*good bit after digi*
Natasha POV
I went shopping with Cam he wanted to get Mahogany something special since they were going out 4 months now we ended up getting her a diamiond bracelet it was so pretty and I knew she would love it.
"so am I dropping you home or are you coming back to mine?....nevermind I already know the answer wel ill drop you back to mine then head over to Mahogany"Cam said starting the car.We got into the house Jack Jack and Nash were playing mario cart I swear when these boys play video games shit gets real they curse eachother with nearly every curse in the world its kind of funny I sat beside Jack G and recorded the boys reactions and put it on insta it was so funny I couldnt help but buirst out laughin Jack paused the game 2what are you laughing at missy?"he said tickling my belly "nothing nothing" he took my phone off me watched it and laughed he kissed my forehead and set me on his lap and coninued the game.
"what time is it?Im starving" Nash said.
"2am wanna order pizza?" Jack asked
The pizza arrived and we all scoffed it we were starving "wanna watch a movie?"Johnson asked.
"yous can im off to bed"I said and went into Jacks room he followed me and we went to sleep.
Jack POV
I woke up and Tash want beside me I got out of bed and a noise from my bathroom I opened the door Tasha was there with her head down the toilet getting sick.
"babe are you ok want me to get you anything?"
"yea Im fine"she said getting up and cleaning herself up.
"you sure?"
"yea maybe it wasnt a good idea eating pizza at 2 in the morning"
"yea sorry about that"
"im going to go home and realx"
"want me to come with you?"
"no its ok ill ask the girls over and have a girly day or something"
"ok love you"
"love you too"she said and left.
Mahogany POV
"hey babe thanks for the bracelet and staying with me last night but Nats just after asking me to come over for a girly day I hope you dont mind"
"its ok you two enjoy"
To Nat: will I bring over some snacks? xxx
From Nat: Get snacks for youself just cups of pepermint and green tea for me think I have food poisining :( xxx
To Nat: well boil the kettle im on my way xxx
Nat opened the door and we went into the lounge she had it all set up with blankets and pillows "wanna pick....brb" she said and ran to the bathroom proberly to throw up.I went up after her.
"How did you get food poisoning?"
"Me and the guys got pizza last night it could have been dodgey"
"Are any of the other boys sick?"
"I dont think so"
"Hmmm"
"What?"
"Nevermind"
"Just tell me"
"Is there a possibility that you could be I dunno pregnant?"
"What no...wait maybe..."
"Wait here"
I quickly drove to the drugstore and got a pregnancy test.
"Here take it"
"What if I am what will I do? How will I tell Jack he already lost a child"
"And so did you I know you will be the best parents ever"
"Ok here goes nothing"
Natasha POV
"Times up you need to check it"
"Mahogany im scared"
"You will be fine no matter what the test says,you have people that will love and support you"
I turned the test over and there it was -positive- what I was pregnant and I hadn't a clue I broke down in Mahoganys arms.
"You need to tell Jack"
"Ohh shit what if he hates me what if Grace was right what if he is a bad dad"
"He wont hate you and if he does ill make sure he wont be making now more babies if you know what I mean and he will be a great dad and you will be the best mom"
I got my phone out
To Jack: Hey where you? we need to talk xxx
From Jack: Studio Jack and I just wrote a song and needed to record it ASAP is everything ok? xxx
To Jack:Ill explain when I see you xxx
From Jack: come to the studio we will be done in 15 mins then im all yours ;) xxx
We got to the studio and the boys were in the booth singing...
-lyrics-
When the tide hits you straight in the face
Life is getting harder treading water, got nowhere to go
And as the time slips away, day by day
Stranded in the ocean, every open door has now been closed
Deadbolt locked, no escape
Feeling like an outcast, so out of place
And I know the tides might take you away
But don't you worry there's no hurry for tomorrow
'Cause today's still young
Now you've hit rock bottom and you're feeling lost at sea
Just keep your head above the water
And I know you'll find some way to breathe
When the tides they drag you down
When the tides they drag you down
Down under, further than you've ever been,
Well, you know
When the tides they pull you out
When the tides they pull you out
Out so far, Lord teach me how to swim, how to swim
Stay away from the bad tides
Only go where there's good vibes
The good vibes, I knew I would choose positivity
After I realize my life is so much more
I know this life ain't what you bargained for
But honestly you never know what life has got in store
'Cause everybody's gonna make it if they try
And if you persevere through your fears, never hide.
Fold your hands in a prayer to the sky
And let your worries wash away with the tides
And I'm singing
Now you've hit rock bottom and you're feeling lost at sea
Just keep your head above the water
And I know you'll find some way to breathe
When the tides they drag you down
When the tides they drag you down
Down under, further than you've ever been,
Well, you know
When the tides they pull you out
When the tides they pull you out
Out so far, Lord teach me how to swim, how to swim
Stay away from the bad tides
Only go where there's good vibes
And you got to keep your chin up, keep your head held high
Just forget about the bad tides, let em roll on by
And you got to keep your chin up, keep your head held high
Just forget about the bad tides, let em roll on by
When the tides they drag you down
When the tides they drag you down
Down under, further than you've ever been,
Well, you know
When the tides they pull you out
When the tides they pull you out
Out so far, Lord teach me how to swim, how to swim
Stay away from the bad tides
Only go where there's good vibes
Stay away from the bad tides
Only go where there's good vibes.
