Santiago: so your saying no calls for the week? Come on see I got a kid I got a family worried? Please!
Guard: I know ok I'm sorry but it's the rules write it's just a couple days you set up that meeting right? prepare come on be clean and upfront about why you wanna join these programs tell them why you have to get out early why you deserve to be free ok?
santiago: man you think i even have a chance at being free after what i did?
guard: i think everyone has a second chance at life your young you fucked up you where drinking right?
he nodded
guard: so say you got a problem and think rehab is a better place than prison ok just be smart word it out right but be real ok? but for now all you can do is write to communicate put extra stamps and it gets to them faster dont tell no one i said that
he nodded
santiago: thanks
he sat back on his bed and looked at there pictures together
santiago: fuck man..
he grabbed his notebook and started to write
mi vida
its weird to even write that haha your all mine again.. and i know this time will be the last time i want you forever i want this to be forever babe i love you and i always have i know i was stupid and acted stupid cuz of my emotions but aint no one perfect and im truly sorry for acting the way i have in the past.... i hope our next visit together is longer sorry for what happened shit sucks but im gonna get on these programs babe im doing it for alexandra and you i wanna be out to be able and see her take her first steps and say my name more clearly .. i wanna be free so i can be with you spoil you take care of you fuck all that working shit and i know you already we'll argue about it when i get out but you know ill win i get what i want baby.. im sorry i cant call you but im gonna try my best to get on the phone hope you guys made it home safe and i hope your weeks going good.. i love you so much babe i miss you so much .. ay dont forget to send me my pictures ill pay you back soon dont worry haha.. well i gotta go i love you babe..
santi..
he sealed the letter and sent it out.. while he thought everything was good..
creeper: i find it weird that your sister trapped santi to have his kid
grumpy looked at them crazy
javier: haha fool you didnt know?
grumpy: wait what!
creeper: hahaha what the fuck
javier: bet you fucking anything homie took your sister as a side hoe cuz you got with emma now shes pregnant and he has emma and look at you?
he went to take his phone out javier took it
javier: you wont be needing that
grumpy: look ill disappear ok ill leave! just fuck come on!
creeper: naw i gotta make sure you fucking disappear i have a granddaughter i dont need a sick fuck like you in my street bitch
grumpy: i aint like that!!
javier: like we beleive you shit sit tight its gonna be a long drive ese
he sat back mad
evelyn ran to santiagos house and knocked like crazy
moises: hey? what are you doing here?
evelyn: your dad took my brother and i wanna know why!
nicole heard her and opened the door
nicole: wait your his sister?
emma walked out of santiagos room and heard them moises walked to her
moises: ay your up come on you shouldnt hear them
emma: no wait is that evelyn? thats grumpys sister
moises: shes santis other baby moms
emma: wait what?!
evelyn heard her and pushed the door open
evelyn: you fucking bitch! you got my brother fucking beat up and kidnapped! you fucking lier! you slut! how dare you do this!
nicole wanted to push her
emma: no leave her just leave her..
emma walked up to her
emma: he tried to rape me why i dont know i aint gonna argue with you and you shouldnt get this mad it isnt healthy for the baby ok
evelyn: no you fucking bitch he wouldnt do that! he wouldnt! now hes gone and and
emma: the bite on his hand is from me i bit him hard fucking enough to make him bleed and let me go
moises showed her the shirt
emma: i wouldnt fucking lie ok shit
emma shock her head
evelyn: your a slut once santiago finds out your a whore that slept with my brother while he was down he'll leave you for sure
emma laughed it made her angry
emma: go for it tell him but think about it he only fucked your dumbass cuz your brother was fucking with me hahaha does edward know who the daddy is? haw?
evelyn took a step back
emma: hurts haw?
nicole: evelyn leave
evelyn: your lying
emma: think about it you where a secret for a reason
emma turned around and went into santis room and broke down crying she couldnt stay strong she felt dirty .. evelyn was right why would he stay with her.. her thoughts where all messed up..
nicole: leave come on
evelyn: im pregnant
nicole: yes i know you are once the DNA is proven and that babys his then we'll talk come around here ill call the cops i aint fucking around
evelyn: i should call the cops on your husband for taking my brother then
moises: the wannabe rapist? emma reports him he goes to prison cuz hes 17 hes a child molester by law and he'll get killed in there .. so chose wisely
she walked out
nicole: fucking shit
moises: hahaha you gotta admit though thats slick as fuck grumpy was his closest homie that litterally turned around and got at her? really
nicole: uh shut up i gotta call your dad go comfort her please moi
he nodded and walked in the room she was on the floor crying
moises: ay what the fuck get up come on
emma: no! shes fucking right..
moises closed the door and sat next to her and hugged her
moises: no shes not shes a dumbed hoe that fell for his dumbass tricks ok grumpy is getting his ass handled for hurting you its all fucking fair your not a slut a hoe or nothing like her your smart and beauiful and santis lucky to have you and im lucky to have you as a best friend i swear
she looked at him
emma: hes gonna hate me..
