"No matter what rain falls
No matter what darkness erases
I'll definitely save you
You are not alone,"-BTS' don't leave me
Jisoo's pov:
We are having our rest in Jennie's room from our exhausting press conference.
And now most fans are still bashing us because of what happened in the party...
"Bad reputation! Bad reputation! Blackpink's got a bad reputation yeah...
They said the members are flirting
We got a bad reputation!" Lisa sings
"Lisayah! Stop singing like that!"Rosé said.
" It's true anyway!"Lisa said.
"No it's not!"Rosé argued
" True!"
"Not,"
"True!"
"Nooo it's not!"
Lisa throws a pillow to Rosé
"Aish! Why can't you just agree with me!"
"Because it's not true!"Rosé throw the pillow back.
"No it's true!"
"What? That we're firting?"
"Ani! I mean it's true that we have a bad reputation!"
"Ah? Hehehe," Rosé just said.
Jennie suddenly sobs
"Jennieyah!"we all said.
"What will I do? Everything is messed up,we're losing our careers,"Jennie cried.
" Stop crying nini we will do everything for blackpink we can still rise from their bashing,"I said
"Everything?"
"Ne everything," i rephrased
"Then....you must avoid Taehyung,"
I'm taken a back in surprised.
"Why would I avoid oppa?"
"Because he is the cause of troubles,"Rosé explained
I shook my head.
"Aniyo! Oppa doesn't cause any troubles!"
"Yah!Think about this Jisooyah your career will be better no more bashers,then V's life would be better too his career won't drop and his Sajangnim won't scold him!" Rosé said.
"Aniyo!!!" i said leaving Jennie's room.
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"They are right! You must avoid Taehyung!" Shi-ra said
"Why are you saying this?
You hate my yeodongsaengs right?"
"Ne geurraedo(yes,but...)
The past can be forgotten,
I think....your yeodongsaengs regretted ditching you," Shi-ra said.
"They said they didn't ditch me..."
"Gulsseyo...they're lying!" Shi-ra said
I decided to be silent for Shi-ra might be mad and do evil magics.
"Well your yeodongsaengs aren't lying in this point...because they're definitely right.... That guy causses trouble!"
"No he's not causing any trouble!" i defended.
"How can you say that?"
"Because it's my fault in the first place I hugged him!"
"Tsk tsk tsk,he kissed you!
Isn't that idiotic?"
Shi-ra shook her head
"It's not his fault!"
Shi-ra sighed
"Are you SELFISH Jisoo?!"
I look at Shi-ra
Am I really selfish?
"I-I'm not,"
"Then why aren't you thinking about your co-members?
If your career will drop down...
Then their career also...
Remember you're in one group!
B-L-A-C-K-P-I-N-K
BLACKPINK!
So asked yourself?
Aren't you Shellfish?"
"I'm not a shellfish...
I'm Selfish,"
I said and my tears poured down
*ring ring*
I opened my eyes in the alarm clock's sound
I remembered we're having our flight to Bangkok Thailand tomorrow so here we are manager said yesterday that he will give us a rest from busy days.
I'm so excited not for the concert,but for Lisa's plan.
We're seeing the fortune teller remember?
I whimpered as the pain in my right chest spreaded.
I really need an explanation in my situation.
*pikapikachu!*
My cellphone said,that means I have a message.
From Taekachu oppa:let's meet up at bandaemal restaurant at 7:30 AM please.
Yeah I call him Taekachu because he've pretended as pikachu.
I sighed...I think we really needed to avoid each other...
Or else everything will mess up...
I'm already convinced by Shi-ra
I'm also thinking about my yeodongsaengs
They might be affected as well...
But how I'll avoid him?
I'm happy with him...
He's the only person that can make me so happy aside from pikachu
He makes me happier than pikachu...
I act so happy infront of everyone even if I'm not really one hundred percent happy...
But when I'm with him I didn't act happy...
I'm really happy
And I always wanna see him and be with him...
I want nobody but him
I can't explain why
Maybe because we're friends?
Right?
I better meet him and tell him frankly.
I dialled sajangnim's number...
"Sajangnim? I'm meeting my sister this morning is it alright?"
"Ne go ahead but get enough rest as soon as you got back in dorm,you need to prepare for tomorrow's flight,"
"Gomawo Sajangnim! Jalga!"
"Cheon-man eyo Jalga,"he retort
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I looked around finding Taehyung
I roamed my gaze everywhere.
There he is
" Oppa?"i called
V slowly glance at me and do his box smile...
Gosh
"Jisoo!!!!" He said and quickly rush to hug me tight.
I hugged him too
"I miss you oppa!" i childishly said as we pulled away
I pouted
What am I doing?
I should tell him right?
V kiss my forehead...
"I miss you too," his deep voice said.
Why does he acts like this?
Can't he be just acrimonious so that I can avoid him...and let go of him?
"Oppa why are you often kissing me?" i asked...
