Author's POV
"You have to break up with Jennie."
"You have to break up with Jennie."
"You have to break up with Jennie."
"You have to break up with Jennie."
That words really caught off him guard.
his jaws clenched in anger..
he clenched his fist.. maybe its too tight.. cause yeah we could hear the cracking noise being produced.
he walked closer to the shorty..
we could confirm that.. his eyes burned with anger..
a split second..
The Jeon grabbed JImin's collar... earning gasped from V.
"Buddy, let him go."
"Why you said so JImin? why you said so?" He managed to ask with my calm voice..but still with gritted teeth
He just stared at him without even saying anything..
he could feel V's hand hold his shoulder to stop him..
BUt seeing Jimin raised his hand... that's a cue
for just letting what he trying to do.
"NOW FUCKING TELL ME WHY I NEED TO BREAK UP WITH JENNIE KIM!" he spat on his face while tightening the grip on his collar.
"Cause she might in danger, Y/N.." Jimin said calmly.
"Who the hell are you to ask me to do so?" "Or because.."
he paused at the moment..while tilting his head examining the shorty..
Jimin's sweat dripping from his forehead..cause he knew...even an Alpha..knew how Y/N will be like is he's got mad.
"You like my girl...right?" He whispered...a single tear escaped from his eyes..
He loosening the grip from one of his best friend's collar.. he slowly dropped his own hand to his side.. lowering his head..he shake his head lightly..
Have you ever heard??
we cry when we're mad...
He get so angry with him..or ..
we could tell that a situation that make him stuck between the two parties..
friend...
or..
lover ?
cause.. that friend.. its not like they knew each other yesterday or last month.. but..for years..
and..lover?
she's his lover.. first lover to be exact... well maybe its not for Jennie cause yeah she's been in a relationship before.. but..it doesn't matter for him cause she's his mate right now..
How can i Not love her?
How?
Tell me how..
The tears start to roll down his face...
They are covered with silence.. the silence that need to get over with it..
He could feel flushed.. and...
his face even turn red...
And why is that?
it is because..
He is afraid that ...
he may lose the argument with him.. his bestfriend, Park Jimin..
Anger is seen as a reaction to something someone else has done...yeah we can't deny that fact..
When people get angry...there is often an action that takes place... like..
slamming of doors...
shouting...
throwing things..
and sadly...
even physically assaulting someone...
There are so many different ways people act during an angry episode...
It's about how we choose to express it...
"Y/N.." Jimin start to break the silence..
but there is no movement nor words that react from him..he just kept lowering his head..lift his arm to wipe his own tears..
"i'm sorry.. i know you love her.. i'm sorry for asking you to to break up with her.."
This time.. the Jeon slowly lift his head..meet with Jimin's gaze..
"I'm sorry for assaulting you.." that word left from his mouth..
JIimin smiled...raised his hand..patting on the younger's shoulder.. "it's okay. I know that feeling..but i'm glad you can manage your anger well this time.."
"Am i?" Y/n asked him curiously..
"Yes. You are." Jimin nodded.. "And how can I let you let go of the precious person that can turn you into good?" That words finally make Y/N smiled.. and he didnt hesitate to pull the older into bone crush hug.
"Thanks for understanding me.."
"Hey what about me?" The baritone voice interrupt their moment.
"Come here, V."
And V approached them and join the group hug...
Y/N's POV
i felt bad..
i felt worst..
with myself..
why did i even do that?
why i almost throw punch at him?
but..
the only thing that could stop myself from doing that is..
Jennie.. Jennie Kim..
Flashback
"Y/N..promise me.. don't ever simply let your anger controlling yourself..cause you..you are the one who own you..control it..."
"how can I do that if you are not beside me?"
"Just close your eyes..and try to let this cute face appear on your mind." she said smiling while putting her palms on both of her cheeks.
"Geez why you so cute?" i said ruffling her hair.
"Stop."
"I dont want."
"I said stop."
"I dont want."
"ow!" he kicked my leg and run away.
End flashback
"Why you smiling tho?" V said while nudge me.
"No..NOthing..."
"It must be Jennie again.." Jimin said..
I just bite my innercheek to hold myself from smiling again..
*thunderstorm*
That make me totally realized something..
Jennie..
"Guys, i need to go.."
"Why? Something happened?"
"i get going first ya." i didnt wait for their respond. I just grabbed my stuff and leave the room.
i ran and ran...make my way to Jennie's place..
"Hang on, baby.." I said while i'm running..
i don't care my clothes drenched..
the one i care is Jennie..
cause i knew she needs me right now..
Jennie's POV
I cupped both of my ears with my hand under the blanket..
but it doesnt help anything..
why i forgot to charge my phone anyway?? Why why ????
