Sadie
My first fucking date!
I've never been on a date before and I don't even know what we're doing.
Sophia hasn't told me anything.
I noticed how close we were getting to her neighborhood.
Maybe we're just gonna hang out at her place, which isn't a bad date at all.
I'm just happy to be spending time with her.
"And so I said 'did you steal it?' and it turns out she did."
Sophia finished telling a story that I found to be pretty funny.
I let out a little giggle and put my hand on her arm.
"Oh babe, you really know how to make me laugh."
I stated, noticing a blush on her face after I said that.
We got closer to her house and she took me to the side beside her window.
There was a ladder that lead all the way up to the roof.
"What's the ladder for?"
I ask.
Sophia put her hand on the side of it as she looked at me with a shy grin.
"Why don't you climb it and see for yourself."
I bite my bottom lip before hesitantly putting one foot on the first step.
"Ladies first."
The red haired girl had said beneath her breath before I went up to the roof.
I got to the top and gasped at the sight.
There was a blanket with bowls of fruit and candles all around.
"Oh my god, it's so beautiful!"
I squeal as I stood on the roof.
Sophia followed me up and stood beside me before taking my hand and leading me to the gorgeous scene.
We sat down together and I noticed that the candles were actually fake.
They looked real to me.
"I love this."
I sigh out.
Sophia shrugged as she kept her eyes on a bowl of strawberries.
"I'm sorry it's not anything big or fancy.
I don't have any money, which is embarrassing."
She mutters that last part.
I don't care if she was absolutely homeless or had all the money in the world, I love this date and I love being here with her.
It's like a picnic under the stars, my dream date.
"I know you're embarrassed about being poor, but I don't care.
I like that you at least took me out and did all of this for me.
No ones ever done something like this for me."
Sophia looked up at me and a smile grew on her face.
I lean in and give her a small kiss on the cheek before grabbing a blueberry from the blanket.
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Some time went by and we were still on the roof.
I got really cold and began to shiver and Sophia gave me her coat.
I felt kind of bad for taking it so I huddled closer to her to keep her warm.
"Wanna just lay down and look at the stars for a bit?"
She offered.
I nodded before we lie down together and look up at the sky.
The stars were so beautiful tonight.
The moon was perfect too.
This is the best date ever.
"I'm sorry about what happened yesterday."
Sophia spoke up, her voice sounded so small and quite through the cold thick winter air.
I lie there thinking about what happened.
I really should be the one to apologize, it was all my fault.
"I don't wanna pressure you and make you feel like you have to do something you don't wanna do."
It's not that I felt pressured, the feeling of her body on me reminded me of how Lonnie would treat me.
I don't know why that specifically made me feel the way I felt, I mean we've done stuff before.
So why was that time different?
"It's okay babe... I just- maybe I need to see a therapist or someone who can help me understand why I feel this way."
I assure the red head by my side.
I turn my head slowly to look at her and she was staring back at me.
My hand inches towards her that was resting between our bodies.
My fingers slip beneath her palm and I lock them with Sophia's.
She squeezed my hand three times whilst staring into my eyes.
I smile a bit before rolling onto my side and facing her more.
I rest my hand on her cheek and gently move the tip of my finger in circles on her skin.
"Ma belle ... ma douce.
Je ne te ferais jamais de mal."
(Translation: My beautiful... my sweet.
I would never ever hurt you.)
I didn't understand what she had said other than the word beautiful.
My smile grew and I could feel my heart just pounding in my chest.
Sophia leans in and kisses me on the lips.
Her body moves closer to mine and I hook my leg over her waist.
Heat rose between my legs rather quickly and my whole face felt hot.
Thank god it's cold outside as the breeze ran by, cooling my body.
But I still felt hot.
I grabbed the red haired girl's hand and stuck it between my thighs.
She pulled her lips away from mine and looked into my eyes.
"I-...I want you to touch me.
It will be okay, I promise."
I reassure her with a whisper.
Sophia swallowed nervously before nodding.
"Just let me know if you change your mind."
The older girl tells me.
I slowly nod.
Sophia carefully slid her hand inside of my underwear.
Her finger were still just a little cold, but I didn't mind.
I kept my eyes on her face as she rubs her fingers up and down my wet slit.
They circle just around my opening making me whimper.
She's such a tease.
I still had my eyes on her, begging her to just go in already.
She gazes into my eyes as well.
I think she was only doing this to make sure that I wanted it.
I definitely wanted it, now.
I bite my bottom lip as I let out a pleading moan.
I can feel myself getting wetter and wetter, hotter and hotter, hungrier and hungrier.
I need her now.
"I need you."
I accidentally let out in a breathy tone.
Sophia had stuck her fingers in me slowly, my breath getting caught in my throat.
My eyes shut while my mouth was still in an o form.
Her fingers thrust into me at a very slow pace.
She curls them the deeper she goes.
I let out a gasp and a moan every time she goes in.
After I had opened my eyes, I never shut them again.
I kept them on her, reminding myself that she's here and she's doing this to me.
The love of my life.
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I will update some more tomorrow, I'm tired.
Good night 🏳️🌈