when i was 13 i promised myself i wouldnt be those girls who sit at home waiting for there boyfriend/girlfriend to come home, and look at me sitting home waiting for this nigga to come home , i feel so alone so i called my friends and told them to come over they came over and we were playing , beats for fun , then akon came on and i started rapping i started to rap/sing
me ; i have no body . i feel so alone you were my first love and that was no lie , you were the first one who ever made me cry you were my baby , my ride or die . just you and i , so tell me whyyyyy ? and i knew dat you were bad news , the first moment i walked passed you my friends told me not to fuck with you but i went and did what ever i wanted toooo , i had you but i felt so alone i had you but you was always on your phone texting them other bitches but i stay commited when you were fairly wit it uh ha and if i could i wouldnt hurt you even if you deserve to hurt to i really thought that you loved me but you moved on like i was nothing and now i feel heartless and i been using my heart less im such a mess filled with regrets but ill be there for you regardless and i love you even when i hate you , you said you changed but you still the same you , my heart hurts and theres nothing you could say it too its too late and i cant change you how could you let me down you said you loved me when you came around now face down , about to break down and you disappeared yea no where to be found i love you and you know i always will its been forever and i still think about you still but i lost hope and faith and i cant sleep i been up for days im tired of being so lonely life is moving so slowly , thought i was your one and only but you act like you don know me , so tell me why all you did was lie i thought that you were a different guy someone who deserved one more try never thought i had to say good bye i was lied to led to and stepped on and its been too long i got to move on i know the truth so why even bother feels like im drowning with no water , and all i wanted was to show that i loved you but in return all i got was a fuck you now i gotta act like i dont know you n forget you like i supposed to you hurt me more than u could ever know loving you felt like i was dying slow i should of never let me my emotions go now its hard for me to let go cuz i love you and you know i always will its been forever and i think about you still but i lost hope and i lost faith and i cant sleep i been up for days im tired of being lonley life is moving slowly thought i was your one and only but you act like you dont know me know me .
i looked up and saw that my friend raven was recording ,
the beat stopped and i got hella notifications i went on my phone seeing that i got hella likes and shit , and comments , i got a message from mosey three hours ago saying he was gonna be home , i looked up and him and his friends was in the door wasy looking at me , raven looked at him with hatred ,
raven ; ohhhh now you wanna come home , hmm , why is that ,
mosey ; baby i - (gco)
me; aye its cool ion really care im going to bed , night yall ,
mosey; baby, baby
i was gone already in my room ,