❝give me your hand and save me. i need your love before i fall.❞
"seokjin?"
oh fuck, shit, crap, bitch, tits, cock... "uhh, jungkookie, y-you're back early..." i say as i wipe the sweat off my hands with jungkooks sheets secretly. "i never told you that i was going to leave, wait- what are you even doing inside my room? i told you that my room was off-limits." he replied as he stepped closer to me. he seemed pretty angry. jungkook's eyebrows were furrowed and his jaw was sharper than ever, his lips held a tight line as his eyes gave a dark gaze.
oh no, was this my death? I'm too handsome to die! i panic internally as jungkook grabs my wrist quite and pulls me out of the room quite forcefully. it started to hurt. "j-jungkook, i just... wanted to clean the apartment..." i lied but he didn't seem to buy it as he scoffed. he let go of my arm when we were standing in the living room. "the place is always clean, i make sure to clean it every morning before leaving anywhere, even when I'm not leaving, i clean it." he answers, his voice stern.
jesus, where was the bunny i would see on tv? he really seemed angry. "i... i just got curious... w-"
"well curiosity killed the cat, why in the world would you go in when i told you not to?!" he cuts me, angered. i withdrew, seeing jungkook angry was on another level. no, it didn't seem like he was angry, it seemed like... like somebody had snitched on him, told everybody this big secret he didn't want anybody to know. ever. "i-it's not like i damaged anything!" i frowned, but that didn't seem to help as he crossed his arms, his arms bulging.
i gulp, is it me or is it hot in here? "jungkook, i just got a bit curious — that's all. i didn't t... touch anything and i didn't break anything, i swear! plus, there isn't anything special inside your room... but... what were those tapes you had?" i asked as it decided to swing by my mind. but it's true, what the hell were those tapes?
jungkook's eyes widen, his arms slightly loosened but he got back to his demeanor of being irate. it seemed like he was afraid, the look in his eyes, they were holding a secret. i could tell. "jungkook, what do they hold? why do you have them?" i asked, i stepped closer but he seemed alarmed. almost like a mother cat protecting its kittens.
i had never seen him this protective in my life.
he pulls out his hand as if he was going to hit me — i closed my eyes but i felt nothing, nothing clashing into my face. i open an eye, he was sighing. i swear, if he actually slaps me, i would straight up strangle him. why the fuck would he want to harm me? they're just tapes, right? he pulls back his hand. "sorry... just, let's not talk about that..." he whispers as he walks past me and into his room, slamming the door shut. i hear the door lock.
what the fuck?
i turn around, trying to process what was going to happen.
he caught me snooping around his room, i asked him about the tapes, he looked like he was going to have a mental breakdown, he was almost going to hit me, apologized then left? this was really when i realized, jungkook is hiding something. i stare at the door, my eyebrows suddenly feel heavy as i contemplate about this. my fingers twitching, my feet wanting to move.
just what the hell was jungkook hiding? and why is he so afraid to tell me?
i shake my head and shuffle over into the kitchen, opening the fridge to prepare dinner.
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i see a familiar '92 red chevy pulling up. we were having a little party at jimin's place. no biggie, just a hangout. other idols would be coming, lucky me. "hey taehyungie!" i beamed as he got out the chevy. "hi seokjinnie." he smiles as he hugs me. i hug him back, completely forgetting about the whole ordeal about jungkook being a bad dude. sure he's an enigma but it's not like he murdered somebody.
"let's go inside! the others are already here," i say as we walk inside the house and into the living room where everybody else was. who was here? well, jungkook, jimin (obviously.), hoseok, namjoon, chanyeol, baekhyun, kyungsoo, jongin, rosé, jisoo, jackson, solar, and last but not least, hwasa. pretty many, right? but it's just 9 +me and taehyung here. so it's 11 people. jimin owns a big house so it doesn't matter much anyway.
jimin invited idols he knew. jungkook seemed to only know solar, hoseok, and namjoon as he was quite distant. taehyung and i sat down at the couch. let me tell you who are sitting together.
jimin and taehyung, namjoon and jackson, chanyeol and baekhyun, kyungsoo and jongin, rosé and jisoo, solar and hwasa. i envied kyungsoo and jongin, they just seemed so cute and close together. they were practically eye-fucking each other right now, i think jungkook noticed how i was looking at them as he snaked his arm around my waist and pulled me towards him, our arms touching. i looked at him and he smiled.
tonight was going to be fun! i hope — "alright, everyone! tonight we are going to have a blast! we will play games like truth or dare, never have i ever... and so on... but beware-- we ain't going innocent on this one." jimin smirks as he points at all of us. the girls giggle and jungkook chuckles.
dear god, may he have mercy on me...
ok ok ok
this was lowkey bad but all of my chapters are bad so whatever ig lmaooo
but now jinnie is kind of suspicious of jk, like "damn hes sus..." yknow??? but like yeah hes still too innocent and doesn't understand but he know... he know that jungoo got dat secret...
ok but fr thanks for still reading this garbage lol
i love u guys!
also, my ass got tagged by -LovedM so i gotta do this...
1. bias is justin seagull, yknow???
2. first bts song i heard was dope :')
3. J-HOOOOOOOPEEEEEEEE (im so original, i know)
4. lmao OBVIOUSLY
5. RM <3 sorry tae but youre on the mmm papi side for me...
6. obviously im cute, im not some sort of roach :C
7. nanatsu no taizai! <3
8. i have many but my most favorite is either blue or red
9. favorite number is 9! :)
10. i got none because i am socially inept :D
11. grotesque
12. early 2016 or late 2015
13. my man jungkook, like, there's a reason he got number 1 on sexiest man alive... (jimin u sexc too, ily bby<3)
14. ugh god, jungkook's cover of 'we don't talk anymore'
15. chicken w rice
16. 🤪
17. somebody who is funny, goofy, cute, kind, who would let me be 'me', somebody who can take care of me because i am a living abomination and i would probably blow up my kitchen if i even breathed next to my stove.
18. jesus, mary, and joseph
19. my little penguin taehyung <3 (although yoongi will always be my lil meow meow)
20. namjoon. he literally is just everything you cant find in a man nowadays, or its just really rare to find a crab-loving-inspiring-man...
i tag my wife whatta_snakeu and LuvMyya16
ok bye for real ❤