WARNING:
abuse scene ahead, if your sensible with this topic please don't read ahead thank you so much!
P.D: I suck at this notes!
No P.O.V
How many times have I told you to stop getting so late!!?!?- the bottle just broke right beside your head, she wasn't drunk, of course she wasn't
She was just angry
-as...as I already told you, I have classes after school, it's to improve m- your sentence was interrupted by another glass breaking now to the other side of you
-to what?! Explain!- she screamed
-t-to improve my... my- again, another glass broken
-to improve what?!-
-my skills with Philosophy! If you only knew! I swear I can do something with this! There's this one philosopher tha- another broken glass flew
Into your face
-listen here! I don't care if you learn about some stupid people who only care about themselves, in this house we do what Z and i say okay? I don't want to hear this bullshit again got it?!- She screamed practically in your ear, earning a few looks of disgust from you
But that didn't stop you
-I love this topic, if you could just listen to me!- you said with a demanding tone, not caring about the drops of blood running through your face, you had to prove your point, She looked at the floor, thinking, maybe she just realized you're passion
Or that's what you thought till she threw a punch into your bloodied face, coming closer and brought your faces together with her hand tangled around your (h/c) locks
-as i said before, I don't fucking care who your are or what you want, now we do what I or Z say, you like philosophy? I don't care-
-I-I love i...it- you said in stutters
-well, we all love a lot of things, but life is unfair my dear daughter, now go and do as I said!!- she let go of you, and you dropped to your knees, not caring if there were broken pieces of glass, you were used to the pain now
-you should have just kill me when I was born... - your face was facing the ground, but you could already feel the strong gaze the woman was giving you, she ran to were you were and quickly pull you from your hair, making you scream in pain
-believe me when I say that I did not want you in my life my dear daughter, if it wasn't for your father I would be rich and happy and you fortunately never in this world!-
You smirked
-if I was never born you would probably be still in that ugly bar selling yourself to actually get something to eat! But I guess people can dream right? Don't come saying that i made your life hell mom, you were the cause of your destruction- her eye twitch, her face turning red and her hand already taking your head
-count to 11 would ya?- you did as said
-1...- a slap
2..- a punch in the face
3... another slap
4... she slammed your head into the cold ground
5...
6...
7....
8...
9....
10....
10 hits, 10 bruises and you couldn't get to the number 11 anymore.
She left, without another word, your body to weak to actually go to your 'room' .
You brought your knees to your chest and just looked at the big mess your house was, mumbling words out loud.
-life's unfair... life's unfair- you repeated to yourself
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-HOLY SHI!- you woke up, eyes wide open, cold sweat down in your forehead, and something preventing you from standing up completely
You looked around, still panting from the dream before, the place making silent noises a forest is supposed to do
So we slept here... you thought
You looked at your right, seeing the boy you fight against lately sleeping peacefully with an arm around your waist, not trying to let go, he looked peaceful, calm
Not like a total douchebag
You got up slowly, your body still hurting from the fighting you had last day, you could activate your immortality but you wanted the full experience, the pain, the happiness, everything
Since it was the only time you get to feel that again
(((((((Explain WHAT?!!- )))))))))))
You flinched at the sudden voice in your head, trying to remember that weird dream you had last night, it gave you a headache, but tried to ignore it, thinking it was just another human thing .
Going out of the little dark cave you and Kusuo discovered in the lost forest, you walked out and just peacefully walked around, watching everything and every animal, Karma had done a great job, you must admit
-your eyes still sparkle when you think of your past- a voice was heard from behind you, you reacted rapidly and threw what you thought was a pig? You did not care, you threw it at the lack of weapons in the forest
-who are you?!- you screamed, still with another pig in your other hand, you believed was the mom of the last animal?
-woah woah there! Let's not waste Karma's work shall we? I don't want to burn it to ashes!- you sighed, knowing that cocky but 'sweet' smile, the dimples and red fluffy hair
-hey Kai- you said monotonously, taking the pig into the floor carefully, trying to apologize to him but they just wouldn't listen.
-hey (y/n), what's up?- he smiled at you cockily making you roll your eyes, not wanting to deal with him anymore
-that's what I should be asking? Why are you not up? You know... up!?- referring to the sky, where gods and goddess lived
-... I... well you see...- his cheeks tinted like his hair, he scratched his neck playfully and took a a quick glance to you before looking down again
-I wanted to see you...- he finally admitted, making your eyebrow raised
-you... you wanted to see me?- your voice sounded shaky, almost sarcastic, you couldn't believe the lie Kai was just saying, he wanted to see you? Bullshit, he just wanted to annoy you
-be honest Kai, what do you want?- you took a step closer and held the collar of his shirt, pressing your body into his chest
He gulped
-I already said I wanted to see you!- he scooped closer too, now both of you inches always from your lips touching, for Kai it felt like the most difficult moment in his life, the time he was crowned as one of the grands gods was nothing compare to what he was feeling right now
You in the other side, were praying for him to just laugh and let that serious look in his face away.
You hated watching Kai like this, it made you realize how much authority he actually possessed.
-Kai-
-yes?-
-your hands are burning my waist- you finally let out, he quickly took his hands away from your waist and saw that indeed he had his fire in his palms and now the black hoodie you were using was a little burned, you didn't complain, it was not line it hurt
-s-sorry! I just... I don't know what's up with me lately...-
you knew that every time Kai got into really awkward or somehow nervous situations his palms got a reddish fire, unconsciously he could burn a lot of things. You figured it out sometime after you watched him in the coronation of the fire nation, it was a lot to take in as a grand god.
There are more people living in the sky, not only gods and goddesses, the four grand gods have each a big nation that crowns a citizen from that nation every 10,000 years.That time it was ilesh, a veteran who had been grand god 3 times consecutive, Agatha who had only been 2 times and Sui and Kai which had been their first time as grand gods.
When he was mentioned as the new defensor of Fire nation his hands suddenly threw balls of fire everywhere, making a lot of people mad and some somehow curious as to why a teen who couldn't control his powers could be grand god.
You thought he was interesting at that time.
You were wrong, he was just a jerk
-you just zoned out.. so ridiculous- you heard his annoying deep voice near you, making your memories go and getting back to reality
-look who's talking, anyways, you have some news for me?- you crossed your arms, and he sighed
- no... everything is the same, just hurry would you? Ilesh can't take much longer- you nodded your head and pushed his shoulder slightly, earning a little smile from the fire god
-you need to go back, it's dangerous, and I don't want Kusuo to find out I'm talking to some random guy-
-right, looks like you have been close to your victim (y/n), I think you got a liking for him- he frowned at you, still with that cocky attitude
-just performance mr. Kai- you said cutely
-I hope it is cutie pie- Kai just winked at you, making you puke out of cheesiness
-why telling me this tho?- you asked, he just sighed and ran a hand trough his hair, making eye contact with you, you would lie if you say that Kai was attractive...
Okay. He was hot af, but you never let his looks and smirk get you, you weren't like the girls from water nation, who melted for the young god, you were not Like that
-I just thought... remember where you are from.. you are a goddess okay? Not a human-
You rolled your eyes and nodded, obviously irritated
-okay... I'll go now... just, remember us please (y/n), you belong up there- he said pointing to the sky
-I know I know, now go before people start to notice you're missing
-okay- he turned and start walking, not before saying in a mere whisper a quick -I love you- and then left
You sure wanted answers as to why he was acting that weird, but honestly couldn't care less, you had to come back to the cave before Saiki woke up, you made your way back to where you trained
Not looking back and noticing a pink haired boy
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