moises: no hes not dont say that shit emma dont
she hugged his jacket and cried
moises: your to strong and been threw hell to let an idiot like him hurt you ok?
emma: i know but this has happened before .. with my moms ex he tried to do shit to me its all replaying in my head and im scared to go outside
he didnt know what to say he sat there and hugged her
moises: wanna smoke relax?
emma: no.. i wanna drink ..
moises: i only got a blunt yes or no
emma: i guess is it strong?
moises: lets see ok and i think he has some in his drawer look threw it
he got up she went threw his drawer.. as she looked she found old pictures he had of them ones she thought got lost but he had tooken ..
emma: he had them?
she pulled out all the pictures and looked at them on the floor he would write small notes on the back the dates of them he would draw roses and her name around the picture..
moises walked back in
moises: hey i found a blunt and some tequila?
she got up took the bottle and sat down and looked threw the pictures.. they went back years to when they where first friends .. she missed him so much all she wanted was for him to come home.. she cried and took a drink
moises: emma look
emma: ill be ok dont worry.. just leave me in here my mom comes tell her im asleep .. the alcohol helps sooth the pain.. always has
moises: im here for you your not alone?
she nodded
emma: please dont tell him ok? just let this shit go maybe when he gets out or something or when i decide to tell him
moises nodded and walked out and closed the door
nicole: what?
he pulled his mom outside
moises: remeber that whole incident with her moms ex?
nicole: yea why?
moises: shes having flash backs and shit so its scares her i fucked up let her chose between bud and a drink
nicole: you what! moises!
moises: shes hurt! she misses him and she doesnt wanna tell him we cant either cuz he cant do shit and he'll hate himself fuck.. she said if her mom comes tell her she fell asleep
nicole: she had a bad drinking and pill problem couple months ago she mightve just relapsed fuck..
moises: wheres dad?
nicole: they uh..
moises: no they didnt?
nicole: naw hes alive but they left him for dead out in the desert going to vegas no phone no money no shoes beat him up hard left him passed out in a ditch
grumpy was dead she didnt wanna tell him .. she didnt know how..
moises: fuck glad hes gone shit
they went inside
emma had put his pictures away and finished half the bottle it was like water to her .. she laid down and fell asleep crying.. her mom had come by hours later
jazmin: is she ok? are you sure?
nicole: shes fine got her cleaned up she fell asleep in his bed .. just let her rest ill take her home in the mourning
creeper drove up
creeper: she good?
nicole: yea sleeping already
creper: thats good jazmin that kids gone wont be bugging her or anybody im sorry this happened
jazmin: i knew that bastard was trouble .. thank you for taking her in and protecting her im a call away tell her i love her
they nodded she left
nicole: she wanted to go inside but shes hugging the cuervo bottle
creeper: naw?
nicole: fuck huh shes remebering old sit that happened and she thinks santi will hate her
creeper: shes hurt let her heal everything will be ok..
the days went by and things went back to normal in a way.. she had gone home and tried to go back to work but evelyn kept showing up at her work but when emma wasnt there
boss: if this continues?
emma: i promise it wont im sorry please
the boss nodded and left .. emma stood there tired she hadnt really slept she had been stealing her moms pain killers and drinking on the low.. she hadnt received a letter from him they werent letting the mail out due to lockdown
santiago: are you serious!
counselor: look im sorry hun its not my rules..
he sat back mad
santiago: then please help me get in this program help me get out on probation ill work the hours for community service
counselor: why you so determined to get out? why do all this now when you had the chance to be free ?
he sighed
santiago: i know i made my mistakes and im paying for it i was stupid i was drinking my anger away i hurt alot of people .. but seeing my babygirl say daddy as there walking out of visit kills me i know its to late for me i know i fucked up bad but im willing to put in the work and the fight to see my babygirl make her first footsteps watch her run into my arms without this jumpsuit on.. and i aint alone in this fight i got my moms and brother helping me out and my girlfriend my world im lucky to have her to have someone actually love me for me and not judge me for my stupid decisions that understands why iam this way and doesnt see me being locked up as a bad thing shes willing to ride it out with me as hard as this shit gets.. i owe them this if you believe in me or not i dont care but they believe in me and iam gonna get out before my time is even half way ill prove you wrong ..
he sat back
counselor: ok your in your 16 you'll be 17 in a couple months if you can finish your GED program get the paper ill let you out on a house arrest
he stood up and shook her han
santiago: ill have it done before that i promise thank you so much
she nodded
counselor: the lock down should be over in a couple hours ill put yon the list for first calls ok go back to your cell
he nodded and walked back ..
gaurd: see i told you kid .. dont let these shackles define you you can change and get out
he nodded..