A/N
I know I just said that I wouldn't update in awhile but I couldn't wait to publish these few and I think they aren't that terrible dark. Instead I am pretty proud of them, so please let me know what you think
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InTheClanOfTheNight
Sometime all I can feel is darkness inside me
All I want to disappear into that darkness
Not waking up in sweat anymore
Because of the fear inside me
Fear that has been there since I was just a little girl
It makes me scared to trust or even to love someone
Makes me hide who I am and wearing a mask all of the time
It like Walker Hayes says it is October 31st every day
Till some people knocked on my heart
And I was stupid enough to let them in
Cause I lost them both
Sometime all I can feel is darkness inside me
All I want to disappear into that darkness
Not waking up in sweat anymore
Because of the fear inside me
I was just a little girl
And he broke me time after time
Instead of being the brother I needed
He became the man that I was afraid off
So I started to pretend so people wouldn't find out
Especially my little brother cause he deserved the world
And not the pain of a broken family
Sometime all I can feel is darkness inside me
All I want to disappear into that darkness
Not waking up in sweat anymore
Because of the fear inside me