
I chuckled they might not know you👉 but I knew your true colors and even you tricked my husband!
I'll kill you right now and at least my sister's soul will be happy seeing you died in my hands.
I didn't kill your sister!
What❓
What , you said the same to my husband? And tell me that you didn't even married her!
I loved her more than my own life, how did you thought i killed her?
Wow good acting from murderer to lover?
Stop your act I'm not a fool to listen your words.
I'll kill you right now, I went ahead you grab his neck.
He didn't move he wasn't afraid at all!
Ok if my death can give you peace of that nightmare you can kill me and no one will arrest you!
What I don't want your stupid affection, I'm not the old one like you said I'm like your daughter.
She was happy in her life with job and everything.
You came into her life and spoiled.
No that's not true.
I loved her and still i do.
Oh stop your act saying that I pushed him when he tried to pat my head.
Ahhhh I 😱screamed
Seeing his leg which got separated, it was artificial leg!
I was shocked to see him like this, ho-
I'll tell you.
He met with accident long back..
I turned to see someone coming towards us. He made him sit on the behind.
I felt in a jolt kneeling down with my hands covering my face.
Why did you do that? I questioned him.
I didn't do anything except taking drugs.
We were happy like everyone.
But my addiction to drugs with bad company, I turned into animal.
She always tried to make me stop not to take drugs. But it ended up with fight.
And one day it started like a rain later it turned into flood and she tried to be normal but I started ruining our relationship.
I don't know what I was doing?
And one day like you saw i turned to animal and unknowingly i hurted her..
She killed herself, the other person told me who just stood behind karthik.
What❓ I don't believe you?
She wasn't that weak.
Yes but the next day her parents were going to approve our marriage, said karthik.
But seeing me like this she got defeated
And she can't show her face to them.
You know how she was.
She can bear anything but when it comes to her self respect no one can stop her..
What❓
I got back only to see her dead body taken by police the next morning. Later I got to know she hanged herself.
She did suicide?
Yes I was the officer on that investigation,
I turned to the person who started explaining.
We came to know she was raped and she hanged herself.. And everyone thought it was none other than karthik.
But i listened both of your talking, I said.
Yes I tried to but I didn't, and went after hitting her. Before I go she was laying on bed with bruises.
I knew karthik since long, but I couldn't take it as everyone started thinking karthik had murdered your sister.
I know how much he loved her.
But I got the culprit behind.
Who was he? I asked in high tone.
He was one of their colleague.
That bas**** raped your sister and she later died hanging herself.
After knowing the truth I decided to kill him, but I don't want to involve police she'll lose here dignity and I can't see people talking bad on her.
But God is great he was dead in merciful way for his punishment.
In few days later I came to know he died in accident.
She did suicide?
I tried a lot to console myself but after knowing that she did suicide it was unbearable to me.
Karthik pov...
All the way your family thought I killed her, he continued his talk.
And I tried a lot to reach you.
But i failed to show my face..
Even I tried to meet you once in your college, when I saw you I want someone to listen to my words. I'm dying inside with guilt all over me.. When I approached i thought to explain but hearing your hatred towards me made me took my steps back..
I saw a lot of youth getting addicted to drugs,.
That addition made me lose my life, love and now I'm lifeless.
I decided to start a trust on her name..
Later with help of my friend I left to work to fulfill my dream.
From that day I tried to keep myself busy from your sister's thoughts which were still haunting me.
I loved her and still i do.
I bursted into tears.
After 10yrs, I came back from Dubai to start a trust on my wife's name.
I tried to enquire about you, but I got to know you're married and I'm very happy for you. But a small fear left within me who might be your husband? Is he good or not, many questions raised in my heart for your safety..
Later unknowingly your husband started working for our company projects.
I don't know you're his wife but later when I saw him dropping to your school on the way.
I was so happy to see you with him after knowing he was your husband..
I couldn't able to stop myself from meeting you..
There was no one else in the world other than you.
I want you to hear my pain, my only relation left with me in this world was you..
It hurts a lot when your own one hates us..
I don't want you people to forgive me, only I wanted you to know I love her and still I do.
Even I was the CEO, he didn't know me and I came to him as a worker so that I can meet you all soon.
To tell you that I didn't killed her. I need to apologize for her lost. If I didn't start taking drugs it might never happened.
Everything was going fine but one day he caught me as one of my friend called me with my name karthik..
Your husband knew I'm kumar.
That day he was very angry and even tried to inform police.
But after he got to know I wasn't behind your sister's death.
He started helping me. He already made me talk with deepa's parents and they were angry at starting but now they accepted my apology after knowing the truth..
Every one knew your hatred so they took time to talk with you.
I turned to her photo frame, why ❓why did you do that?
I thought he killed you?
Why you thought of killing yourself instead of killing punishing him?
