I widen my eyes as I stayed frozen like a stone. Jae Hee looked at me trying to snap me out of it.
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I looked at Bts, they looked very skinny and weak. They had a dull gaze as they each looked at me with the saddest eyes. I looked at them blankly as I tried to not break down. I could feel their stares piercing trough me. I looked at them with anger but broke down afterwards. Silence roam into the room. I looked away putting my eyebrows togheter trying to bear the pain.
*They gotten this skinny in One day?.. OhMyGosh.." I tought guiltly.
I sat on the couch I found next to Jae Hee who placed my crutches aside. I looked down as silence filled the room.
-"Yah!! Hoonbaes, what is wrong with you guys?!" Jr exclamed cheerfully.
-"A-A-Annyeong.. Bangtan Sonyeondaminda.. Nice.. To me...meet you.." They said dully.
-"Oh." Was all I had to say.
Silence crawled in the room until Baekho & Minhyun came out of the kitchen calling everyone to eat. We walked,well, Jae Hee helped me with my crutches as I sat down on a chair looking at the food blankly. Bts ate silently as they shared eye contact with each other. I sigh & ate.
-"So.. Um... What should we do afterwards?" Aron started the conversation.
-"Why are you guys so skinny?" Jae Hee asked, thank you.. I needed to know.
-"...... We are?.. Haha.." They laughed fakely.
-"You guys are.. We saw you guys yesterday & you got a lot more skinnier in one day.." Jr continued.
-"Oh.. Its personnal.. Mian.." I could feel their staring secretly at me piercing into me..
-"So.. What do we talk about?" Minhyun asked slapping Baekho with a spaghetti earning him a push on the floor.
-"Well.. I have to go.." I said silently looking away.
-"You have to go?.." That voice pierced me.
-"Already?.. Do you really have to?" Another voice stabbed me.
-"U-Um... Yes." I regain my posture & said coldly.
-"Are you friends with Jessica?" They asked me in chorus.
-"Why do you mind?" I said coldly.
-"U-Um.. J-Just asking.." They said gulping.
I gave them a blank look as I stayed quiet. Cold getting in my eyes. Silence for the third time.
*BOOM*
Jungkook slammed the table with tears streaming down his baby face as he sobbed. He tried to wipe them away but they kept falling onto his cheeks as new ones were made.
-"We were just asking." He said coldly to me as he had a sad look.
-"I'm leaving. Hyungs,will you come?" He looked at V & Jimin.
-"Ye. Kaja Saeng." They responded with sorrow in their eyes.
-"..........." The door closed.
I stood up tearing up a bit walking out the dorm to mine. Jr tooked my hand which I made him release with a fain smile. He looked at me sadly as he nodded. I walked into m dorm & crouched into my knees on my bed.
I sobbed quietly in my dorm. Tissue after tissue. I took out my phone to find 20 missed calls from Nu'est & 5 messages from Jae Hee,it has been twenty minutes since i've been tearing up. I sigh & closed my phone. I walked into the kitchen.
I didn't eat much so I made something for myself. I made Ramen.. Thinking of times when I ate some with Bts... I gain my posture & ate it as memories popped.
-"Is Jessica.. Innocent?" I kept asking to myself.
-"I want to believe them but.. Aish!!" I ruffled my hair in frustration.
I stomped into my room singing a song... From Bts . I took out my guitar & sang the acoustic version of One Day. My past time was singing & dancing,but I decided to become an makeup artist instead..
As I sang.. There was one sentence that I wish we could go back..
"Just one day, I could be with you.."
I sang as tears streamed down. I wiped them away & took a rest. I layed down on my bed on the side as I tough of the memories we had.
As I tough of the happiest moments, I drifted to dreamland..
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*Two hours later*
There was a knock on my door. I stood up looking into the mirror. I was a mess,puffy eyes,tear stains.. I sigh & open the door to only burst into tears again. Jungkook was there.. Tears in his eyes.
-"Jae Yoon.. I love You. I am madly in love with you,not like the hyungs.. But as in love.. It hurts." He cried.
I looked at him shocked. Jungkook, I knew him from childhood,but he can't remember me,because it ahs been to long,I have had a crush on him secretly & I have been hiding it very well,don't you think?
I looked at him as he stared back. He leaned closer before our lips met. Butterflies in my stomach until.. I felt pain on my back. Before I knew it..
I blacked out.
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