-lyrics-
Jack came over to me and wiped a tear from my cheek.
"Is the song really that bad?"
"No no its perfect just what im about to tell you isnt"
"Come on and we go to somewhere that we can talk"
We sat in a booth at Starbucks I ordered a frap with about 10 sugars because I was so nervous and scared.
"Ok please dont be mad or hate me and I understand if you want to leave"
"Leave what are you talking about?"
"Jack im pregnant"
"What woah thats brilliant"
"Is it really though we are still only young 18 and 19 we cant be parents"
"Tasha there are only two girls I want to give my last name to one is you and the other is our baby girl Im delighted why would I leave and what let you raise him/her on your own? I love you and always will"
"So you dont hate me?"
"Come here silly of corse I don't hate you your giving me a family"
"Dont tell any of the guys yet please I just dont want them knowing in case anything happens like before"
"Ok I wont I understand do any of the girls know?"
"Only Mahogany but she won't tell a soul"
Jack POV
I couldnt believe it I was going to be a dad.
"We need to go to the doctors to be 100% sure "
"Ive already made an appointment I just wanted to tell you first"
We got to the doctors and they lay Tasha on a bed and put blue jelly on her belly we looked at the screen and there they were my little boy or girl. "well from the looks of things I would say you are just 4 months" the doctor told us I looked at the screen then back at Tasha "only 5 more months baby".
"We will have check ups every few months but if your not happy or dont feel well please dont hesitate to come back" the doctor said printing out the scans and we left.
"Where have yous been?" Nash asked when we got home."starbucks where else" Tasha said holding up her cup."ohh yea Shawn was looking for you Nat" Taylor said sticking his head out from the fridge."I better go call you later" she said kissing me and putting something in my back pocket then left.
"So I see things are working out for you two then" Johnson said
"Yea Im so glad to have her back and call her mine again"
"So happy for you bro we all are and dont forget we have to go to the studio tomorrow and make the finishing touches to 'tides' "
"When are we releasing it?"
"Next month before we go on tour speaking of which we will be going to dance rehearsal again"
"Ohh yea I forgot all about that"
Natasha POV
I knocked on Shawn's door and he answered it immediately.
"Heard you were looking for me"
"Yea I was ehh well" he stopped then kissed me without warning
"seriously Shawn you know me and Jack have worked things out"
"Im sorry Nat but im still in love with you and I just know he is going to hurt you again he doesnt deserve you"
"Well I love him and If you have something wrong with that well then its your problem"
"Look I'm sorry its just I never get the girl there is always someone stronger,sexier,flirtier then me"
"Look Shawn you will find someone that truly loves you dont worry"
"Yea I suppose look im sorry again can we just forget this happened"
"Fine by me see you later"
I got home and opened my laptop I watched a video Jack and I made awhile ago 'the boyfriend tag' I edited the video and put it on youtube then went to bed.
-3 weeks later-
I rang Jack
"Hey are you still coming?"
"Yea of corse rehearsal is over in 10 mins"
"Jack the appointment is in 15"
"Dont worry ill be there"
I drove to the doctors I had a check up and we were finding out the sex of the baby today I got to the doctors and waited in the waiting room "Natasha Jones the doctor is ready to see you"the nurse said opening the door I got up and walked into the room when I felt someones arm around me "told you id make it". "well the baby is doing fine 4 more months and you will have a beautiful baby girl" the doctor said looking at the screen I looked at Jack his eyes were watering he kissed me on the forehead and we left the doctors.
"Baby you know Jack and I are going on tour for a month"
"Yea I know and your leaving me tomorrow"
"Well I want you to come to a couple of spots"
"Of corse I will ill go to them all of you want"
"No you need to look after yourself and our baby girl"
"Ok come on lets get ready"
"Where are we going?"
"Dinner"
I went home had a quick shower plaited my hair and put on a skater skirt and flowy tank to hide the bump and done my make up.Jack picked me up and we went out for dinner to a small Italian restraunt it was perfect.
"You staying in mine?"
"Of corse"
We got back and the boys were messing around Nash had a tray of eggs Cam had a tube of toothpaste Shawn and Taylor had silly string safe to say the house was a mess.
Jack POV
"Jack?"
"Yes baby"
"I cant wait to see you on tour again"
"Again?"
"Ohh yea I have a confession"
"What is it?"
"Well when you an the guys were on tour I went to see yous in Florida"
"How come I never noticed"
"Well I kind of disguises myself"
"Haha love you crazy"
"Love you too now go to sleep your flight is in 5 hours"
My alarm went off I got out of bed and got dressed trying not to wake Tasha I went into the bathroom and brushed my teeth Tasha was already up an dressed.
"What you didnt think I was going to let you go without saying goodbye Ill drive you to the bus"
"Well it is 3am"
"And "
"And nothing"
Jack Taylor Shawn Tasha and I got into the car and drove us to the tour bus.