"Uhhmm I don't know...I just find it cute and sweet?"he said shyly and rubbed his nape.
I pouted again
He's so irresistible.
V gulped
" Can you stop pouting? "
"Wae?"
"Ani yung mu,"(nothing,nevermind)
Taehyung's pov:
Jisoo and I sat on the chairs picking the chopsticks and awkwardly eating...
I think it all days if I should avoid Jisoo,but I guess I should not...
What happened in the party can still be reasoned...
We don't have to avoid each other especially now that we're close friends...
We're close friends and I don't want to stay away from her
I know it's against BigHit but I really want us to be closer.
Call me selfish but I can't bear not to see her innocent face.
BigHit allow us to do whatever we wanted before but now that Jin hyung is close to his enlistment we need to keep our Armys so we shouldn't have a dating issue.
" Jisoo?"i called Jisoo beside me.
"Mmm oppa?"
We look at each other for minutes not knowing what to say my hands played with the chopstick while Jisoo's just tapping her fingers on the table,
I finally thought of speaking...
"I'm gonna tell you something," We both said in unison.
I scratched my nape
"You first!" We said in unison again.
Errr what's this situation?
.
.
.
"Oppa?" she called
"Mmm?"
"Oppa,I'm already thinking about this for days already and..."
I suddenly feel tense and excited
What will this girl tell me?
"I think we should avoid each other," she finally said.
I frowned not knowing how to react
"W-what?!" i said astonished.
I don't want us to be apart
She's my...
My...
Close friend
Right my friend
"Oppa,our careers will surely scattered if we continue to act like this," she said playing her fingers looking down.
She's absolutely right
She got the point
But I want her with me
I shook my head.
"Ani Jisooyah,I'm thinking this for days too and what happened in the party can be still reasoned,you know armys and blinks thinks I'm immature so...maybe I will just said that I find it cute to uhhm kiss you?" I foolishly said.
"See? you can't reason it very well oppa what if some paparazzi caughts us? What will happen?
What will people think? Oppa I'm worried about my yeodongsaengs too, they might be affected as well,"she said.
I really understands her
But I just can't let her go.
" Jisoo no,"i said holding her hand
I tilted her head up...
There I saw her blank face...
Isn't she sad?
Am I really nothing to her?
"Jisooyah,I know that you wanna be with me too,"I said
Jisoo looks uneasy
"I-I don't want you...we can't be together oppa,"she blankly said
I shook my head unbelievably
Why does that simple phrase hurts so much?
Jisoo stands and walked away but I followed her then I grabbed her arm...
pulling her close to me...
Jisoo gasped in shock
I wrapped my arms around her
Then...I break down
"Jisoo please don't do this to me...don't break our friendship" my voice cracked
Jisoo hugged me too
And that surprised me a bit
"I'm really sorry oppa,I really don't wanna avoid someone like you but we need too,I hope you understands," she said in a voice that doesn't sound so sorry while snuggling in my chest.
Am I really unimportant to her?
Am I that dope?
Jisoo pulled away from the hug and coldly smiled...
"This is the last time we'll see each other oppa," she said bitterly
I shook my head and my tears just keep up on pouring
This is so pathetic
A guy crying for a girl
Me crying for her...
"Jisooyah please don't leave me,"
Jisoo ignored me and walked away
"Jisoo I!..."
like you," i just muttered.
Jisoo's pov:
"Nice Jisoo you've hurt him,you're so good,everything will be alright now,your career will be alright now," i muttered
But why don't I feel like everything's alright?
I keep up crying
I'm great in hiding my vulnerability in front of him
But why can't I hide my vulnerability right now?
Maybe Lisa is right... I'm hilarious
I'm just keeping up on walking realizing that I'm near to Selca room
Knowing that my yeodongsaengs are there..
I composed myself.
Lisa's pov:
"Jisoo unnie! how's your sister?" Rosé asked.
"My sister? You said that my sister's in Gwancheon right?"Jisoo asked back.
" Ne!But Sajangnim said you go meet her,"Rosé said.
"Guess she doesn't really meet," Jennie said suspiciously.
"Meat?I don't eat meat," Jisoo retorted
Pffftt stop me from laughing.
"Tell us did you really meet your sister?"Rosé asked.
"Ani how can I turn my sister to meat?" Jisoo foolishly asked.
"Stop playing a guessing game with us please," Jennie said.
"Are we playing a guessing game?
Where are the cards?" Jisoo asked foolishly.
"Hahahahaha hilarious!" i finally laughed.
"Cut it Liz!" Jennie said.
"Cut? the meat?" Jisoo asked.
"Hahahahahaha gosh I can't hold it back!"i said punching the sofá
"Earth to Jisoo!" Rosé said
"Aren't we on earth?
Where are we then?" Jisoo asked.
"Ahahahahahahaha!!!!!
You're the best Jisoo!" i laughed louder.
"Aigoo that's not what Rosé means!
Look at you you're out of yourself!" Jennie said.
