The song was really touched the fans heart. The lyric was so deeply, sad and begging for someone's to their life. The sound of the music was so smooth mixtures with their passion on it. You can really tell it the song was mostly craving about 'someone'.
Many ARMY were felt sad to them when the music was release. Its not a comeback for them honestly nor BTS too. 'Golden' can simply make ARMY understand the meaning of those hurt, sad lyric. They shared their tears together and they knew the song was for not other than that, JUNGKOOK.
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A few weeks before the 'Golden' song are release, the industry were shocked with a new group that will debut in that month. Days by days were passed until one day the group that supposed to be debut get to interview that were surprised all the kpopers around the world.
The group were having a 5 young members that was called ' 2n2 ' .
Kim Sonyoung
- leader
- main vocal
- dancer
Kang Damin
- lead rapper
- sub vocalist
- dancer
Ji Jaehyo
- eldest
- lead vocalist
-dancer
Yoon Minggie
- main rapper
- lead dancer
Jeon Jungkook
- maknae
- main vocalist
- main rapper
- dancer
This group were get the awesome respond from the others group fans. The group slowly create their character of them through the fresh, energetic song and dance. At first, the group were get bash by many fans of ARMY when they knew that jungkook was a part of them. But, without knowing, the issue slowly gone for a some good times and many ARMY had accept jungkook.
For BTS, they froze. They were surprised when they knew the news about their Golden Maknae was at the other group without they know. If they are asked about permission, that was 100% no for them. How could they just give jungkook to someone else? They adore him, take care of him. They want him back.
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Present Time
Jungkook's life was normal as always. He's happy with this new life but his heart can't lie. He miss his hyungs. He miss to be around them. He miss to be loved by them and the important part is he felt guilty to make them like that. He didn't have any choice. If he didn't agree with the agreement, something that he didn't want to watch will happen.
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JUNGKOOK POV
"Hyung, are we gonna perform too at the music awards?" I was sitting comfortablely at the cushion to take a rest from the dance practice when I heard Sonyoung hyung asked Jaehyo hyung talk about the music awards that will held in this Saturday. I was currently playing at my phone but I secretly hear their conversations.
"Yeah. As I have been told from our manager, we have to perform" Jaehyo hyung replied back. I don't know why but I really felt scared for attend the music awards. Its not like I'm scared of the performing, but I'm scared to faces my hyungs there. Yes. My hyungs also attend the awards as they was the one of the most popular group in this industry. I don't know how to faces them soon.
+meanwhile+
NO ONE POV
"5 minutes for rest" the dance teacher tell them. They obeyed kindly. They gladly took the bottle to drink cause of the exhausted from dancing. The 6 of them really practice hard, prepare for the music award that will be not longer from today.
"I'm tired" namjoon weightless his body at the back of the comfy chair while gulped some water. "Me too. I don't why lately my stamina felt weak" taehyung joins them who were sit together around Namjoon.
"Maybe we just miss someone" jimin muttering slowly. He keep his head down when taking about it. The rest just keep quiet in agree with jimin's thought. They were tired but maybe when jungkook around, the tired will naturally gone with his funny jokes or actions that make them laugh so hard, his cute face that melt their hearts or just his presence was enough to make them felt less tired. They miss him so bad.
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The next day, still the same. Everyone were doing their own works. Jimin and Jhope were practicing dancing. Jin and Taehyung were out for some recordings meanwhile Namjoon and Suga were producing something.
But there's a problem. Something keep bothering them.
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• Namjoon •
He in the midst of producing some of the new tracks for their album. He's passion on what he do. There's nothing could distract him in his works but its not today.
His mind was flying to somewhere until his focus in works was gone. The captured of their maknae face keep appear on his sight. In this studio, there's a lot of memories between him and jungkook.
No one shocked the fact that he and jungkook were quiet close. The way jungkook comes to him when he had something troubling him, and that times when he choose this company because of him. Please don't tell that they don't have a great bond together.
> flashback <
"RM hyung?" Jungkook soft voice was heard through the studio door as he peeking a bit to find Namjoon. The leader attention was fully drop at jungkook who was calling him.
"Yes jungkookie? Come in" he gestures jungkook while patting a chair beside him to sit. As always, jungkook obeyed like a kind little brother when his hyungs told him to.
He place himself on the chair comfortably as Namjoon waits for him, the main purpose why jungkook comes to him. The maknae was popular with his open-minded when he's with the leader. He felt more comfortable around this hyung.