"Ill be there to see you in Chicago and Omaha"
"Ill be counting down the days enjoy the show have fun and dont do anything I wouldnt do"
I sat in a bunk and tried to go to sleep but I couldnt I got a pen and peice if paper and done what I do best and started writing lyrics.
Natasha POV
Jack had been on tour for 2 weeks and I was going to See him In Chicago soon I was so excited.
From Mahogany: Baby shopping? xxx
To Mahogany: what if someone sees us? xxx
From Mahogany: Ive got it covered trust me xxx
I got ready and opened the door to Mahogany well kinda..she was dressed in a tracksuit and had a black wig on but it looked natural "and for you" she said holding up a red wig "will this work?" "of corse it will now come on"
We got to the mall we picked out little shoes,dresses,tops,trousers and hats they were all so small and cute I couldn't wait to have my baby girl in my arms.We were sitting in starbucks.
"So when do you leave to see Jack?"
"Tomorrow"
"Well lets get you and baby home so you don't get too much jet lag"
"Thanks for today"
"What are bestfriends for eh?"
I got home and sat on the bed I had the window open and began talking to Kylie.
"So I dont even know if you can hear me but I hope your looking down on me,look im pregers things are going great Jacks back to doing his music the fans have stopped with the hate well most of it and now im going to have a baby girl I wish you could see her Love you"
I double checked that my bag was packed and went to sleep.
I ordered a Taxi to the airport and got on my pane only a few more hours and id see my man I could hardly wait.
Jack POV
"Do you think she will like it?"
"Of corse she will Jack"
"Well look here she is"
We were picking Tasha up at the airport we were in the taxi so fans wouldnt see us.She got into the car.
"Hey beautiful"
"Hi ive missed you so much" she said and kisses me
"Eww pda"johnson said
"Shutup"
"We just have to run through the show then we can have something to eat before the main show" I told her.
"Sounds good"
We let Tasha get some rest while we went to rehearse for the show tonight. "in and out?"Johnson asked "yea ill get Tasha something and we can have it in the bus just so we dont get mawled.
"Wakey wakey"
"What time is it?"
"6 we got you some food"
"Yum"
"Ok quick change then we are ready for the show."
"Cant wait"
Natasha POV
We snuck into the venue people were already taking their seats. I stood in the crowd at the front and watched the boys preform Cold hearted,Wildlife,Flights,Tides and Indoor Recess I couldnt have been prouder I took a pic of them singing -Love my little musicians ❤-
"Ok guys this is a new song Ive been working on hope you guys like it Johnson you know what to do"Jack said into the mic then started singing
"Yeah, everytime, you come around me
My heart starts pounding
It's like a clock
Tick-tock Tick-tock
You wound me up
Wouldn't want it any other way
You're so sweet and so gracious, smile's contagious
Water color eyes like sky so spacious
And I can't concentrate
You won't hear me complain
Yes you're perfect, you're perfect
You make me nervous
You're worth it, you're worth it
You give me purpose
Again and again, you don't even have to try
Because, because, you're always on my mind
Mind
Well it's been a couple weeks now
Still can't sleep now
Everything I do makes me think of you
Wanna reach out
And tell you that you're beautiful
And I think I'm going crazy, baby just maybe
You could be the one that I'm looking for to save me, wake me
I got it bad and that ain't good
I wouldn't change it if I could
Yes you're perfect, you're perfect
You make me nervous
You're worth it, you're worth it
You give me purpose
Again and again, you don't even have to try
Because, because, you're always on my mind
Mind
(you're perfect, you're perfect)
(you're perfect, you're perfect)
you're perfect, you're perfect
You make me nervous
You're worth it, you're worth it
You give me purpose
Again and again, you don't even have to try
Because, because, you're always on my mind
Mind, mind, you're always on my mind
you're perfect, you're perfect
you're perfect, you're perfect"He smiled and winked at me my heart actually melted.
"Love you" I mouthed
"So what did you guys think?"
'Love it'
'Is it about Tasha'
'Shes so lucky'
'I love you'
"Ok guys thats our show for tonight hope you enjoyed it and those with meet and greet please come go through the door on your left and we will happily see you"Johnson said.
Jack POV
The crowd was chaotic Tasha was waiting in the dressing room while we done our meet and greet.
"Sorry i took-"
I was cut of by Tasha running up to me and kissing me.
"What was that for?"
"Because I love you"
"So how did you like the show?"
"It was amazing some might even say perfect"
"So you liked the song then?"
"Yea it was amazing"
"Lets get you out of here missy" I held her hand and we walked out of the venue some fans noticed us "Look there they are" everyone started pushing I seen Tasha getting squished "guys be careful" "we love you guys but please watch out shes Pregnant"the girls went quiet we managed to get back to the door bus "guess I should say congrats" Johnson and Shawn said. "im going to bed goodnight guys the show was anazing love yous" tasha said and went into a bunk "babe im sorry just didnt want you or the little one to get hurt they were going to find out sooner or later. "yea your right love you" she said and went to sleep