I'm sorry.
I tried.
Yet here I am, continuously falling.
Once active, now slowly disappointing you all.
I'm so sorry.
I'm tired of rising and falling over and over again.
I just can't continue moving forward.
Forgive me.
I'm still trying.
I'm finding away.
I'm finding that one thing that is holding me back from getting better.
I'm trying.
I'm holding on.
But for how long?