The Benefits Project ; phan au

By akutagcwa

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Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad infl... More

The Benefits Project || Phan
Prologue
1 ; 'Danny Boy'
2 ; False Hopes
3 ; The Project
4 ; Phil's House
5 ; The Hickey
6 ; Les Deux Alpes
7 ; Skiing 101
8 ; New Year
9 ; Evaluation Day
10 ; Breaking Heart
11 ; A Game
12 ; Broken Altogether
13 ; Loving You
14 ; Truth Told
15 ; True Kisses
16 ; Third Hickey
17 ; Homophobia Project
18 ; Coming Out
19 ; Undeserving Queer
20 ; Will You?
21 ; Spring Dance
22 ; Alton Towers
24 ; It's Okay
25 ; I Love You
Q&A

23 ; I Want You

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By akutagcwa

#23

Warmth spread over my face, waking me suddenly and I leant on my elbows. I swiped the sleep out of my eyes as they adjusted to the sunlight which peered through the crack of the curtains.  I turned to Phil and tapped his nose twice, his eyes opened slightly and his blue orbs looked at me sleepily. I grinned and stroked some black strands of his fringe out of his eyes. 

"Morning sunshine," I said softly.

"Morning birthday boy," Phil replied sleepily.

He yawned and then sat up.

"What's the time?" Phil asked, pulling the duvet up to his chest more.

I lent over to the bed side table next to me, taking my phone and clicked the lock button causing the screen to flash brightly.

"Nine am," I replied.

"We should probably get up, the park opens at 10 am for us and we need to have breakfast," Phil explained, rolling out of bed and I groaned.

"But I don't wanna get up," I moaned, grabbing my pillow and curling into a ball under the duvet.

Phil chuckled and walked over to my side of the bed before whipping the duvet off me. Cold enclosed me and I let out a squeal at the shock. Phil laughed and tickled my sides as I doubled over in giggles. I begged him to stop as I curled into a ball, my cheeks aching from how much I was laughing before Phil kissed my lips and stopped tickling me.

"Fine! Fine! I'm up Jesus Christ!" I said tiredly and climbed off the bed with Phil rather flustered behind me. I walked into the bathroom and brushed my teeth before straightening my hair — as if I was going into Alton Towers with my hobbit hair. Once I walked out of the bathroom Phil walked in while tugging his final leg into some black skinnies.

I pulled some black skinny jeans out of my suitcase and then my My Chemical Romance shirt since I didn't have anything better to wear. I slipped a burgundy hoodie on before slipping my vans onto my feet.

Phil exited the bathroom moments later wearing his sonic t-shirt and odd socks - polka dots and stripes - his hair also straightened with his contacts in I assumed. I looked at Phil and he grinned.

"Are you ready?" Phil asked.

"Yeah," I replied. "Do you think we'll need to bring anything with us around the park?"

"We can always come back to the hotel if need be so let's just take our phones and wallets," Phil said, picking up his wallet and tucking it safely in his front pocket. I nodded and did the same. I took Phil's hand and we walked down to the area where we would eat breakfast, taking a table next to the large window which looked out onto the sun which beamed down onto the whole park. I decided to have some pancakes whilst Phil had french toast, it wasn't long before they arrived with lemon juice squeezed all over and sugar sprinkled on top like a shiny blanket. 

I took the first pancake, cutting into it and tasting the tang of the lemon mix with the sweetness of the sugar in a heaven of flavour, the pancake texture soft and smooth.

"These are amazing! You need to try them!" I told Phil excitedly, pushing the plate over to him where he took a bite of his pancake.

His eyes widened in bewilderment.

"Heaven on a plate," he giggled.

"True," I agreed, tucking into the rest of the pancakes, not long after them all being devoured. 

I swigged some of my water, patting my full belly.

"What rides first then? Not something too extreme otherwise we'll be throwing up," I asked smiling, and somewhat blushing.

"You pick, you're the birthday boy," Phil told me dreamily, still eating his breakfast.

"But you're here too —"

"No, you pick Dan," Phil said, giving me the map of the park. "I agree about nothing too extreme though."

I nodded, my finger tracing all of the rides on the map.

"What about the mine cart thingy by the rapids?" I suggested, turning the map so it wasn't upside down to Phil before pointing at it.

"Sounds good! Let's go," Phil smiled, we stood up and left the hotel, thanking our waiter. 

As soon as the sun hit me I realised I probably didn't need a jumper but I should probably keep it for the water rides despite how hot it was. Phil and I made our way around the park to the ride I had chosen, the queue not being very long as the park hadn't opened officially for people who didn't hold Merlin passes or stayed in the hotel. We took our seats at the front again as a couple of people got on behind us. Soon after the ride took us into the light and we sped around on the track, lifting our hands in the air for fun. 

The ride wasn't very long but thrilling, soon the public were being let inside the park so we decided to head to the majority of the larger rides so the queues would be slightly shorter at first than later on during the day. While we were in the queue for Air, my phone began to buzzed in my pocket. I pulled it out a took the call, holding it to my ear.

