Chapter 2.23: The Conversation
Cheska’s POV
Naupo kami ni Fey matapos nang aming makabagdamdaming pagyayakapan. I really miss him, sobra.
“S-sorry” We both said. And we laugh.
“Sorry, pupuntahan na dapat kita after that day pero I feel na may tamang oras, ayokong harapin ka na masama pa ang loob ko sayo. Ayokong plastikin ang sarili ko na ok naman sakin. I’ve been hurt hindi dahil bestfriend mo ko, hindi dahil ayaw kitang masaktan uli sa kanya. Kundi mahal kita...” He choke at the last words I just look at him, tama si Chris and Alfie na mahal nga ako ni Fey.
“Sorry for loving you, sorry for all this drama. Umasa kasi ko na may pag asa eh, akala ko meron... akala ko pwede... pero tanga ako eh di dapat ako naniwala sa sarili ko na mamahalin mo ko kasi I know mahal mo siya, mahal na mahal. And I’m just your bestfriend, dapat sa simula pa lang malinaw na sakin yun...” a tear fell on his eyes, I wipe it.
“That tear doesn’t deserve me, sorry too for letting you feel na may pag asa kasi meron eh, di ko lang siguro napapansin noon pero gusto kita pero mahal ko siya. Like you said mahal na mahal ko siya. Everyone is a fool when it becomes on love, me, you, everybody and I’m happy coz if we don’t feel that foolness we will not be strong like this. Masaya ako kay Alfie, sobrang saya. And I know Masaya ka sa kanya, di ba...”
“Masaya ako tama ka, she was the one who approached me. And my heart back to its original form, feels like my heart born again, mali ako na layuan ka, wala akong mapagkwentuhan nang kasiyahan ko. I’m a forgiven?” he said, I hold his hand.
“Yes, from the start you left me di ko inisip na kasalanan yun, akala ko kasi mabilis lang eh, umabot pa nang isang buwan *chuckle* but bestfriend kita eh, di kita matitiis, kita mo nga ako pa ang pumunta dito..”
“*chuckle* sorry for that, balak naman talaga kitang puntahan di ba... na miss kita” He brush my hair, I pout.
“Grabe nang gugulo ng buhok!!”
“And your pout *chuckle* yan ang matagal ko nang gustong makita sayo ang maging masaya ka, yang ngiti mo hindi dito sa mga labi mo kundi dito sa mga mata mo... I hope di ka na umiyak pa uli sa kanya, coz I don’t know what to do if that’ll happen again.”
“Thank you for being here by my side whenever I’m down or whenever I’m up. Thank you so much” I hug his waist, he caress my back.
“I’m just here for you... always”
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“How’s your talk?” Alfie ask me, nandito kami sa park...
“Like the usual, say sorry and then that’s it. I’m glad na balik na uli kami sa dati. Baby nga pala mabalik ko yung kagabi sabi mo aalis tayo?”
“Yeah maybe later, it’s so sunny. It’s hard to drive like this.”
“Eh san ba kasi tayo pupunta?”
“I don’t know” I look at him.
“Ang daya mo talaga, I know you know where were going mr.”
“A bit *grin* c’mon lets have some rest.” Tignan mo to iniwan ako... Hinabol ko siya at sumampa sa likod niya.
“Baby get down...” He said pero hinahawakan niya naman ako.
“Nope”
“Baby they looking at us...” I look around. They are staring at us and they look happy.
“Wala namang nakatingin nang masama ah, ikaw talaga nahihiya ka lang eh. Sabihin mo muna sakin kung saan tayo pupunta mamaya...” I tease him.
“Nope, pag di ka pa bumaba malalaglag ka.”
“As if you can ^^” He just smirk. I love this man. Very.
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4:00 PM
“Alfie san ba tayo pupunta?” naka sakay lang kami sa kotse niya, kanina pa kaming 3 umalis. I don’t know where we going :(
“And now Alfie na lang...” He look at me pissed?
“San mo ba kasi ako dadalhin?”
“Can you just wait!” He raise his voice, kanina ko pa kasi siya kinukulit kung san kami pupunta.
“Eh di wait !!” kanina pa rin ako irritable!
“And now galit ka na rin?”
I just cross my arms and look at the window.
