So basically this was supposed to be Part 68 but Part 67 has literally disappeared. I honestly can't really remember what I wrote in it. It had 4,000 words and it's gone. Anyway.
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June 14th - New York - 9:38 pm
Erika's pov
Jake: New York You've been an incredible audience! I love every single one of you, thank you for coming tonight! Goodnight New York!
Jake throws an arm up in the air. He jogs over to me and grabs my hand. We walk off stage together. The whole team high fives eachother just like we do after every other show.
Krista: good work everyone!
The backstage crew pass out water bottles. Jake and I walk to my dressing room. Cortney was sitting on the couch on her phone. Olivia was sleeping in the stroller next to her. Everything was packed up in the room besides Olivia stuff. Jake grabs the bouncer and her suitcase. He leaves. Cortney passes me my phone. I put it in my pocket. I thank her for watching Olivia. I start pushing the stroller. She holds the door open for me and we leave. I put a blanket over the stroller. We walk outside to the bus. Luckily no fans were really out there yet. I take the blanket off. I carefully get Olivia out of the stroller. She doesn't wake up. Jake unfolds the stroller and I step onto the bus. I go to the back of the bus. I wrap Olivia up and lay her in the bassinet.
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Jakes pov
I kiss Olivia's forehead and shut the door. I walk back into Mine and Erika's room. I lay on the bed next to her. *knock knock*
Jake: I'll get it
I get off the bed and walk to the door. I open it.
Krista: Sorry if I woke y'all
Jake: no no
Krista: Well we are about to all leave. The car will be here at 1 tomorrow to pick y'all up. The jet leaves at 2.
Jake: ok thanks
Krista: Bye
Jake: Bye
Krista: oh and Jake
Jake: yes
Krista: don't do anything too stupid tomorrow Okay?
Jake: *chuckles* ok
Erika walks up behind me.
Erika: I won't let him
Krista: thanks Erika
She leaves we shut the door. Erika lays back on the bed. I lay my head on her chest. She plays with my hair.
Erika: Do you ever just stop to think about how crazy life is?
Jake: all the time
Erika: it's so crazy
Jake: it feels like I met you just yesterday
Erika: I know. Know we have our little queen.
Jake: she's already 2 months old
Erika: I know
Jake: life is happening so quick it's hard to process
Erika: Agreed
Jake: but you know what
Erika: what?
Jake: I love you
Erika: Over and Over
Jake: Over and Over
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Erika's pov
The driver puts the last bag in the car. I buckle Olivia up. Anthony, Me and Jake in the back. Cortney next to Olivia and Arie in the front with the driver.
I lay my head on Jakes shoulder. He puts his arm around me.
Erika: Rocky's coming tomorrow right Toner?
Anthony: yeah
Erika: Great!
Anthony: nervous yet Jakey
Jake: Nope
I kiss Jakes cheek. We talk for a little longer.
Driver: we are here
We all climb out of the car. Jake gets Olivia out. I grab My purse and Olivia's diaper bag. We climb onto the jet. Jake sits on the chair and I sit infront of him. I pass Jake a blanket. He lays Olivia on his chest and puts the blanket over them.
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Jake just fell asleep and so is Olivia. I get off the chair and take a picture of them both. I caption it 'My loves ☺️🖤 @jakepaul' I post it on my story.
FA: We are 2 minutes away from landing
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Erika's pov
We got back to the Team 10 house a few hours ago. Now everyone's going to a "Team Paul" dinner. I dress Olivia in this >>>
Jake and I are wearing this >>>
I finish packing the diaper bag. I put it over my shoulder, I pick up Olivia and walk downstairs. Jake meets me at the bottom of the stairs. I peck him on the lips. I pass Olivia to Jake. We walk to the garage. He puts Olivia in her car seat. Arie and Anthony sit up the back of the Tesla, Rocky next to Olivia and me and Jake in the front.
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Jake parks the Tesla out the front of the restaurant. I get Olivia out along with the diaper bag. Jake unfolds the frame of the stroller and puts the stroller seat on it. I put the diaper bag in the bottom. Jake takes Olivia and I push the stroller. We walk into the restaurant.
