Stacy,
For the whole day, me and Chris have not talked. We'd look at each other every now and then, but not many words were exchanged at all.
While Chris was up stairs, I was downstairs talking to Serai on the phone letting her know what was happening.
"Damn girl."
"I know."
"But I mean, you do have every right to be mad, he has to understand that."
"He does, but its just, I want him to do something about it. I feel like he's just just letting it happen."
"Well you can't rush him. He's probably having trouble taking it all, or maybe it's just as overwhelming to him then it is too you."
"...yeah, you're probably right." I said.
"I mean I don't know much about marriages and all, but one thing my momma always taught me was that communication was the key."
"True, but he doesn't talk to me about anything."
"Maybe because he doesn't want to stress you even more or he's just trying to protect you."
I sighed. "I suppose." Damn. Serai really has me thinking at the moment.
"I would love you two to work things out."
"Me too, but I don't know."
"I think everything will be fine between you. You're like each others lives and so cute together."
"Aw really?"
"Of course! Every time you come around, Chris's face always glows."
I couldn't help to smile and think a little bit.
"Stacy."
I looked up to see Chris leaning against the door way.
"Hold on." I said to Serai and I put my phone on my chest. "What Chris?" I said kind of annoyed because for one, he had a bad vibe on him.
"We need to talk."
"About what?"
"Why the hell is Jeremih calling your phone?" He asked pretty upset.
"One I don't know, and 2 you're going to have to wait."
"The fuck I look like waiting, hang up the damn phone." He said in a demanding tone.
Oh no no.
"Serai, let me call you back." I said and I hung up.
"Why the hell is this nigga calling your phone?" Chris asked once again.
"First off why you even so concerned about who's calling my phone?"
"You really wanna know?"
"No shit Sherlock." I said in a sarcastic tone.
He took his phone out and held up it to where there was an audio picture on his screen. "Press play." He said. I signed and walked over to him. I pressed the play button, and you didn't hear nothing at first, but soon Jeremih's voice pops up.
What he says kind of shocks me.
If you're wondering, he's actually describing what he would do to me, if I left Chris. Trust me, I had NO knowledge of this voicemail at all and I don't know how the hell Chris got a hold of it, but you can see that we are about to have some problems for sure.
When it ended I sighed and sat down at the island counter.
"No shit Sherlock." He said in the same sarcastic voice I said earlier. "Care to explain?" He asked.
"Like I told you, I don't know, okay?"
"Having you been doing some low key shit behind my back maybe?"
"Why would I wanna do that?"
"Maybe because you think I'm fucking Konie?"
"Well are you?"
"No I'm not."
"Well I'm not doing anything with Jeremih."
"Do I know that?"
"Hell yeah, you do."
"No I don't."
"Chris, don't."
"Don't what? Have my share of bitching at your ass?"
"So what you trynna say, I bitch too much?!"
"Hmm." He said pretending to be thinking. "You do go over board with it a little."
"I might bitch too much, but you stay jealous as hell."
"That's better than bitch over everything."
"I'm not the only one that bitches about shit."
"I never said you were." He said shrugging.
"Alright fine." I said hoping out my chair. "Be that way." I mumbled walking past him to hear him laugh.
"Where are you going?" I heard his voice trailed behind me.
"To bed."
"This early?"
"It the only way I can escape from your harrasment."
"How the fuck am I harassing you?"
"You're doing it now hoe."
"Hoe? You wanna call me a hoe?"
"I said it didn't I?" I said in a duh tone. He didn't say anything but I knew he was pissed. When I walked into the room, I heard him shut the door and lock it.
Chris,
"So this is how is going to be now?" I asked her.
"I don't wanna talk to you." She said pulling the covers back.
"Stacy."
"What?"
"Why are you acting this way?"
"Acting like what?"
"Acting like I'm just a piece of shit lingering around you."
"Look, I just don't want to be around you at the moment okay?"
"What's this really about?"
"Go away.." She said pulling the covers over her body. "Stacy, I know damn well you hear me." I said pulling the covers from over her body.