"Happy birthday Dan!" Tilly's voice giggled through the phone and I grinned.

"And good morning to you too Tilly," I snorted humorously. 

"We have a present for you at home!" she giggled again. "But you'll have to wait! Happy big seventeenth birthday!"

I smiled goofily, then bit my lip as the phone crackled a little.

"Morning sweetheart, happy birthday, how have things been?" my mum's soft voice said cheerily.

"Hey mum, things have been good, I'm in a queue right now for a ride,"

"Which ride is that?"

"Air," I replied.

"That ride is amazing Dan, you'll love it," she chuckled lightly. "Feel any different being seventeen then hun?"

"Not really," I told her bluntly.

"Well I hope your day is good sweetheart! Dad's out right now, he'll call you later," mum told me. "Love you. Stay safe."

"Love you too, bye." I pulled the phone way from my ear  and locked it, placing it securely back into my pocket. 

I turned to look at Phil who took my arm so we moved further down the queue since I was getting in the way accidentally. 

"How do you feel about this ride then?" he asked.

"It looks awesome, just the fact it looks like your flying is awesome!" I exclaimed.

Phil nodded.

"Same here, imagine if you could actually fly,"

"I wonder what clouds feel like, they look so soft and cushiony," I said dreamily.

"Probably wet because they're made from water vapour," Phil giggled and I nudged him.

"Turnip."

***

It was late in the afternoon, my body felt slightly fatigued from all the walking Phil and I had done. We were sat down eating chocolate ice cream together near the sonic ride which we had just been on - which I assumed to be Phil's favourite ride since it was sonic. I looked around the area our us and saw a small children's ride where squirrels were traveling around on a rail. For some reason, I was tempted to ask Phil to ride on it with me. 

"Hey Phil,"

My boyfriend peered over to me from behind his ice cream.

"Yeah?"

"Can we go on that ride?" I asked, pointing at the large, mechanical squirrels.

"That's a kids ride Dan," Phil chuckled. "But sure if you want to we can."

I clapped my hands together, letting a childish giggle escape my lips. Phil kissed my cheek tenderly, taking my hand as he threw his napkin in the bin. His hand squeezed mine as we walked towards the ride where many mothers and fathers were stood with their kids - the queue rather short. I shuffled a little, feeling rather tall compared to the children, rather embarrassed to be waiting for such a ride. 

It didn't take long for us to arrive to the front of the queue whether Phil was blushing slightly as we climbed into our squirrel together and the assistant smiled at us both as we set off on the ride, the slow pace taking us around rather noisily. 

Phil took my hand, smiling softly as I looked up to him.

"Your eyes are absolutely stunning Dan," Phil said softly.

I blushed.

"Stop, your eyes are prettier than mine, trust me," I replied bashfully. "But thanks."

Phil cupped my cheek.

"You're welcome, thank you as well,"

"Thanks for this whole trip as well Phil, you're the best person ever," I told him kindly.

"You're welcome again," Phil giggled.

The ride soon arrived back to where we started so we clambered off and walked down the stairs so we felt the concrete of the path under our feet again.

"I'm knackered," I said to Phil, leaning on him slightly.

"Me too to be honest," Phil chuckled. "Let's go back to the hotel and rest till dinner."

***

Dinner had taken up a lot of time, especially since Phil and I stayed to just eat a lot of ice cream and drink milkshakes which were absolutely delicious. We were laid on the bed together, watching videos on YouTube and laughing at the videos together. I rolled over heavily and sighed.

"Dan I'm going to go have a shower," Phil told me.

"Okay, have fun." I smiled.

I raised an eyebrow and watched him walk into the bathroom, strutting his hips a little and my cheeks burned slightly. I turned back to the screen and continued to watch YouTube for a while until the shower began to make almost a racket beside me. Now that I thought about it, I needed to shower too, I'd wait till Phil got out. 

Suddenly I heard Phil call from my name from inside and my head turned towards the bathroom. I stood up and walked to the bathroom door, leaning against the frame.

"What is it Phil?" I called.

"I forgot the shampoo, will you bring it in and give it to me?" Phil called back.

I took the shampoo out of Phil's rucksack, walking back to the bathroom door, opening it slightly and holding the shampoo out.

"No can you literally come in and give it to me?" Phil asked.

I raised an eyebrow.

"Fine," I rolled my eyes and walked inside. 

My eyes quickly met with Phil's tall frame, slenderly leaning against the wall of the shower sexily. My eyes widened as they analysed his body, my body becoming rather heated. Phil leaned over and took the shampoo, walking out of the shower after putting the shampoo on the shelf and pressed me against the door. He kissed my neck softly and I was about to question what he was doing before satisfaction consumed me and I allowed him to continue. 

"Phil..." I said quietly.

Phil stopped and looked up at me.

"Is it okay? I can stop if you want," he said.

