MICHAEL
Should I tell him that I've killed probably 10 people worldwide?
He deserves to know, but at the same time, he cant. What am I meant to do? I could get KILLED for what I have done, and i dont want to leave Luke in this world alone.
It's been a week and as far as I know no one has even tried to find him, does he really have no one?
It'll have to wait, I guess.
But I want Luke so badly, and I kind of hope he wants me too. I want Luke, no doubt.
He seems happier than he has been before. We'd just finished breakfast and Luke had gone upstairs to brush his teeth and change his clothes. My clothes. He looked great in my clothes.
A voice disturbed my thoughts. "Mike, will you watch Frozen with me?" He smiled. He'd been much more vocal with me as time got on.
"Luke we've watched that like 10 times this week." I groaned. He pouted and I sighed. "Okay, OKAY! But on one condition,"
He half cheered and waited.
"Cuddle with me," I smirked. He nodded straight away and sat down so that I had my arm around his shoulders, and his head was on my shoulder.
As the film began, I looked at him. It was always the same feeling, just wanting to kiss him.
We were at the part of the film when Olaf said "some people are worth melting for,"
Luke cried. I sighed, this part always gets him going. "Aw, its okay Lukey." I pecked his cheek. Just then I felt a heat rise through me, and Luke mirrored my reaction of being fully flustered.
We inched closer and closer. He was shaking, his bright blue eyes peircing into mine. Then our lips touched lightly, I knew what to do, but Luke seemed lost. Was I his first kiss?
Sooner or later he copied my movements, and the kiss got more and more heated. He tugged at strands of my now white blonde hair and I pressed my hand behind his neck, going deeper into his mouth.
Luke climbed on my lap, and we continued until I felt strong friction between us. Looking down, seeing Luke grind on me. I moaned and Luke groaned. We broke apart from the kiss and Luke stopped, puzzled.
"Keep going," I whispered huskily. He continued to grind harder, and seeing his face made me pull him in for another kiss. After a while, he moved his hand to my crotch, palming me. I stared deep into his eyes and grunted.
Then I remembered, this is Luke. The vulnerable one that needs me, this is wrong.
He moved his hands to my belt and began to remove it and I slapped my hand down on it. "No, Luke,"
He pulled back quickly, a look of hurt and shock on his face. "W-what?" He choked out. I could see the tears in his eyes and I realised this is a virgin that has just been rejected. I panicked.
"No Luke I didnt mean I dont want you- I," I didnt get to finish, because he sprinted to the upstairs bathroom, locking the door. He didnt want me to save him this time,
Fuck.