CHAPTER 10
FIERCE'S POV
Napatingin ako kay cloak ng biglang may dumampi sa labi ko. For I dont know how many times ngayong araw na to. Kasalukuyan kasi kaming nasa pent house ni jarice at nagbabasa ako ng mga tungkol sa kaniya.
"What was that?"-me
"A You're-doing-good kiss."
naapiling na lang ako..ilang beses na niya yan ginawa ngayong araw na to. Merong that's-wrong kiss, we-should-eat kiss, finish-your-meal kiss, rest-for-awhile kiss.
naadik lang sa labi ko?
sabagay..
nakakaadik din naman yung sa kaniya.
kung drugs lang ang halik ni cloak baka matagal na akong adik at nagiistay na dapat ako sa rehab..baka magkapitbahay pa kaming dalawa don.
he love my lips..
and I love his.
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nag dikwatro ako at nagsimula na naman akong magbasa. Hindi ako amtapos tapos dahil sa pang-iistorbo ni cloak. Kanina pa kasi siya biglang nanghahalik.
actually wala pa naman kaming gagawin nitong araw na to...bukas pa.
iniintay pa kasi namin yung follow up report mula sa VEIL kung saan iniimbestigana kung san kami pwedeng magstart dahil wala pa kaming makuhang clue.
nilingon ko si cloak na nakikibasa din...mukang seryosong seryoso siya pero base sa pagkakaangat ng gilid ng labi niya nag-iisip na naman yan ng bagong dahilan para makahalik.
"Stop distracting me..hindi tayo matatapos dito."-me
"Wala naman akong ginagawa ah."
"Sus, wala daw."
".............."
"Silent type of guy ka na naman diyan..alam ko namang may iniisip ka na naman na kalokohan."
".............."
"What kind of kiss this time? a dont-bother-me kiss?"
"pwede."
natawa ako.
tinignan ko siya ng masama...ngumisi alng siya..a boyish grin. Yung parang ngiti ng binatilyo na nahuling may ginagawang kalokohan.
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napatingin ako sa T.V. tapos nakangiting tinignan ko si cloak...pagapang na lumapit ako sa kaniya at sumiksik..naramdaman ko na nanigas siya sa kinauupuan niya.
i cant understand him sometimes..
parang naiilang siya sakin pero lapit naman siya ng lapit sakin.
bipolar?
"................"
"Papayagan kitang halikan mo ko ng marami..kung may gagawin ka para sakin."
"What?"-cloak
napangiti ako ng mukang excited na tumingin siya sakin.
lumingon ulit ako sa TV.
"Cloak..."
"Yes?"
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"Sing for me."-me
napahalakhak ako ng bigla siyang nasamid. Nanlalaki yung mga mata niyang napatingin sakin at mukang tinitignan niya kung seryoso ako.
"A kiss for a song."-me
"B-But..."
"Hmmm?"
nakita kong bumuntong hininga siya at tumahimik ng ilang saglit. Pagkatapos ay tumingin siya sakin at nginisihan ako...a kind of grin na parang gusto ko ng kabahan.
"What?"-me
"I'll sing for you...kung papayag ka na halikan ka...and...
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a little more than that."
napasinghap ako.
"Cloak..."
"We wont do it all the way."
napalunok ako....pero gusto ko talagang marinig ang boses niya. Saka minsan lang siya magsalita ng mahaba...and also...parang wala din naman akong talo.
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"Deal."-me
ngumiti siya.
pagkatapos ay namumutlang tumahimik ulit at mukang nag-iisip ng kakantahin..pagkatapos ay may kung ano siyang pinindot sa remote..tumayo siya at may tinignan sa cd ni jarrice..ng matapos na siya at pinaandar na niya yung cd.
lumapit siya sakin at umupo sa tabi ko.
bgilang pumailanlang na kanta.
"I can't stand to fly,I'm not that naivei 'm just out to find, The better part of me. I'm more than a bird, I'm more than a plane, I'm more than some pretty face beside a train and it's not easy to be me."
napanganga ako.
now...thats something..
he's singing superman by five for fighting.
what shock me the most..
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he's really good.