"No, continue please, it feels great," I replied and Phil pressed his naked body against me, feeling every part of my body he could.

I lifted his chin so his lips touched my affectionately. Phil's damp hand lurked under my top and he twisted one of my nipples so I moaned into his mouth. His tongue entered my mouth and my hands held his face as our kiss became increasingly heated. We broke apart from a couple of moments so Phil could pull my top over my head and he dropped it next to him as the shower continued to rain water. Phil pressed against me further, beads of sweat on his forehead as his pressed his erection onto my crotch. I gasped at the friction, Phil's fingers circled on my torso before they danced on the belt of my jeans. It wasn't long before they dropped and we were both naked, me leaving a couple of hickeys on Phil's neck and he was sucking my left nipple. Our members rubbed together and my cheeks burned, my body lusted for Phil. Phil fully grabbed hold of me and stroked my member gently as my breathing hitched every now and then. Then my member was fully erect, my eyes meeting with Phil's and he grinned with me.

"Do you want to get in the shower with me?" he asked smirking.

"It would be my pleasure." I replied smirking as well.

My fingers linked with Phil's and we climbed inside the shower together, the water wetting both our skin as steam rose into the air from the heat. I turned down the temperature slightly and Phil kissed me again several times. I kissed him back, our arms wrapped around each other and I bit on Phil's lip and he let me enter smoothly. Our kisses became rough but in a romantic passion so our lust grew more, almost so we craved each other. Phil squeezed my bum and I squeaked in surprise so he laughed.

"Love you Dan," Phil whispered huskily.

"Love you too Phil," I replied, my hand clutched his hair as I let out a large moan as Phil grabbed hold of my member again. 

I trembled out Phil's name as his fingers fondled me, his thumb running over my tip and my breathing was almost unstoppable. I pressed him into the wall and kissed him with all my might, the water from the shower washing away our sweat. We moaned for each other as the kisses grew faster and needy, when we separated we dribbled slightly as Phil's hand was still on my member. His fingers ran under my member until he found my hole, sticking one finger inside, a spike of pain shot up my spine.

"Phil!" I my voice strained and he removed his finger.

"Sorry, did it hurt?" he asked softly.

"A little," I said. "But keep going, I know it gets better."

"Are you sure? I don't want to put you in —"

"Phil! I want you!" my voice rasped.

Phil kissed my cheek and swiped my hair out of my eyes. My hands held Phil's hair but not too tightly so I didn't hurt him as his fingers wandered back down my body and traced my member before he put one finger back inside me, then two, a burning sensation erupted inside of my being. I stood on my tip toes as Phil rammed his two fingers in and out of me, I let out some sort of pant and begged him to continue. Phil soon began to scissor his fingers and I felt like I was going to go over the edge soon. By Phil's satisfied face and his small moans every now and then I could tell he was going to as well. Phil withdrew his fingers and told me to stay put as he got out of the shower, returning with lube and a pack of condoms. He took out a purple condom and gave it to me. I bent down and kissed the tip of Phil, sucked and licked slightly before I slid the condom onto him. Phil instructed me to turn around and bend over, as I did so the hot water poured over us both. I felt Phil's fingers again and the cold lube attach to me. 

"Are you ready?" Phil asked, peering to look at me.

I looked at him.

"As ready as I'll ever be, now go!" I told him panting.

Phil nodded and held my hips. I felt the tip of him enter me slowly and my hands clasped the pipe of the shower. I bit my lip as at first it burned, pain seared through me. Phil took himself out and entered again, quicker this time so the pain was less. I moaned as soon as what Phil was doing began to give me immense pleasure. Phil began thrusting quickly and my body jogged with him. Phil said my name repeatedly as he thrusted further. My grip on the pipe tightened as I didn't know what to do as such passion emotions controlled me. Phil hit my prostate twice and I exploded into a plethora of moans as I was on the verge of ejaculating. I pressed the off button on the shower because I knew it was too hot but noticed that Phil was still horny. His erection was still in full spring inside of me. He twisted me around, then lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his hips as his member remained inside of me. He climbed out of the shower, and despite us being wet still he laid down on the bed with me sat on top of him. Phil thrusted upwards so I almost bounced and it felt so good. He continued to thrust upwards more so he hit my prostate over and over as I bounced on top of him. He lent his face forward slightly, licking the tip of my leaking member causing me to groan. He mouth took my whole tip in since he wasn't able to take the whole of me in as I repeatedly bounced on top of him. Our sweaty bodies then pressed together and I licked Phil's nipples, letting my saliva dribble on them slightly and we kissed heatedly again before Phil gave one final thrust and I came all over his chest. Phil yelled out my name as I felt him go over inside of me. We panted, lying on top of each other, our hair soaking and my produce all over Phil's chest. Phil removed his member from me and I moved myself further up on top of him, kissing his lips softly and Phil chuckled lightly.

"Guess we'll be needing to take another shower."

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