"Chris?!"
"Are you still pissed about the video?"
"Hell to the fucking yeah, you think that bullshit is going to flip?!"
"It's just a fucking video, chill the hell out!"
"No I'm not going to chill the hell out, until you get the fuck out!"
"You need to watch who the fuck you're yelling at for one." I said warning her. "I can yell at who I want." She said sitting her back against the head board and crossing her arms.
"I'm not a who." I said.
"At the moment you are." She said not looking at me.
"Stacy look at me."
"Nope."
"Stacy."
"Don't call my name. I don't wanna look or talk to you." She said putting her gaze somewhere else.
"I swear.." I mumbled. I walked over to her and she turned her head the other other way.
"You're making the bullshit more of a problem than it is."
"Me? So its my fault now?"
"Yeah, its your fault."
"How is it my fault?"
"Ever thought about you being jealous of Konie?"
She paused for a minute.
"You are jeal-"
"No, I'm not jealous of her, why would I be?!"
"I'm just asking you because its almost like she's in your mouth every hour!"
"THAT'S BECAUSE HER BITCH ASS IS EVERYWHERE EVERY DAMN HOUR!"
Now I really regret saying that.
Me and my big ass mouth.
I sighed. "You're right, I'm sorry-"
"Then why the hell are you still here?"
"Cause I love you-"
"You DON'T love me if you're letting your old skank send you videos."
"But they don't mean anything to me! But apparently Jeremih's voice mail must meant something to you."
"First of all, you can't throw shit back at me because I didn't know anything about that voice mail, but you knew about Konie's videos and didn't try to stop her!"
"I can throw as much shit on you as I want! You need to seriously chill out Stacy, like I'm dead ass serious. Konie might be doing some irrelevant shit right now, but don't you ever stop to think that maybe, Konie's not doing it alone?!"
It was a slight pause and deep silence in the room before she broke it.
"Yeah, I thought about it." She mumbled.
"Well, tell me why you're so frustrated and angry." I said lowering my voice.
She didn't say anything, she just shook her head.
"Even if I told her to stop, she wasn't going to stop. Either it was me or you she was going to give hell."
"Well obviously the bitch chose me."
"No she didn't, its me. She's just running your ass away."
"Do you want me to leave you?"
"No I don't-"
"Do you miss her?"
"Not even-"
"Do you love her?"
"What?"
"You heard me. Do. You. Love. Her?"
"Baby, NO I told you that already."
"Sure." She said looking down. I sat down on the edge of the bed by her legs.
"I only love you, my wife." I said to her and she didn't say a word.
"Look at me." I said and I could tell she was hesitant. I gently grabbed her jawline and turned her head towards me.
"What's the matter?" I asked her as I looked deeply into her eyes. "You can talk to me.." When I tried to kiss her, she pulled back some.
She removed my hand from her face and looked away.
"Stacy.."
"What? I told you I want to be left alone."
"And I have nothing against that-"
"Then why are you still in here?"
"Like I said before, I love you. Your my wife, I want to make sure your okay." I said.
She just sighed and looked away.
"I really do love you." I mumbled and kissed her neck.
"I just wanna be left alone." She mumbled.
I grabbed her by her jawline again and forced her to look into my eyes whether she liked it or not.
"What is it?" I asked her.
She sighed some.
"Is she better than me?" She asked.
"No." I said being truthful. "No, baby, she's nothing compared to you." When a tear fell from her eyes, she quickly whiped it away.
"Can I just sleep please?" She said holding in other tears.
I could tell she was tired just by looking in her eyes.
"Yeah." I said.
She escaped from my grip quickly and buried her body under the covers. I sighed and left out the room exhausted myself.
I guess it's the couch for me.
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Konie,
That bitch actually thought I was going away or something? Wrong. I'm coming after what was mines in the first place and should be still mines to this day. But trust me, this is only the beginning of what I have in store for her and somewhat Chris. I don't know what he saw her but whatever that is, it isn't really that important than me.
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