"Did you need any help?" Namjoon concernly asks him when he noticed the looks from jungkook's face that seems not okay for him.
Jungkook scrathed the back of his neck as he try to find some words to talk with Namjoon who was looking at him.
"Uhmm hyung. There's something keep bothering me. I try to endure but it didn't go well" he nervously tell Namjoon one by one.
Namjoon smiled, "what have been bothering you jungkook-ah? Mind to tell me?" He slightly caressed jungkook's hair that give the maknae a soothing, calming feelings.
He let out a heavy breath cause from his hyung calming touch, "its just- I don't know. I think I'm not good enough from the others hyungs, hyung"
For some reason, Namjoon release his hand from jungkook's hair and landing down on his lap. "Jungkook-ah, don't compare yourself to anyone. You're good by your own" he said in a reasurring tone for makes jungkook feel better.
"I know hyung but its hard. You really good in producing song like suga hyung. Meanwhile hobi hyung was really good in dancing. Jimin hyung, Tae- hyung, jin hyung good too in vocal. I'm jus- "
"Jungkook-ah, I don't know why this thing suddenly disturb you but you must know, you're the one of the good too. Your voice, your skills on dancing and no one of us can do as much as you do. You're good at everything. There's nothing that you can't do. You're not called a 'Golden Maknae' for no reason"
Somehow Namjoon's words makes jungkook pursed his lips into straight line. Somehow too, Namjoon's words makes his hearts felt warm with just that.
Jungkook hang his head down, not wanting to argue back. Its sends Namjoon a smile on his face, "trust me. You're good enough jungkook. You're the strength of our group. Don't ever felt that you're not useful okay?" He looks down at jungkook for some conforming.
With no hesitate thought, jungkook nodded and finally find the leader eyes while give him a cute smile, "thanks hyung" jungkook hug his hyung as its no tomorrow and gladly Namjoon hug him back, "this is what a hyung for"
> End Of Flashback <
His smile when he remembers that scenes. Some tears slowly escape from his watery eyes. He miss him.
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• Jin •
He was trying to take a rest from the vocal session that he had with Taehyung together without Jimin who was out with Hoseok for dance practicing. Taehyung on the other hand was out buying something to eat.
He's not exhausted but sort of tired. His tiredness always bought him to space out for sometimes. He still remember when he used to come here with jungkook when Taehyung and Jimin were not around.
> Flashback <
"Hyung, is Tae and Jimin hyung didn't come together?" Jungkook asked the eldest that was waiting for him to go to their vocal session.
Jin shacked his head while looks at his phone, "nope. Just two of us Jungkook"
The maknae pursed his lips into 'oh' shape as sign of his understand of what Jin said. "Let's go" Jin pull him by the wrist and went out before locking the door.
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Their 'journey' didn't take too much time to arrive there. The two of them about to park the car when a heavy rain were fall soundly.
The situation become more worst when they have to park the car, a bit far from their 'vocal' building because of the packed parking around it.
"Hyung, its raining" jungkook take a looks at the mirror and looks back at Jin who was doing the same as him.
"Its okay. We got an umbrella" Jin took the umbrella at the back of the car. It makes jungkook frowned. "What?" Jin asked.
"Just one? How about me?" He pouts a little where's jin find its adorable but he didn't let his smile out that time. "We can share jungkookie. Let's go"
Jin open the car's door and immediately push the umbrella to make it fully open before went out. He go out first, follows the maknae. He will make sure jungkook didn't get wet all over his shirt.
The two of them were safely under the umbrella together. Jin took a good care of the maknae even walk in sync with him. But one umbrella not gonna fit a two humans fully.
To make it possible, jungkook hug and clinging to his Jin hyung side while walking along like a koala. Let's just say the eldest honestly didn't expect the sudden hug but he just let it easy for jungkook. He didn't mind at all to ask him why he do that but he's sure that he don't want to break this precious moment moreover jungkook was not a person that love skinship.
He wrapped his arm around jungkook to bought him closer, while the other was holding the umbrella.
The silent and peaceful walk, completely with the breeze wind and the heavy rain that slowly become drizzling, soften the eldest with the current position until they reach their vocal session, not far from them.
> End Of Flashback <
Why you gone? If not, I will take care of you and makes you feel secure jungkook-ah, Jin's heart says.
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Hi! Its been a long time and I'm sorry for not continue this book before this. I think this book was not good enough but see all of you want me to continue this, make me felt guilty. I'm so sorry🙏🙏🙏. I hope this chapter was okay for you~ ❤ I will continue soon when I'm free ^.^ ❤