"Wish that I could cry fall upon my knees, find a way to lie, about a home I'll never see. It may sound absurd, but don't be naive,Even heroes have the right to bleed I may be disturbed, but won't you concede, Even heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me."
hindi ako nakaimik.
"Up, up and away, away from me It's all right, you can all sleep sound tonight I'm not crazy, or anything, I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive, Men weren't meant to ride..With clouds between their knees i'm only a man in a silly red sheet digging for kryptonite on this one way street Only a man in a funny red sheet looking for special things inside of me Inside of me, Inside me
Yeah, inside me, Inside of me.
superman..
my superman.
"I'm only a man,In a funny red sheet, I'm only a man looking for a dream, I'm only a man In a funny red sheet and it's not easy."-cloak
nakangiting hininaan niya yung stereo at tumingin sakin.
"That's so long and i feel really tired...so..i need to charge."-cloak
namula ako.
He pulled me closer to him and kissed me fully on my lips. I can feel him gently biting my lower lip..then sucking it...his tongue flicking around my lips.
I moan when I felt his hand on my hips...he pulled me on top of him until I'm straddling him. I can feel his maleness on me when he pushed me down.
His kisses travelled down my ears...then on my neck..gently nibbling my soft skin there. I tangled my gingers on his hair...pulling him closer to me.
I bucked lightly when i felt his hand snaked inside my shirt. Reaching for my peak....his magnificent hands unclasped my brassiere and pulled it off me. While his kisses wento down on my collarbone.
I suddenly hear a tearing sound..i look down and saw my shirt...torn apart. He looked at me and smiled then he lick his way down to my breasts...flicking his tongue around one peak...gently grazing his teeth on it until it harden. I groaned when i felt him take one breast fully on his mouth...
sucking it...
his other hand wento down on my legs..parting my thighs lightly and thrusting his hands inside my skirt.
"Cloak..."
just like my shirt...he forcefully take my skirt off. I tried to stop hin from taking my undies but he just oushed my hand away...i can feel his kisses going down.
and before i know it..
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he take me with his mouth.
I arched my back as he made love with me using his tongue..circling it around my femininity..probing...while his finger find its way inside..
he thrust it slowly at first..
until i started to meet his move.
it's like im reachng for something so far away...and I wont have it if I dont move..I thrashed and wriggle...i can feel cloak's gaze on me but I tried not to look at him.
i can feel it..
im finally getting near-
"Cloak...."
he suddenly stopped.
"Look at me."-cloak
tumingin ako sa kaniya...and I cried out his name when I feel him move his finger again. I never had experienced this before...not even with harvey...
but i like this feeling..
and i dont know why..
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but i want to feel cloak inside me.
"Cloak...i want you.."
"Not now."
i bit his shoulder in exasperation.
I wrapped my arms around him and open my legs wider when I felt him move again. He's thrusthing his finger...faster...and faster inside me.
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i arched my back and shouted his name when I reached my climax. Cloak gently kissed my neck while I'm trying to steady my breathing.
"What was that?"-me
"Orgasm."
pinalo ko siya sa braso.
"Its unfair."-me
"Why?"
"Kasi...ano..ako...basta! pano ka?"
i can see amusement in his eyes. He kissed me on my lips pagkatapos ay ngumiti siya sakin.
"Im fine...did you enjoy it?"-cloak
namula yung muka ko.
kailangan pa bang itanong yon eh..
obvious naman diba?
"Ano.."-me
"What?"
"Ano kasi.."
"Hmmm?"
"Yes."
ngumiti siya pagkatapos ay umupo...hinila niya ako papunta sa kaniya at mukang hindi niya alintana na wala akong suot na kahit ano.
"I need to get dressed."-me
"Later."
"pero-"
"I love your warm skin dont you know that?"
"amm...no?"-me
tumingina ko sa mga mata niya. He's smiling at me...really smiling. Kahit yung mata niya parang nakangiti sakin..parang ang saya-saya niya.
"Cloak..."
"............"
"why?"
"Why what?"-cloak
"pwede ka ng mag take advantage sakin kanina."
"I cant."
"Why?"
"I dont want to use you that way fie."
nginitian ko siya.
sinong mag-aakala..
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na may gantong side si cloak?
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niteeey na po!
salamat po sa inyong lahaaaaat!