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"Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option." — Maya Angelo
💫 A R M A N I
"... Blow up spots on bitches because I'm mad, break up affairs lick shots in the air. You get vexed, and start swingin' everywhere, me shifty? Now you want to pistol whip me..Pull out your nine, while I cock on mine-..." I rapped along to Lil Kim as I got dressed in the mirror.
It's was Thursday and three weeks since Diego has been killed. It's been hard. I was crowned the most hated bitch in the neighborhood right now and was forced to stay low and out of dodge for a couple of weeks. But it's been three weeks to long, I was going to show my face today and if something happened then something happened.
Just because everyone hated my guts didn't mean I couldn't walk down the street when I pleased. My life didn't evolve around motherfuckers and I wanted to show them that it didn't.
"ARMANI !! Turn that shit off," my mom yelled through my bedroom door.
I went to open it to find her still standing there but she was talking to Armanda. Seeing me put a bad taste in her mouth, hell knowing that she had to live in the same crib as me made her mad as hell and I didn't give a shit. I was going to make her life a living hell since she took my happiness away by fucking with Dave.
"Since when you don't wanna' hear Lil Kim?" I smirked while leaning against the door frame.
"Since ya ass wanna be playing her every damn day. Listen that's my bitch and all but you got to play her ass on the right occasion." She stated.
I nod my head keeping what she said in mind while all looking at my sister. She gave me the stankest face she ever made in life and I couldn't help but laugh. Why the fuck was this bitch so pressed?
"Problem?" I asked her.
"Don't get your ass beat." She assured me.
I placed my hand over my mouth and giggled, "Ou little miss Armanda popping out that shell of hers. David got you showing out like that?" I teased.
"You mad? Or you mad mad?."
"Bitch mad about what? I've had that nigga already. Had him in anyway you can think of, you just got my sloppy seconds hoe."
"Y'ALL BOTH SHUT THE HELL UP!!" My mom yelled stepping in between us, "I'm so tired of the shit y'all doing, going back in forth for no fucking reason. Now if y'all wanna get technically many other broads had that man before either one of y'all so guess what? Y'all guessing? Y'all just some sloppy second scalawags. DISMISSED!."
Me and Armanda gave each other one final look before our mother told us that we was dismissed, for the second time.
"It's cool I'm going out anyway.. I'll be back later mommy." I said heading for the door.
Kevin was down stairs waiting for me and I couldn't keep him waiting cause if I did that nigga would bring hell and I really didn't have time for that.
"Armani my door is locking at twelve o'clock, no later. So if you thinking bout coming in here after twelve, don't even waste your time."
I nod, "okay mommy, I'll see you later. Love you."
I rushed out the door, hearing Kevin honking his horn for me to hurry up. I just knew his ass bout to have something to say.
Jogging down the stairs of my building and out the front door I quickly got into his Maxima and closed the door. "What's up." I said not really making eye contact as pulled my seat belt on.
"How many times I have to honk my damn horn for your ass to hurry up?" He sighed.
"Look my momma was telling me something I couldn't just walk out on her."
He hunched his shoulders, "I don't give a fuck what she was talking bout. I honk once, you come. I shouldn't have to honk three or four times for ya ass to listen to me." He argued.
This is all that nigga wanted to do, fucking argue. I didn't have time to argue with his ass but I couldn't do much about it.
Kevin was 6'2, and 190 pounds of muscle. He wasn't ugly but he wasn't fine as hell, he was alright. He had some rich chocolate skin that was sun kissed, he had some pretty teeth and thick eyebrows. He was cute the only thing that was ugly was his attitude.
Me and Kevin met a little after me and Dave broke up. He assured me that he was better than that Nigga and can treat me like a Queen. Of course I fell for it, i was completely vulnerable at the time.
But a part of me shouldn't have rushed into things, I let his appearance blind me and let him feed me lies. He was a complete monster. Verbal and physical abuser was who Kevin really is.
"Alright Kevin, damn. I heard you the first time." I said a little agitated.
"What? What you said?" He asked.
I shook my head, "I said I heard you the first—."
Before I can finish the sentence I felt the back of his hand against my mouth. Holding my mouth with my hands as my eyes began to water, I can feel my lip swell up.
