She was tired and couldn't sleep she was scared someone would come threw her window and try and hurt her.. so she laid on her bed and just watched tv .. her phone rang but she thought it was just Evelyn harassing her she ignored it
Santiago- why ain't she answering?
Moises looked at Nicole and put him on speaker
Nicole- mijo
Santiago- what? Mom?
Nicole- she told us not to tell you but she ain't doing good she relapsed..
Santiago- how in the fuck does she relapse! I just saw her last weekend!
Moises- it was grumpy fool fucking grumpy..
Santiago- what do you mean? what grumpy do?
Moises- remember her mom's ex and how he tried to do shit?
Santiago- shut the fuck up.. no.. he
Moises- yea right after I dropped her off he was hiding out and you know but she was able to run to our house
Santiago went quiet he was hurt
Nicole- and also um Evelyn's grumpy sister?
Santiago- ah fuck she found out?
Moises- haha yea she found out but told Evelyn off and told her some other shit didn't hurt her or anything that shits funny though haha
santiago- yea that fucker got with my ex so i fucked his sister .. i got her back and he huh man
nicole-grumpys gone he aint a problem no more but now evelyns harassing emma at work cuz grumpys gone and shes hiding more and shit like that jazmin told me
santiago- harassing her to? what the fuck huh shit man! ... mom can you come out this weekend sunday?
nicole- mijo i work
santiago- moi dip into my savings fool and help mom for sunday please
moises- yea i got you
nicole- you want me to take her?
santiago- yea please i need to see her im gonna call her again see what i can get outta her but i got good news but dont tell her
nicole-what?
santiago- the counselor said if i finished my GED program before my birthday i can walk out on my birthday
moises- dude thats 7 months away can you do it?
santiago- i have to and i will dont worry moi help mom and mom
nicole-we'll be there call her i love you
santiago- i love you too kiss my babygirl for me please
nicole-i will
the call cut .. he wanted to get mad .. but his heart hurt .. he blocked called emma
emma: really are you fucking kidding me!
emma- hello!
she answered the phone and heard the machine she calmed down and fast
santiago- why you screaming?
emma- i thought it was someone else sorry why you calling blocked?
santiago- i kept trying to call but you didnt answer so i thought
emma- im sorry babe its been a long day well week
santiago- you ok?
emma- yea..
she wanted to break down he could hear it
santiago- my moms coming out sunday come with her babe i wanna see you please?
emma- i dont know ..
santiago- .. i know what happened and no they didnt tell me i heard the news threw the homie about you know so i asked them about it and they kept trying to change the subject until they told me.. emma babe you ok? please tell me im here for you?
emma- how are you here for me.. i feel so alone scared .. i been using again to fuck i hate myself! .. i feel dirty digusting .. all i wanna feel
santiago- you wanna feel numb have those feelings disappear you wanna feel nothing but then you wanna feel like your old self again
emma- yea exactly but i dont think if i can go back .. ill understand if you
santiago- dont you dare say that emma i love you fuck that fool hes lucky i wasnt out cuz fuck .. im sorry i wasnt there to protect you to defend you im sorry im not there to hug you and tell you everything will be ok! .. shit i hate myself .. but look i got in the program there saying 7 months babe im gonna work hard i swear to get out this shit hole and be there with you i promise
she started to cry
emma- you still wanna be with me?
santiago-why wouldnt i haw? emma i fucking love you! please babe dont put yourself down please dont cry.. i love you your my world im sorry this happened..
emma- i love you too i promise ill get better
santiago- even?
emma-hmm i promise but you really serious about getting out?
santiago- yup im gonna do everything to get out .. but for now i need you to be strong and continue fighting fuck all this shit the thoughts the urges .. emma your the strongest most beautiful girl i know and im lucky enough to call you mine
emma- im lucky to have you babe and im so proud of you for going and committing to all this .. ill be there sunday ill talk to my work
santiago- quit it babe i know evelyn aint gonna let up and im sorry about that to .. i was angry and i wanted revenge i know thats a really stupid excuse
emma- haha i told her off the other day
santiago- really what you say? haha
emma- that when you where fucking her you where thinking of me haha she went so quiet after that she left
santiago- hahaha oo wow but its true
emma- i know cuz it was the same way with me haha ..
the call was coming to an end
santiago- i love you stay strong babe quit that job flush all the shit ill see you sunday baby
emma- i will i promise babe i love you too
the call cut..as she put the phone down she felt whole again the butterflys she got up and grabbed all the pills and liqours and went to the restroom..