"Where's my self then?"Jisoo asked
"Huh?"
"You said I'm out of myself,"
Jisoo scratched her head.
"Hahahahahaha Jisoo! Stop your gag jokes please hahahahahahaha!!!"
Gosh my abdomen aches!
She's so slow.
"Omona this girls are so hilarious I'm going in my room Jalga!" Jisoo said and walked away.
"Pfft she even said we're hilarious huh ahaha," i said picking up my cake and eat
This is good to stop me from laughing.
"Unnie where are you going?" Rosé asked.
"To Jisoo," Jennie said passing infront of me.
*crash!*
My heart skips a beat
I'm frozen like it's the world's end.
"Waaaaaaahhhhhh my cake!!!!!!!" i cried.
That cake is our last vanilla flavored stack!
"Mianhae!"Jennie smiled sheepishly walking away not even minding to clean up the scattered pieces of the plate.
Why would I even expect for her to clean?
A yeoja in her sassiness well never clean up scattered plates.
"You'll pay for this Jennie Kim!!!!!!!" i whined...
"Omona! I rembered! there's still one slice left haengbokhae!" i exclaimed
I can imagine my eyes turning into hearts as I'm walking to the center table.
"What?! it's gone? Where is it?"
The plate is empty
*pouts*
"Mmmm yummy!" i heard Rosé said.
"Yahhh Rosé my Vanilla cakie why are you eating that!!!!" i whined.
"Because I want too!"
She sticks her tounge out.
"You punk!" i glared.
Rosé gulped standing slowly...
"Hehe bye liz!"
"Yah come back here!"
I chased Rosé...
"Come back here you greedy!!!!"i yelled.
"Nenenene this is all mine!"
She even said dancing teasingly.
Jennie's pov:
I opened Jisoo's room...and I'm startled when I saw her crying...hugging her giant pikachu
"Taehyung...I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that...but we need to be apart,"
She hugged pikachu tighter
"I'm right something is wrong with you," Jisoo throw the pikachu to me in surprise and I almost lost my balance...
"Oh I'm sorry Nini,"She said.
I sat beside her
Jisoo hurriedly wiped her eyes
Smiling sweetly as if's nothing's wrong...
This hideous girl
I shook my head and hugged her
" Tell me what's wrong,"i said
"J-jen nothing is wrong," she denied
"Don't pretend, you know that I know you very well," I said
I hear Jisoo sobbed hugging me tighter...
"Jennie...I hurt Taehyung...I guess he's mad with me now Jennie I..."
She sobbed unable to continue what she'll say...
"It's alright you can trust me,"i said
Gosh she's pityful
I think I'm gonna cry too.
" Jennie I told him to avoid me...
Taehyung said everything can be still reasoned but I'm thinking about you...
You said that he's a big trouble...
I don't want our careers to drop down just because of me...I'm not that selfish Jennie,"her voice broke
I rubbed Jisoo's back
Feeling guilty
I feel my own tears poured
"Jisoo unnie mianhae if not because of me you won't suffer like this,"
"Ani...it's my decision it's not your fault...
After we finished our dramas we went back to the Selca room.
Jisoo's pov:
I never thought Jennie cared so much for me...
Thanks to her I feel lighter now...
We went back to the Selca room and my eyes widened...
The sofás are now lying on the floor the chairs inverted
The tables are also disoriented
And at the middle of the mess Lisa and Rosé are hitting each other with a pillow
" Yah! you brat! How dare you to get my plushie!"Rosé yelled hitting the pillow to Lisa
The feathers are now scattering
"It's your fault! You ate my cake in the first place!" Lisa hit Rosé too and more feathers scattered.
"YOU BOTH CUT IT!"Jennie yelled...
"Aigoo!" They both flinched.
My gaze dropped on the TV
Why is the TV on?
I'm supposedly shutting it but I saw Taehyung's face...
"Taehyung-ssi why did you kissed Jisoo's forehead in the birthday party?
Are you really dating?" The reporter asked.
V shooked his head looking the mic blankly
"Aniyo...We're not dating I just kissed her forehead because I thought armys and blinks would love it for they will think it's kinda sweet you know"Taehyung explained
" Ahhhh...then why did you wanna act sweet?"
"Ah? Ahhh it's because many fans are shipping BTS to Blackpink so....I thought they would love that kiss,
Mianhae to fans who misinterpreted
I'm very sorry...
Please stop bashing Jisoo too...
She have no fault to this...
I just told her to hug me for I thought fans will be happy....
Mianhae Jisooyah....
Blackpink is messed because of me...
To all armys and blinks please don't get mad to Jisoo...
It's my fault...If you ever get mad with me...it's alright...I won't Vlive if that's what will make you happy,"V said
I'm just crying the whole time while watching
" He really said that because of me?"
"Ouch our unnie!" I heard my yeodongsaengs said and hugged me.
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A/N:
Lavyah
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Bonus media:
The best aegyos of Kim Taehyung