She has my Spark

Chapter 37

Darbie P.O.V
When I came back down with Optimus in front of me I see everybody staring at us..I glanced at Bee and he had his arms crossed and he looked pissed
I see Ratchet wondering about something while the others just watch as I went to my room and I could tell their in there talking about me..
I just want today to be over with..
I looked at my picture of me when I was human with James and Will
I remember some fun moments when I was human and I tried to keep it all in but I had to let it out
I started crying and asking why did it have to be me..my life was amazing and now it's a disaster! I started ripping things off my walls and put them in the trash and cried more as I was doing it
Every time I see any pictures of me as my amazing human life I just feel like giving up! I tripped over my own feet falling to the ground and I couldn't see because of the tears in my eyes
I went to wipe the tears away and I realized I had someone watching me
Bee:Darbie..
I looked at him and started to cry more and he came over and started cuddling me
Darbie:Why me Bee?! Why did it have to be me?!
He didn't say anything he just held me tighter and started rocking back in forth
Darbie:My life was amazing! When I was human! And now I'm just a transformer that looks like a long loss lover! And the leader of the Decepticons wants me! And all I can do is just cry wishing I never survived the experim-
I get cut off
Bee:Darbie! Don't you ever say that! We would be lost without you! You made us alive again! Especially me!
He made me look at him and I can see hurt and anger in his eyes
Darbie:Bee..I'm just..
Bee:I know Darbie..it's hard on you but..
He lifted my chin up
Bee:I know you..your strong and you can get through anything and you'll get through this..I know you will..I will help you..
He was getting closer and I just hugged him because knowing what he was going to do..was a bad idea..
He helped me up and helped clean the mess that I made..
Darbie:Thank you..
Bee:Darbie..I care about you..and I'll do anything to protect you..
He grabbed my hand and looked at me in the eyes and he started getting closer
Ironhide:Bee there has been a-
Ironhide came busting in and he stopped when he saw what was happening..
I just looked at bee in the eyes and nodded and he just sighed and looked at Ironhide..
Bee:There has been a what now?
Ironhide:Umm..yes! Decepticons are out playing around in the city!
Darbie:What!?
Ironhide:Optimus said to follow him
Bee:To where?!
Ironhide:I don't know Bee! But the people out there are getting hurt or better yet dying because of them!
They started running to get things ready and I followed them and I saw the autobots getting ready and I saw Optimus staring at me..
Then I get dragged by Smokescreen
Smokescreen:What happened with you and the Prime?
Darbie:What are you talking about?
He stood back and looked confused
Smokescreen:You know what never mind! I gotta go Darbie!
I just stood there feeling so confused
But something send me chills like something is wrong here
I started looking around and I couldn't tell or anything but I felt like something terrible is gonna happened tonight..
I wanna talk to Optimus..I don't know why but something is telling me to do so..
I went walking over there to him and when I get over there I over hear something..
Ratchet:Optimus! You can't let that femme get to your spark! It done got broken once do you want it to get broken again?
Optimus:No but-
Ratchet:No! Your putting her life in danger! So is Bee!
What is he talking about and who?
Optimus:I'm not putting her in danger Ratchet!
He went to reach for his sward and I ducked down so he didn't see me
Optimus:If any body is putting someone in danger it would be Bee putting himself in danger!
He swung his sward over his back getting ready to go..
Ratchet:Is that so Optimus?! Then explain to me what happened today?
He sighed
Optimus:Megatron made me-
He gets cut off
WheelJack:I just got a call from Bulkhead saying a building has just been shot down
Optimus:I'm sorry Ratchet but this conversation has to end for right now..
He looked around
Optimus:Autobots Roll Out!
No wait..
Darbie:Optimus!
As I saw all the autobots leaving speeding their way toward the battle
Optimus turned around
Darbie:Don't die okay? I gotta talk to you..
He looked at me
Optimus:If it's my time to go then it's time but..I'll try my very best to not die today Darbie..
He smiled at me and transformed and speeded his way out to battle leaving me and Ratchet alone..
He looked pissed
Darbie:What's wring with you?
Ratchet:Darbie..I need you to go to a different room or somewhere that I'm not it right now..
Darbie:Why? Did I do some-
Ratchet:NO NOW PLEASE GO!
I stood back and walked away..I went outside while everyone is out in the city..
I took some long deep breaths while I was out I missed being outside..it was beautiful and when the stars came out was even more beautiful..
But for some reason I felt like I was being watch and I decided to head back but then I heard his voice...
Knockout:Where are you going angel?
Knockout..