"Jennie?" hearing a soft male voice out of sudden make me flinch abit.. i didnt realized when he's got into here..but i still froze inside the blanket..
he slowly pull down the blanket..
even tho the darkness surround us right now.. but i could realized thats him.. the cologne..this scent .. only him have this scent..
i slowly lift my arm..and cupped both of his cheeks..
"Is this you Y/N?"
"Yes, baby,, its me.." his soft voice again replied me.. he touch my right hand that cupped his cheek..
then i felt his soft lips on my palm.. the kiss is soft.. i almost forgot i was afraid just now..
*thunderstorm*
Thats make me flinched and jumped into his arm.. hug him tight...and i didnt realize i'm crying until..
"Jen..shh..don't cry... i'm here..." he slowly stroke my back gently..
his embrace.. never failed to make me calm even more..
i do realize that.. for the first time i broke into tears in front of him last time..his embrace..make me calm..
same as right now..
Anxiety..
i know i'm troublesome..
but thats what i feel right now..
"You are safe, Jennie.. i'm here.." once again he said with his soft voice..caressing my hair.. i like his touch.. i love when he play with my hair..
"This thunderstorm just temporary, baby.. it will get over soon.. but i promised.. i never let you face it alone from now on.."
I pulled away from his embrace..
looked up at him..
even tho its dark..
i could feel his eyes on mine..
"Promise?"
"yes, baby.. i promise.."
feel something soft lingering on my forehead.. i cant even describe how relieved i am..
"Lets sleep.. i know you are tired.." he said..
i just let him help me lay down on the bed..
"i can't see you... can you switch on the light?"
"Yeah sure.."
And there.. i feel relieved once again when i could see him clearly..
"lay beside me can you?" i said..
he just smiled and join to lay beside me..
and we face each other...
"The light suddenly being turned off just now.." "i..i was afraid.." i could hear my own voice crack..
"Shh... i'm here..i will accompany you tonight okay?" he placed a soft kiss on my forehead once again. "and about the light.. do you wanna know why it can be switch on right now?"
I shake my head lightly..
"Cause i am the light.. your light for you, Jennie Kim.." he whispered.
"Cheesy!" i slapped his arm playfully.
geez this guy knew how to be cheesy in this situation huh..
"I know you like it anyway right?"
"You are so lucky i love you."
"yeah.. i'm so lucky to have you in my life, Jennie Kim.."
We stare at each other.. examining our each other faces..
"i can't sleep.." i blurt it out..still have eye contact with him..
"YOu wanna me sing?" he offered.
"Yes, please.."
No limit in the sky
That I won't fly for ya
No amount of tears in my eyes
That I won't cry for ya, oh no
With every breath that I take
I want you to share that air with me
There's no promise that I won't keep
I'll climb a mountain, there's none too steep
When it comes to you, there's no crime
Let's take both of our souls, and intertwine..
he took both of my hands and intertwined them with him..
When it comes to you, don't be blind
Watch me speak from my heart
When it comes to you, comes to you
Want you to share that
(When it comes to you)
Cupid ain't a lie
Arrow got your name on it, oh yeah
Don't miss out on a love
And regret yourself on it, oh
Open up your mind, clear your head
Ain't gotta wake up to an empty bed
Share my life, it's yours to keep
Now that I give to you all of me, oh
When it comes to you, there's no crime
Let's take both of our souls, and intertwine
When it comes to you, don't be blind
Watch me speak from my heart
When it comes to you, comes to you
Want you to share that
Want you to share that
When it comes to you, there's no crime
Let's take both of our souls, and intertwine
When it comes to you, don't be blind
Watch me speak from my heart
When it comes to you, comes to you
It comes to you
It comes to you
He finish his song with smile..
i found myself staring at him ..
my heart beat faster like crazy..
i try to stop myself from doing that... but my brain and heart not cooperate well with my body..
Gaze into his eyes.. then I look at his lips...
Look directly into his eyes for a few seconds. and gladly he returns the gaze
i Drop my gaze from his eyes to his lips slowly and lean in just a little bit...
Tugging him gently closer to me....
just gently pull him closer...
I place my hands around his neck ..
feeling him put his hands on my waist... iknow thats positive feedback..
then i Tilt my head slightly ...
pressing my lips softly to his.
Keep my lips soft and barely puckered....
i Pull away after a few seconds...
we stare at each other..
"i love you Y/N.."
"i love you more, Jennie.."
he leans back in ..
and he hovered on top of me...not breaking the kiss..
i place my hand ..wrapping them around his neck..
i can't hold my moan anymore when he start to sucking my lower lips sloppily...
another long night...
i feel save around him..
that's a fact..
Can we just make out, cuddle..
make out some more and shut out the world for a night?