“You’re ruining it!!” He exclaimed
“You’re ruining it!!” I mimic him.
“Stop that!!” I mimic him again, ginalaw galaw ko pa yung braso ko.
“Don’t be so childish!!” I look at him with my brows in one line.
“Childish? Me? Oh God” tinalikuran ko siya! Bahala siya sa buhay niya! Childish pala eh, then be it!
Di na niya ko inimikan, ako naman nag laro lang sa cellphone ko. Gustong gusto ko nang bumaba pero di ko alam pabalik! If only he said where we'll going siguro naka baba na ko dito at NAKAUWI NA SA AMIN!!
“Nandito na tayo bumaba ka na dyan!” bumaba siya ng kotse, I just look at him huminto siya sa pintuan ko at hinihintay na lumabas ako.
“Now what, mag pipilitan tayo dito?” I ignore him.
“Get down there Cheska!!” I look at him pissed. Super pissed!!!
Bumaba ako and keep me busy on my phone, ayaw kong kausapin siya ng mainit ang ulo ko. Parehas pa kami, ayokong makasakit and the end pag sisihan ko lang !!
Pumasok kami sa isang resort, pumunta siya dun sa counter ako naman tumayo lang sa isang tabi... sumulyap ako sa kanya, aba nilalandi na siya nung clerk ayaw niya pang dalian! Umalis ako sa pwesto ko at tumakbo, I can feel the sand on my feet. Nasa resort kami? Bakit? Oh well bahala siya busy pa yata siya sa pakikipag landian doon sa clerk na yun!
Nang makakita ako ng spot na di matao tumayo ako dun at pinagmasdan ang paplubog nang araw... Siguro kaya dinala niya ko dito dahil iiwanan uli niya ko, at least ready ako...
“Baby sorry...” I gasp when someone hug and kiss my shoulder. I look at him sideways.
“If you’re leaving again, say it now...” Napakalas siya sakin at pumunta sa harap ko.
“What are you saying?” He said.
“You bring me here to finally say goodbye right? Wag na tayong mag paligoy-ligoy pa. If you want to lea--“ I cutted. He kisses me hard but sweet... I don’t know but I feel some pain in his kiss.
“Ano bang sinasabi mo? Leaving? Me? Bakit ako aalis? Bakit kita iiwanan?”
“The last time you bring me on the beach, you leave me onwards...”
“Baby... no, not now that I’m madly deeply in love with you. Not now that I love you that much, I’ll never gonna leave you. I’m not, never again... so don’t think things...”
“B-bakit mo ko dinala dito?” I said.
“Kasi gusto kong tuparin yung pangako ko sayo na nagbalik ako, di ba ang dagat ang witness natin. I want to assure you that I didnt break my promise. I love you okay” He said, leaning his forehead to mine. I hug him.
“Sorry for accusing, sorry talaga... I love you so much...”
“It’s ok I understand it...” He stroke my hair.. Humarap ako sa kanya and when our eyes met, our lips find they’re ways too...
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“Baby ayoko na !! aaaah!!!”
“No, baby yaaaah !!!”
Were playing on sand, dahil wala naman kaming extrang damit kaya bawal kami sa tubig. Kaya eto nagbatuhan lang kami ng buhangin...
“Alfie ayoko na. BABY!”
“Hahahaha you loser...” Naupo ako sa buhanginan nang tumatawa, looking Alfie like this makes me smile.
“Why you’re laughing at me? Do I have sand on my face?”He clears his face.
“Ano ka ba wala! Tumatawa ako kasi para kang bata. Yung carefree lang, walang iniisip kundi yung ngayon...”
“I haven’t done this since mom left us.” I feel his arms around me, I lean to his shoulder
“Kung nasan man ang mommy mo, I’m sure ang saya saya niya kasi may pogi siyang anak, matalino, at mapagmahal... Thank you.” I look at him.
“For what?”
“For everything. For everything you share with me, sa mga di mo naman talaga ginagawa pero I’m the exception. Thank you Alfie, thank you for letting me enter on your life.”
“And thank you for disturbing my quiet life... I love you”
“I love you too kahit di naman kita dinisturb :P”
“You disturb it and my heart use to it” I smile shyly. I just lean on his shoulder and look at the sea. Peaceful, very peaceful....
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