"I love this part" Ryan says pointing to the T.V
I look up from my phone and nod
I go back on my phone and he's still talking
"Are you paying attention"
"Really no way"
"What"
"Oh my god noooo"
"Alyssa!"
"Huh?" I adjust my eyes to him and he's shaking his head
"You aren't watching the movie"
"I'm sorry"
"What's so important on your phone"
"Nothing im just bored"
"Then tell me that"
"Well I really just want to eat"
"Eat my dick! WOAH"
"Ryan!"
"I-I it just came out. I don't know what came over me"
"It's fine relax" I laugh and pull him down by his shirt to kiss me
"I mean if you want me too I will" I jokingly flirt and he slaps my arm
"Stop That" he says pointing at me
"Hey you started it. You did tell me to eat your dick" I shrug
"It was a joke" he sticks his tongue out at me and I repeat this action causing us both to laugh
"Just order the pizza already"
He orders the pizza and as we wait for it to arrive we watch the movie and well I fall asleep. But only because his lap is so comfortable and he was playing with my hair.
Maybe if his legs didn't fit my head so perfectly then it wouldn't have happened
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It finally arrives and he has to get up
He gets the pizza and sits back down, my head immediately going back on his lap
He places the pizza box on my stomach and opens it
"Is it too hot?" He asks
"Nope it's like a tasty blanket"
"Okay" he laughs
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We finally finished our movie and pizza and now I'm tired. His aunts not back and I'm sure my brothers won't want to pick me up
Therefore, I'm staying over
"I can't believe it's our first ever sleep over." Ryan exclaims laying in his bed
"Tour?"
"Well that wasn't a real bed"
"Ah I see, well I'm going to call Jonah"
I call Jonah and he immediately picks up
"Where are you!"
"I'm still at Ryan's. We didn't go to the party for his aunt but she obviously did. She said I could sleep over Ryan's house if I wanted. Well if you say it's okay"
"Phew you had me worried."
"I'm sorry. So can I stay over?"
"Sure"
"Omg you're the best I love you. Well goodnight"
"Goodnight"
I hang up and get in the bed with Ryan
"You know I love you... like a lot." he tells me as I put my head on his chest
"I love you too"
"Do you think you'll want to be with me forever?"
"Yeah Of course I will"
"But do you actually. You can be honest with me if not. Cause I really want to be with you forever and I want to forever love you but I understand if you wouldn't feel the same. And if not I can just enjoy this time with you"
"why wouldn't I want to be with you forever. You're perfect. You are the best person, friend, boyfriend, ever"
"It's just no one out of my family has ever loved me"
"Ry... don't say that"
"It's true now only my aunt loves me... and you right"
"Yes I love you and don't say no one ever has. I hate hearing you talk about yourself like that. You are absolutely perfect and who cares that no one in your past 'loved' you which I'm sure is a lie. And even if it is the truth that doesn't make me not love you. So yes I do hope to love you and be with you forever cause you're the only person I can see myself with in the future. But only if you stop thinking no one else will ever love you"
"I'm sorry. I just can't imagine being without you. A world without you is a world without living" he smirks and I know he knows what you did
"You know you were being really cute until you quoted them"
Hi this book is coming to an end but before it ends something bad happens but it's to wrap up the story
There will definitely be a sequel but for now it's almost over