Waitress: table for 5?
Jake: we have a reservation with Paul
Waitress: oh right this way
We follow her to the stairs. Jake passes Olivia to me. Jake grabs the back of the stroller and Anthony grabs the front. We all walk upstairs.
Waitress: So you guys have this whole floor booked so you can sit wherever
Erika: thank you
She smiles and leaves.
Jake: first people here
He pushes the stroller to the corner. We walk to the bar and grab a drink. George, Mark and Kylie walk over. We al greet eachother.
Kylie: Omg Olivia can I hold her?
Erika: of course
I pass Liv to Kylie.
George: Congrats to you both!
Jake: thank you
We all talk until more and more people show up. Logan and Zach walk in. I hug Logan. Then Zach smiles at me.
Logan: Where's Jake?
Erika: not sure, Where's Alissa?
Logan: Can I talk to you both for a second?
Erika: sure I'll find him.
Logan: meet me outside.
Erika: Okay
He walks back downstairs. I walk over to Jake. He was holding Olivia. I take Olivia from him. I grab his hand. I pull him downstairs.
Jake: whats going on?
I put Olivia's blanket over her. Jake and I walk outside. Logan was standing there with Zach.
Jake: hey guys?
Logan: So I have to tell y'all something.
Erika: What's going on?
Logan: Alissa and I broke up.
My jaw drops. Jake hugs him.
Erika: w-when?
Logan: 3 weeks ago
Erika: oh
I hug Logan.
Erika: I'm sorry. Why?
Logan: We lost our love. It was just not working. We've been trying to find it for so long but it's gone.
Jake: I'm sorry bro
Erika: Where is she?
Logan: Ohio
Erika: Really?
Jake: you have Zach?
Logan: for now. She plans on taking me to custody.
Erika: I don't understand.
Logan: every little fight we had turned into something bigger.
Jake: Wow
Logan: I know.
Erika: She left you with Zach?
Logan: I wouldn't say that. We were in literally the biggest argument and he was sleeping so she left. She's been gone for a little over 4 weeks and we've officially been broken up for 3 and a half weeks.
Jake: When did she last see Zach?
Logan: in person 4 weeks. They've FaceTimed twice.
Erika: wtf
Logan: but I also have to tell y'all something else.
Jake: Okay?
Logan: So Chloe-
Erika: Bennet?
Logan: Yes. We've been talking for 2 weeks now and she's coming tomorrow.
Erika: I love Chloe!
Logan: Well the fans are gonna go mad when they see Chloe's there and not Alissa so I thought no person would be better to help her with that other then my Sister!
Erika: *chuckles* sure!
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Jakes pov
I climb into bed next to Erika.
Erika: is she asleep?
Jake: Correct
Erika: Correct? That makes no sence! You can't say correct because I find say she's asleep I said-
I kiss Erika passionately.
Jake: you're so beautiful
Erika: *blushes*
Jake: blush much
Erika: What can I say you make me feel like the best women on earth!
Jake: I'm glad!
I kiss her again.
Jake: you know what else
Erika: what?
Jake: we made the most beautiful little girl on the earth!
Erika: Agreed!
Jake: So let's make more!
Erika: Jake she's literally two months old.
Jake: I know but I just wanna have make more beautiful babies with you!
Erika: I have an idea!
I hover over Erika.
Jake: What?
Erika: When Olivia is fifteen months old, we won't try to have a baby but we won't prevent having a baby?
Jake: Agreed! So what do we do in the mean time?
Erika: *chuckles* I'll keep taking birth control
Jake: Yeeeeet!
I passionately Kiss Erika. ~~~~~
• PLS READ •
Don't stop reading this chapter! There's more. I just wanted to let y'all know that the rest of this chapter was made after the break up was announced. The previous chapters plus the first part of this chapter was made before they announced the break up. My writing style may change as the story continues but I'm going to try my hardest to make this story... Great. The break up hurt me more then I thought. It really put a dent in... everything I do. I hope you guys still enjoy my story. I've noticed that I lost a lot of followers as people are deleting their accounts. It's sad because I loved so many of your guys books and some of my friends deleted their books... I tried to stop em but didn't work. Anyway I love you guys and hope y'all still enjoy my story. 🖤
• Back to the story •
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Erika's pov
I wake up wrapped up in Jakes arms. I peck him on the lips.
