Holding the pain,
Losing my sane
Streams of tears i shed,
Millions of voices in my head
My mind is racing,
My limbs are shaking
My heart is wrenched,
My soul is clenched
Holding my pen,
And i count to ten
Memories of you i try to write,
And will try to swipe them from my heart with all my might
The way you look at me,
Like i am the only one you could see
The roses you brought for me,
And the morning coffee
Made me feel we had special connection,
No one to mention
You pretend to hide me from all the darkness,
But you were the only one who was stealing all my brightness
Everytime you said "I love using you",
I wonder why I always misheard it as "I love you"
Burned all the photos i had with you,
Wish i could also burn the memories i had with you
You were the worst thing i ever had,
I was the best thing you ever had.