Evelyn- you fucking swear you can hide all you want bitch.. but just know when he gets out he'll chose me over your hoe ass I'm the mother of his child! He just wants you as a fuck
Emma shook her head
Emma- I ain't hiding .. and yea yea you keep repeating yourself but yet when's the last time he called you? And naw I ain't just a fuck you where that's why you trapped him so he could stay and babygirl that didn't even work.. now leave me alone!
evelyn-your just a busted bitch thats used up he'll get tired of you just watch and i aint going nowhere im the mother of his child and if your gonna be around him iam too .. and plus what does he see in you you dress like a bum you look tired haha your fucking pathetic if you think you can keep him from me
emma look herself in the mirror.. evelyn wasnt wrong after all the pain killers and alcohol she looked beat up like a bum..
emma: fuck that bitch
she jumped in the shower changed and did her hair and took some pictures for santi
moises- you talk to him?
emma- yea we talked.. tell your mom im good for sunday im quitting my job
moises-is it cuz?
emma- yea cuz of her shits annoying but i aint letting her get to me on that level I rather quit than get fired honestly
moises- i feel you but you ok though?
Emma- I'm better
Moises- Emma come on? please
emma- hes dead right..
moises- my dad says gone but you know why?
emma-im gonna come over to talk to your dad i need to hear it from him
moises- ok see you in a bit
she got her self ready and walked over it was getting dark and it made her nervous so she walked fast..
creeper: hey you?
creeper was outside smoking
emma: hey i wanted to talk to you
creeper: yea sit down whats up? how you been mija?
she sighed and sat down
creeper: i guessed but its ok dont worry you aint alone you know that
emma: yea i know i talked to him today and fuck its just what i needed but i also need to hear something from you..
creeper: whats that?
emma: i uh i been scared to leave my house if i work when i do its early shifts im just fucking paranoid and i know i shouldnt be but huh .. is he?
creeper nodded
creeper: emma he aint ever ever gonna hurt you again never you hear me hes gone for good i made sure he was you dont have to be trapped at home babygirl live your life hustle do what you got to ok dont be scared of going out but if you are scared and you think you aint safe here take this
he pulled out his switch blade
creeper: this will keep you safe and im a call away also
emma: thank you you dont know how much better that makes me feel
she started to cry he hugged her as moises walked out
moises: there you are?
creeper: yea she wanted to talk shes good now right emma?
she nodded and cleaned her face
emma: now i gotta quit my job evelyns been litterally stalking me texting me harassing me its funny but fuck
creeper: haha she is? what the fuck
emma: yea shes crazy but im over it is nicole home?
moises: yea shes in there with alex
she nodded and walked inside
moises: im gonna try and help her out dad
creeper: he tell you?
moises: yea he told me about these jobs im smarter i wont get caught and plus itll help mom and emma evelyn fucked up her chances at a good job
creeper: ok then lets do it
while inside
emma: hey babygirl your getting so big!
emma picked her up and carried her
nicole: im glad to see you doing better emma he talk to you?
emma: yea we talked i was in a dark spot its easy to fall back into it im still there but ill get out of it i promise
she nodded
nicole: so sunday?
emma: hhmm im down we can take this lil angel so she can see her daddy
alex giggled
nicole: ok sounds good..
the rest of the week went by emma sent her pictures to santiago.. she stayed on the low and avoided evelyn as much as she could until she showed up at her work by surprise
evelyn: you bitch!
emma turned
emma: really? are you serious! your 3 months pregnant get over it already and go be a mother this isnt good for the baby!!
emmas boss walked up to her
emma: naw before you fucking say it i quit!
she texted moises
moises-im working my dads going go outside and ignore that chick
emma-thank you moi
emma grabbed her things as evelyn made a bigger scene outside she walked out
evelyn: because of you my brothers dead!
emma shook her head as a car drove it was murdered out and bumping music creeper put the window down
creeper: get in emma come on
she nodded
evelyn: you'll pay for this emma!
creeper: ay your carrying my grandchild i would chill with the threats esa
evelyn walked up to the window
emma: drive just drive haha
evelyn: no fuck her because of you my brothers disappeared all your dam fault emma you ruined my life!
emma looked at her
emma: how is it my fault he tried to rape me you dum bitch i been nothing but nice to you and not done shit to you cuz your pregnant but come on! get a fucking life! leave me the fuck alone!!
creeper: and its my fault grumpys gone got a problem tell your pops to hit my line he would love to hear what really happened and the disgrace he brought to your last name
evelyn froze.. she backed up they drove off
emma: i quit my fucking job cuz of her like... huh i love santi but why her? haha
creeper: hahaha cuz she looks easy and hes an idiot and her brother was his best friend that got with you so you know
emma: yea i know and thats my fault haha but now im gonna be broke this check can barely pay my dam phone but if i get another job this chick will proabably stalk my ass and ruin that too
creeper reached for his glove compartment and took out an envelope of cash
emma: i dont want it nope nope!
creeper: haha mija its not mine i talked to santi its part of his savings he feels like its his fault and this is the only way he can help you this should help you concentrate on your studys come on take it its out of love
emma: he really wants to help me?
creeper: why wouldnt he he loves you emma your his world next to alexandra hes going hard in these classes to get out also counselor called nicole
she smiled
emma: ok ill take the money but
creeper: stop with the questions and take the dam cash nina hahaha
she laughed