I turned when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
I'm sorry I couldn't help her if I didn't leave her that night she would be with us now.
I'm sorry all the time I believed you were behind her death, I bursted into tears.
He tried to get me but I stood on my own holding his hand for his support. You know you were my first daughter for us.
Your sister used to tell me how she took care of you since your birth as you're the younger ones in family.
We always thought we already have a child and that's you.
I'm sorry I always prayed for your death all these years..
It's ok i deserve that punishment he said smiling.
No you deserve to be happy, I said.
We turned when I heard a cry.
Dhaksh came. I looked at him, his eyes studied mine as you know the truth now!
I nodded holding my tears.
He not only giving help with charity but also helping others who were addicted to drugs..
He started therapy center which was helping a lot of people from getting addicted and even helping them giving new life, said dhaksh..
He's is your baby right! I turned to him and nodded.
I want to meet him from long but today I got chance.
I only saw him on that day you delivered. And that was the day I saw him.
His friend made him sit and dhaksh came near to him and handed adhvik. When I heard you're pregnant I thought my deepa will come back to me.
You already have her in your heart in the people you're giving shelter. She was here with you all the time. She loves you so much, said dhaksh.
I saw my husband who returned a look of sign.
I tried to talk to him but he moved ahead, plsz come its already late.
Let's have dinner.
No dhaksh I'm happy today my heart was feeling lite as a burden of sin has been removed forever.
Have you forgiven me? Karthik asked.
I'm sorry for my misunderstanding. It's ok dear your my child.
He took adhvik and he started observing him with beard, surprise thing was he didn't cry.
Adhvik this was the name we thought to keep for our child if he was a boy,
I was surprised😯 is this the reason dhaksh was back to keep this name since he was born.
After we made sure that he had his dinner we left from there..
************
None of us spoke to each other on our way to home..
Tapasvi pov...
Weeks went on and the time arrived for our baby to get in our arms welcoming him..
My mom was beside me and I still remember how she kept ready everything.
Even my brother used to stay with us for my sake..
As soon as I got pains i screamed maa! Holding my tummy.
They rushed me to hospital..
I was breathing heavily and doctors trying to make it normal..
When I saw dhaksh i got relieved he hold my hand and squeeze a little be strong my dear.
We're waiting to hold our baby in our hands.
My hands became cold and my throat got dried..
They started taking me inside theatre but still I was holding his hand.
Stay with me dhaksh!
Sorry he wasn't allowed inside said nurse..
No pls come with me, seeing me he held my arms I'm here only don't get panic..
It's not that easy even he was sweating I can see how much he was afraid.
I saw everyone once before going in, and my pain started increasing.
Your baby was so desperate to come out and meet you, said doctor.
I smiled how she was trying to divert me with her words..
All my pain got vanished when I heard his screams and my eyes got glued when doctor giving baby to nurse..
Congratulations you're blessed with baby boy..
That's it my eyes got closed due to weakness.
My thoughts broke when car stopped, I turned to see we reached home..
Dhaksh took baby from me and opened the door for himself..
After going inside he changed into his night suit, and layed on bed.
I changed addu into his comfy clothes and laid him in cradle..
I laid on bed but still unknown pain haunting me.
I want him to hold me, he was my only remedy for getting me out of this pain..
I moved to him, I tried to place my hand on his shoulder, all the things I did to him in past few days surrounded me.
How can you ask him to hold you?
Don't you remember how you insulted him in every step just as he helped him.
Even he tried a lot to explain, I never tried to listen to him.
How stupid I was?
No I don't deserve his love.
I got up and went out to balcony closing the doors behind.
Every mistake of mine came into my sight how I avoided him, and how I turned against whole family.
How I tried to collect the proof leaving my baby behind.
I'm very bad women I don't deserve this life.
I was not a good mother and not even a good wife!
Tears started brimming out I tried a lot not to cry but my pain instead should be out.
When I laid on my back, I found my other end of bed was empty?
Where did she go?
I got down and saw the balcony doors which were slight open making sound due to air.
When I got there I found her sitting in the corner?
When I saw some shadow, I looked to that and found my husband looking at me.
He just stood folding his hands.
I wiped my tears, and got up.
He walked up to me slowly and pulled me closer to him wrapping his arms around me. His embrace was warm, and his big, strong arms seemed very protective when wrapped around my frail body. The world around me melted away as I squeezed him back, not wanting the moment to end.
All my pain, insecurities everything seem to be vanished.
I cried out of my heart leaving the tears along with pain within me to let it go forever..
No words required between us.
He was my healer, my husband my love. If he was there all the time when I needed him.
He was my saviour, I hugged him more tightly not to end this moment.
Even my sister wasn't there with us he made her alive in many hearts❤💞
That made me relief and my nightmare were gone far back forever.
I prayed for her soul to be rested in peace..
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