I don't get her
I was the one who always approach her
But she keeps on ignoring me
Should I just give up?
Sana's POV
'Okay,you can do this Sana.Don't be offended by how much she'll ignore you.Fighting!!'
I took a deep breath and went outside the classroom.
I jog towards that gorgeous lady walking through the hallway.
"Hey tzu!!" I greeted her as I cling to her arm while we were walking.
"Don't bother me unnie" she said coldly as she removed my arm
I pout as I keep on walking with her
'Don't be so down Sana or else you won't get closer to her'
"Where are we going?" I asked but got nothing in reply.
*sigh*
'You always hurt my feelings Tzuyu but I think it's not yet the time to give up.'
I didn't bother to talk anymore and just followed her to wherever she was heading to.
We arrived at the school cafeteria.She sat at one of the table there at the back.She's really an anti social person.
I sat in front of her and just stared at her
"Aren't you going to eat?" I asked her
As usual she ignored me and busied herself with her phone
I stood up and ordered a seafood to eat then went back at her.
"Here, eat this Tzuyu.you shouldn't starve yourself"
I offered her the foods that I bought
"No thanks"
"~Do you want me to feed you~"
I did an aegyo
"You should feed yourself, you're skinny" she replied
"Aw,you care for me huh?" I playfully wiggle my eyebrows
"I don't. Not even a bit and I don't want to eat that food, I may be poisoned" she stood up and left me there
I don't.. Not even a bit
I don't..Not even a bit
I don't.. Not even a bit
I
was really hurt knowing that she didn't care for me.But still, I don't feel like giving up at this time.
I eat the food that I bought.Actually, I have allergy with seafood but I can't just leave this here.
After finishing the food, I went back to class.
Tzuyu isn't in my class so it's totally boring.
The class is about to end and I'm starting to feel a bit dizzy. Ow, that's my allergy.
"Class dismissed"
Finally!!!
I stood up and look for that same gorgeous lady that I love.
I was glad that she allowed me to walk home with her.
I found her and followed her.As I was now walking on the same pace as her, my dizziness became more worse.
I stayed silent because I think i might faint.She keeps on walking while I was now walking on a slower pace so I was now following her from the back
My sight was becoming a little bit blurry and I feel like I am spinning.
Gladly,I saw a waiting shed so I sat there for a while.Tzuyu didn't seem to notice that I wasn't walking behind her anymore.Well,she doesn't care so there's nothing new.
'i need to get home right now'
I stood up but I am really dizzy.
"I might not get home right now" I mumbled then everything became dark
/
I woke up on a different room. All white.
Oh,I'm not in heaven yet, I'm at the hospital.
Wait,what??
Who brought me here? Could it be...no way..she doesn't care for me but,who else woul-
"You're awake now" I look at the person.
"I brought you here.I saw you at the waiting shed earlier unconscious"
I was disappointed that this person is not Tzuyu.
'Hays, she didn't even noticed that I was not behind her anymore.You're hurting me again.Well, you always hurt me.Maybe I should really give up now'
"Miss,are you okay now?" Asked the guy
"Oh,I'm sorry.I think I'm fine now.And thank you for bringing me here by the way" he smiled and then told me that he had to leave already.
The doctor said that I can go home now so I leave also.
As I got home,I went straight to my room and flop on my bed.
"Tzu...should I give up on you?" As I blurted that out, I felt my chest tighten a bit and my eyes were now freeing my tears.
I cried and cried until I didn't realize that I fell asleep.
The next day was just normal until lunch time came.I walked out of the classroom.I immediately saw her.She walked straightly again as if she didn't noticed me. I was having a second thought if I would still follow her and talk to her as usual even though she keeps on ignoring me.
I decided not to bother her this time but I still went at the cafeteria and sat on a different table. I sat there eating alone and stealing a glance at her from time to time. She doesn't seem to be affected by the fact that I am not bothering her.Oh I forgot, she doesn't care for me,not even a bit.
As I remember those words from her, I left the cafeteria because I feel like I am going to tear up anytime soon.
After class, I saw her again.But I let her walked ahead of me then when she was out of my sight, I walked home.
Me ignoring her was really hard because sometimes, I feel like running to her and just be there beside her because I badly missed her already.
Shockingly, I was distancing myself from her now for a week.
Sometimes I would see her glancing at me at the cafeteria with her blank expression,then one time after class, I saw her at the waiting shed where I collapsed.Maybe she's waiting for someone so I just walked faster because I don't want her to see me.
/
"How long should I avoid you Tzuyu?. I miss you already but I can't do anything about that because I know you'll just ignore me again and again"
I stood up from the dining area of my house then went out because I might get late to class.
I walked in our classroom and exactly the professor came.
*Blah blah blah* *boring* *boring*
"Class dismissed"
I went out of the room and went at the cafeteria, I sat at my regular seat at the back opposite side to your usual place.
I was drinking my coffee when someone sat in front of me. I didn't bother to look because it might be just another student.
"Hey" I was shocked the moment I heard that voice. That cold voice that I love.
I slowly look at that person and remain silent.
"H-hey T-tzuyu" I stuttered but smile a bit
"Don't smile at me" she said
"What are you doing here?" I asked
"Why are you ignoring me?" She asked too
"W-what d-do you m-mean?"
"Have you given up on me already?" I was not sure if her expression changed while she's saying that
"I-isn't that what you want? Didn't you tell me to not bother you? I'm just doing this to make you happy"
I explained
"I didn't told you to ignore me though, and... I'm not happy with it" I looked at her and saw sadness in her eyes.This the first time that I saw her being sad
"Why are you giving up on me already?" She asked again
"Why?will you let me fight for you?" My tears are about to flow now but I held it.
"No" I couldn't hold it anymore.My tears started to flow drop by drop until I needed to wiped them off to be replaced by another set of tears.
"I won't let you fight for me because you don't need to fight" she said
I felt another hand wiping my tears for me.
Of course it's Tzuyu. I looked at her while she keeps on wiping off my tears and I still cried
"You don't need to fight for me because....you're already welcome in my heart. I let you in a long time ago, I was just afraid that I'll be attached then you'll suddenly leave me." She explained and she started to shed some tears
"Am I still the one that you want to bother?" You asked
"............of course Tzuyu, it's always you.It's only you that I want to bother" I answered and chuckled a bit
"Sorry for hurting you all this time"
"Nah!, that's fine.It's all worth it.....I love you Tzuyu" I said then hugged you tightly
"I love you too unnie"