Jake: *grunts*
Erika: morning bitch
Jake: sheesh
Erika: *giggles*
Olivia: *crys*
Erika: F*ck
Jake: *chuckles* I'll go
Jake climbs out of bed and walks down the platform to Olivia's room. I grab the monitor and watch him goes his always really cute with her. Anyway I watch as he picks Olivia up and hugs her. He kisses her does what he does everyday and walks out. I put the monitor down. He walks in with Olivia laying on his chest.
Erika: Hi queen
Jake walks over to the bed and lays Olivia on it. I sit up and kiss her forehead.
Jake: I'm gonna have a shower
Erika: Okay
He pecks me on the lips and walks into the bathroom. I take Olivia's binky out and she smiles.
Erika: Aww my happy little girl!
She starts kicking her legs. I grab my phone and do a boomerang of her kicking. I post it on my story. I put my phone down and play with Olivia. Jake walks out with a towel wrapped around his lower half.
Jake: Babe?
Erika: yeah?
Jake: Do you know where my suit is?
Erika: oh yeah it's at Logan's.
Jake: Okay.
Erika: Why Don't you just wear that? *smirks*
Jake: *chuckles*
He walks back into the bathroom. Arie walks into our room.
Arie: Hey Erika
Erika: hi what's up?
Arie: Where's Jake at?
Erika: His in the bathroom. He's probably dressed by now.
Arie: Okay
Arie knocks on the bathroom door and Jakes replied Come in. Arie walks in and a couple minutes later he walks out. Jake walks out in joggers and a shirt. He sits on the bed next to me.
Erika: I have to get ready
Jake: Okay
Erika: Olivia's bottle is ready in the fridge
Jake: Okay
I get off of the bed and walk into the bathroom.
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I change Olivia into this >>>
I pick her up off the change table and walk out of her room. I walk downstairs. As I turn off the stairs I see Jake recording me.
Erika: What the f*ck *chuckles*
Jake: Team Paul Babyyyy!
He laughs and turns off his phone.
Jake: Oh my girls looking cuteeee
Erika: Thanks bae
I pass Olivia to Jake.
Erika: So all the bags are downstairs ready right?
Jake: yes. How are they getting there?
Erika: Olivia is coming to Logan's then Cortney is taking her back here and we will meet them at the jet after the press conference.
Jake: Okay
Erika: Ready?
Jake: Yep
Erika: Anthony!
Anthony: we are coming!
Erika: Arie!
Arie: Coming!
Jake: Uber's here!
Erika: Okay
We walk out the front door to the Uber.
Jake: Hey Ross
Ross: Hi guys
Ross opens the door. I climb in first. Jake passes Olivia to me and I buckle her into the car seat. I put her binky in and climb into the back of the car. Then Jake sits next to me. Anthony, Arie and Rocky walk out of the house. Anthony sits next to me and Rocky sits next to Olivia. Then Arie sits in the front. Jake puts his arm around me. Rocky takes a selfie of all of us.
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Ross pulls up to Logan's house. There was cars literally all over the street. We climb out of the car. Jake unbuckles Olivia and gets her out on his way out. I grab her diaper bag and put it over my shoulder. We thank Ross and we all walk inside. Most people walk up to us patting Jake on the back. I see Greg walking towards me. I put my arms out and hug him.
Greg: good to see you Erika!
Erika: you too
Greg: How are you?
Erika: good what about you?
Greg: good! Where's Olivia?
Erika: With Jake
Jake walks over to us. Greg and Jake hug and Greg holds Olivia.
Jake: I have to get ready.
Erika: Okay.
Jake passionately kisses me on the lips and walks upstairs. Olivia starts crying so I take her from Greg.
Greg: I better go check on Zach
Erika: Okay
I bounce Olivia in my arms until she finally stops crying.
Jake: Babe! Erika!
Erika: Coming
Rocky: want me to hold her?
Erika: thanks
I pass Olivia to Rocky and walk upstairs. I walk into Logan's room. Jake has his pants on.
