i woke up, breathless, terrified for my life
the room was empty
i ran to the door and banged on it, desperate to get out
'Y/N SHUT THE FRICK UP DOWN THERE!!!!!!!!!!!'
i cried
i was never going to escape
then i remembered what logan had done
he had posioned me, he had ruined my life. i thought he loved me, but it was all a game
the door kreeked open
'y/n... i think its time that we have a chat.'
it was logan
'GO AWAY, I WANT N0THHING TO DO W U'
'y/n.. i'm sorry, i am. but the truth it, i dont care about you. i never had. you were good in bed, but thats it.'
WHAT
I THOPUGHT HE LOVED ME
I LEFT JAKE FOR HIM
'logan... why?'
'well, i didnt care about you at all. but then once you were in jakes vlogs his views increased, he started getting more subs than me. i had to change it. ever since i went to japan my channel has been flopping, but i have to beet my brother.'
'wait... you did this beacuse of VIYTEWS??"
'yes. thats all that matters 2 me. i need the money. i need the fame. y/n, uts all i have'
'YOU COULD HAVE HAD ME LOGAN! I LOVED YOU, WE COULDVT BEEN HAPPY TOGETHER, BUT YOU RUINED IT. YOUVE RUINED MY LIFE. I HATE YOU!!'
i couldnt see throught the tears in my eyes, everything was cloudy
i was sad
so sad
i have no one
nothing and nobody
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i couldnt stop crying, my body shook with sadness
jake ment the world to me, and i left him, i let alissa win
i passed out
everything went blacc