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When I arrive at the party I feel a tingle sensation in my stomach. I wash the nervousness away and take a deep sigh.
I walk in and the smell of sweat and booze instantly hits my nose. I walk further and turn my head, trying to see any familiar face I can.
I smile of the sight of Jeremy. I giggle and walk up behind him.
"Jer." I whispered. He jumped and looked back at me but instantly shot up.
"Ki!-"
I speed over and cover his mouth. I smile widely and look around before pulling him into an empty room. Finally I uncovered his mouth and he pulls me in a hug.
"Oh my god, Kiera! Are you back?" He asked hopefully. My smile faltered and I shook my head.
"I'm just here to visit. I got your voicemail." I said. He smiles and looks down at me.
I still had my arms around his waist.
"So quickly. Tell me what's going on." I said. He nodded and sighed.
"After Bonnie brought me back to life, I started seeing, things." He said softly.
I stepped back slightly and started to chew on my nails.
"Like what. Jer, you have to be specific or I can't help you." I said. He nodded and took a deep breath.
"I'm seeing Anna, and Vicki." He slowly.
"What the hell?" I start to pace. Than an idea hit me. I snapped my fingers.
"It might be a sign. You have to tell Bonnie. You may or may not be some sort of supernatural being now. Don't jizz your pants because I'm not certain." I chuckle.
He tilts his head in confusion.
"I'm serious, Jeremy. Tell Bonnie." I said grabbing his arms. He nods slowly and smiles at me pulling me in another hug.
"I missed you." He said. I only sighed.
"Don't come looking for me anymore." I said. He pulled away suddenly.
"What are you talking about? No, we're gonna get you out." He said. I shook my head.
"You can't." I said.
"Why not. Give me a good reason why and I won't."
"I'm in love with Klaus." I lied. He laughed.
"I'm serious, Jer. I love him and I don't want to leave him." I said.
"No it's just the bond." He said.
"No it's not!" I lied again. "And I want nothing to do with you. You're just a kid, you won't understand." I said. Hopefully if I make him hate me he'll stop wanting to look.
"I'm not a kid, Kiera." He said seriously.
"Yes you are! You don't know what love is. You only attach yourself to the first thing you have sex with." I say. My heart breaks with every word.
"Whatever. I'm out." He said. He rolls his eyes and walks out. I sigh and wipe the tears away.
"One down." I mutter.
I move to find someone else when I run into Tyler. He gasps and grabs my arm.
"Kik. Oh my god." He pulls me to Caroline, Damon and Elena. I almost break down when I see her but I put my numb face on.
"Kiera! What the hell!" She yells. She grabs me up and hugs me but I don't hug her back.
"We need to talk." I say to them.
They nod and we go into an empty room. Which happens to be my old one.
"What's up? Do you have a plan to get you out? Where's Stef-" Elena starts but I hold up my hand.
"I want you to stop looking for us." Is all I say.
"Klaus is making you say this..." Caroline laughs.
"No! Don't you get it?! This bond didn't change me! It only gave me the courage to become who I REALLY am." I tell them. Their faces hold shock.
"What has he done to you?" Damon asked. I scoff.
"Nothing. He only made me better. I'm new. Improved. I'm not a scared little girl anymore. She's gone." I say, trying to prevent my voice from breaking.
"You know. The one that slept with Jeremy..." I spit. Elena looks at me with shock. Tyler goes to walk up to me but I back up.
"You slept with Jer?" Elena asks softly. I only shrug.
"I've had better." I lie.
If I'm being honest Jeremy was pretty good at sex and if he wasn't dating Bonnie and I was basically Klaus's bitch I'd totally snatch him up.
"You're just saying this." Tyler reasons. I shake my head.
"No! I'm not. You really think I care about you guys? Tyler? I only helped you because I felt sorry for you and you were desperate for a friend." I hiss. He backs away hurt.
"Caroline? You're nothing but a dumb-" I had to take a breathe because I felt my throat clog up.
"A dumb blonde. You're just as desperate as Tyler...maybe that's why you guys fit together so well." I chuckle tilting my head.
I was hurting them, down to the root. But this needed to be done.
"Stop Kiera. I know what you're doing. This is a very lonely road you're traveling down." Damon said.
I saw Tyler and Caroline look at me, Caroline was crying and Tyler was clenching his jaw.
"What do you know? You've been alone all your life. You're own family hates you. You know it too. Elena only likes you because she feels bad and she feels the need to repay you. You're. A. Nothing ." I spit.
He gulps and turns around.
Elena, who had been silent spoke up.
"Why are you acting like this?" She asks. Tears are falling down her face.
"Because, Elena. I'm not the old Kiera, who wouldn't even look at Stefan because she was too scared to loose you. Now." I say holding my hands up.
"I'm screwing him." I lie. She gasps and backs away.
"Stop. You're lying." She cries.
"Am I?" I ask. She grabs the nearest thing and throws it at me. I, of course, catch it.
I speed towards her but Damon grabs me by the neck.
"Enough." He growls. I chuckle.
"What? are you gonna kill me because I hurt your feelings? Awe. How cute. Do it. Kill me. Please." I say. Sadness flashes in his eyes as he understands my double meaning.
"She's not worth it." Caroline says.
He lets go of me and keeps his sad eyes on mine.
"I don't care about any of you. I never have, and I never will. I don't want to come home, and I couldn't care less if you all died. So stop looking for Stefan and I." I state numbly.
"Don't worry. We'll get Stefan and leave you to rot with Klaus." Elena says bitterly.
I growl and speed to grab her neck. When I pin her to the wall she places her hands on my neck.
"Don't you understand? Stop being stupid! We don't want you looking for us! Either of us! Klaus. WILL. Kill you if he sees you! Stay. The. Hell. Away!" I demand. She gasps for air.
"Kiera. That's enough. She gets it." Damon said calmly. I let go of her and look at Tyler.
"Tell Matt for me. Tell him I didn't care about him either. He was merely a toy when I got bored." I said.
(Hehe^)
Damon who seemed to not believe my charade nodded.
"I'm leaving." I state. I walk over to the window and open it before jumping out and running to the meeting spot I made with Stefan.
Happy Birthday, Elena.