"You know fucking better. I keep telling you that talking back shit ain't working with me." He said matter of factly.
Without another word he started up the car and headed to his place to drop me off before he headed to his place of business. Once he dropped me off at his house he told me to settle in, freshen up and be ready for him by the time he comes back.
We wasn't going out, so when he says, be ready for him by the time he comes back, meaning I better get ready for all the dick he's about to give me.
Was this my life now? In an abusive and using relationship with someone who didn't give a fuck about me or was just someone that he fucks with? I probably didn't have no label to him like how Dave labeled me.
Sighing, I dropped my Gucci purse on the couch I headed straight for the medicine cabinet in his bathroom to take an Advil.
✨ A R M A N D A
"Shhhit." I hissed as Dave kissed and licked in between my legs.
My back arched as he went to work with his tongue on my sweetness. This was actually my second time receiving oral sex from him and it just keeps getting better and better.
He was really a beast with that tongue of his and I thanked him for wanting to help me relieve some stress.
"Mm," he moaned as he sucked up all my juices as I came on his lips and in his mouth.
He came up and kissed my lips, I made sure that I kissed my man even with the pussy juice on his face.
I was so ready to give Dave all of me. It's been long enough that I kept him waiting for this honey nectar. He hasn't rushed me into having sex with him and he also haven't complained about not getting none.
He assured me that whenever I was ready that he would love to slide his daddy dick in me, whole. All I had to do was just say the word.
He smirked at me, "Damn girl, you gone end drowning a nigga with that faucet you got,"
"Shit I can't help it, you be eating my pussy so good baby.," I pecked his lips.
We shared a passionate kiss for about two minutes before I stopped and looked at him. I wanted him bad. I needed him badly. After all the shit I've been through with my sister and Stephanie I just needed to fee high!
"David I'm ready."
"You sure?" He asked. I can tell he was reluctant about asking me if I was sure.
Nodding my head, I said "Why you don't want to?"
"No baby its not like that. I just wanna make sure that your really ready and not just ready because you feel like you need to do this." He rubbed my thigh.
"Dave, I'm ready." I assured him,
Without another word, he kissed my lips and laid me down on the bed. Climbing on top of me, making sure he pressed his body up against mines.
Kissing every little spot on me I didn't even knew existed. I slipped out a couple of moans here and there letting him know I was definitely enjoying every minute of this.
Before going any further, he pulled out a gold magnum from his grey sweatpants before sliding them off along with his boxers. Since my painted were already off all I had to do was slip off my bra.
"You sure you ready?" He asked after opening the condom wrapper.
I gave him that 'stop playing' face, he laughed. He placed the condom on.
Rubbing the tip of his dick against the opening of my pussy had me going crazy. I was getting impatient until he finally started to ease his way in. The loudest and most meaningful moan came from lips as he began to stroke his whole dick in my honeycombs.
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I was so tired out from getting dick down, you would've thought my ass was running a marathon. Dave put it on me so good and it was safe to say I was definitely in love with that man. Not only because he rocked the fuck out my sex needs but because I felt that he truly was with me because he wanted to be.
Looking at the time on my phone it read 11:50 p.m., I cursed under my breath as I thought about what my momma had told me before I let the house. Her rules not only applied to Armani but to me as well, we wasn't paying no rent so we still had to listen.
"What happened?" Dave asked as he wrapped his arms around my waist, laying his head on my shoulder.
"You mind if I spend the night?"
"Yeah I'd love that, I'll get you somethings together that you can keep here. Just let me take a shower first." He kissed the side of my face before getting up out the bed.
I couldn't help the smile that formed on my face. Damn Dave bout to have me head of hills for his ass and I hope he don't bullshit me over like he did my sister, cause this time his ass gonna really feel it.
While Dave was in the bathroom, I decided to hit up Stephanie she's been out the hospital for two weeks now and she's been a wreck. Her mom had told her that Diego had died and she just broke down.
My poor friend was going through it and I couldn't help but feel it too. I always told her that shit is going to get tough before it gets better but don't ever let this shit take over cause it's either gonna' make you or break you.
Right now it's breaking her but I believe that she's gonna' pull through and bounce back, she's stronger than what she think she is.
I made sure before I closed my eyes to go to sleep, I send her message letting her know that I'll see her tomorrow and that I love her.