BTS FUCK YEAHHH
I haven't done an angst in like a year or something lmao
But here ya go my lovelies/Gucci Aghase ARMY's!~
I will do another one of these but with the Korean lyrics cause yaaa~
YEeT
Life is depressing when a loved one doesn't really love you, it's called, ' Fake Love ', right?
For you I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad.
You smiled all the time at him, but inside, you really weren't feeling happy.
For you I could I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt.
You pretended you were alright all those years being his girlfriend, but you self - harmed, passing out a couple of times after.
I wish love was perfect as love itself.
I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden.
I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true.
You stood in the mirror, looking at yourself while Cardlin was quote on quote, ' working '.
" I'm so sick of this fake love. " you whispered.
Fake love, fake love.
" I'm so sorry but it's fake love. " you mumbled.
Fake love, fake love.
" I wanna be a good man. " he once said to you, but it didn't feel like it.
Just for you.
" I gave you the world. " he had once muttered under his breath, loud enough for you to hear.
Just for you.
" I changed everything. " he once hissed at you.
Just for you.
" Now I don't know me. " you thought.
Who are you?
The forest just for us, you weren't there.
The route I took, I forgot.
You looked around near the forest, no boyfriend to be seen.
I even became quite unsure of who I was.
Try babbling into the mirror.
" Who the heck are you?! "
For you I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad.
You cried to (F/N) on the phone at least every night, ending up with her comforting you.
For you I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt.
You found out he was with another woman, but he didn't notice that.
I wish love was perfect as love itself.
I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden.
I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true.
You dreamed once that none of this happened, that he was with you till you both died.
" I LOVE YOU SO BAD! "
" I LOVE YOU SO BAD! "
Mold a pretty lie for you.
You lied about your mental health countless times.
" Love is so mad. "
" Love is so mad. "
Try to erase myself and make me your doll.
You tried to become everything he wanted, but it was no use.
" LOVE YOU SO BAD! "
Love you so bad.
Mold a pretty lie for you.
You lied about how you felt happy with him.
Love is so mad.
" Love is so mad .. "
Try to erase myself and make me your doll.
You nearly died once, he didn't care.
" I'm so sick of this fake love! " you yelled at the mirror.
Fake love, fake love!
" I'm so sorry but it's fake love! "
Fake love, fake love!
" Why you sad? "
" I don't know what to do! "
That was a conversation between you and Abbie about your mental health.
Smile and say, ' I love you. '
He never said I love you once to you.
" Look at me, even I gave up on myself. "
" Even you can't understand me.. "
You knew Abbie was depressed as well, but she isn't in the situation you are in.
" You say I'm unfamiliar, changed into the one you used to like. "
" You day I'm not myself which you knew well."
No?
" What do you mean no? "
I'm blind ..
Love?
" What the heck is love? "
" It's all fake love. "
You argued with Cardlin multiple times, it was nearly the amount of people in the world.
Woo.
" I dunno. "
" I dunno. "
" I dunno why. "
Woo.
" Even I, even I don't know myself. "
Woo.
" I just know. "
" I just know. "
" I just know why. "
" Cause it's all fake love. "
Fake love, fake love.
You realised the truth only about a week ago, and was done with him, so you argued with him again.
" LOVE YOU SO BAD! "
Love you so bad!
Mold a pretty lie for you.
" LOVE YOU SO MAD! "
Love you so mad!
Try to erase myself and make me your doll!
" LOVE YOU SO BAD! "
Love you so bad!
Mold a pretty lie for you.
" LOVE YOU SO MAD! "
Love you so mad!
Try to erase myself and make me your doll!
You both argued until you pulled out the big guns.
" I'M SO SICK OF THIS FAKE LOVE! " you yelled at him.
Fake love, fake love!
" I'M SO SORRY BUT IT'S FAKE LOVE! "
Fake love, fake love!
You ended up packing your things and leaving, not before flipping him off.
For you I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad.
You were finally happy without him.
For you I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt.
You finally felt the pressure of being a disappointment lift off of your shoulders.
I wish love was perfect as love itself.
I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden.
You felt loved by another.
I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true.
You eventually grew a flower that bloomed perfectly as you stared at it with JungKook, smiling down as he held your hand, pecking your forehead.
Oof, how did I write all this in about 30 mins?
Dunno.
Go listen to JungKook and Jimin singing We don't talk anymore, it's such a fucking jam with them singing it.
I'm out.
- A.