Erika: What's up?
Jake: Can you do my hair?
Erika: sure
I walk over to him and grab his shirt. I hold it behind him as he slips his arms in. I come around the front and button his shirt up.
Jake: Thanks
He licks my lips.
Erika: what the f*ck Jake *chuckles*
Logan: woah what did we walk into?!
I turn around and see Logan and Chloe standing there. I walk over to Chloe and hug her.
Erika: good to see you again Chloe
Chloe: you too, Congratulations to you both on your little girl!
Jerika: Thanks!
Logan: I think Arie wants us to do the photos now
Erika: Okay I'll just do Jakes hair and we will be down
Logan: Okay
They both walk out. We walk into Logan's bathroom. Jake passes me the gel. I put it on the counter and run it through my hands. I stand in front of Jake and run it through his hair. He looks at me as I do so.
Erika: What are you looking at?
Jake: I'm just looking at the most beautiful women.
Erika: *chuckles*
Jake kisses me passionately on the lips.
Jake: So you know that Deji and JJ are probably gonna say some shit today.
Erika: I know
Jake: and you're not gonna take it to heart right?
Erika: never.
Jake: I love you
Erika: I love you too
I peck him on the lips. He grabs his sunglasses and puts them on. Then he grabs his suit jacket.
Jake: How do I look?
Erika: Hotttt
Jake grabs my hand and we walk downstairs. We walk out to Logan's backyard. Arie was taking pictures of Logan and Zach.
Arie: Okay no do you wanna do Jake and Olivia?
Jake: Sure
Erika: She was with Rocky
Anthony walks out of the house holding Olivia.
Anthony: Here she is
Anthony passes her to Jake. Olivia smiles up at Jake. Jake smiles back at her.
Erika: Aww
I stand next to Arie as he takes the pictures. Arie shows me them once he finishes.
Erika: Holy f*cking cuteness
Jake: I'm so cute aren't I babe!
Erika: yeah sure *laughs*
Arie: Now Erika as well!
Erika: ok
I walk to Jake and Olivia. I put my arm on Jakes shoulder. We take a few different pictures of all three of us.
Logan: Family Goals
Jake: Now just me and Rik?
Arie: Sure
Greg: I'll hold her
Greg takes Olivia from Jake. Jake and I take some pictures together. Then we take some with Anthony as well.
Arie: What about Logan, Jake, Erika, Zach, Olivia?
Jake: sure
I take Olivia from Greg and walk back to Jake. Logan walks over holding Zach. Jake holds Olivia and I stand in between Jake and Logan.
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Jake walks over to me.
Jake: We have to leave in 10 minutes
Erika: Okay Cortneys almost here
Jake: Okay well I have to finish getting moreee pictures.
Erika: Okay well say bye to Olivia
Jake takes Olivia from me. He kisses her and tickles her. He says goodbye.
Erika: Wish Daddy good luck
Jake: Oh Daddy
Erika: *chuckles* F*ck off
Jake: *chuckles*
Jake pecks me on the lips and walks back outside. I finish packing up Olivia's diaper bag and walk outside. I stand outside for a minute and Cortney pulls up.
Cortney: Hey Guys
Erika: Hey, Thank you so much!
Cortney: No problem!
I kiss Olivia's forehead and pass her to Cortney. Then I pass her the diaper bag.
Erika: you're a lifesaver
Cortney: So What time do I need to be at the jet?
Erika: I'll text you
Cortney: Great
Erika: thank you
Cortney: Bye
Erika: Bye
I walk back inside. I walk outside. Jake walks over to me.
Jake: During the conference my Dads gonna stand with you Okay?
Erika: Okay?
Jake: His gonna be like your body guard
Erika: *chuckles* Okay love
I peck him on the lips. He puts his arms on my waist and I put mine around his neck. Arie starts filming for his edit.
Arie: Don't mind me guys
Jake: Just filming everything
Erika: *giggles*
Logan: Hey Jerika y'all Ready?!
Jake kisses me passionately.
(I'm crying rn... sorry😭)
Jake: I am now
Jake grabs my hand and we all out the back gate.
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Jakes pov
I grab Erika's hand and we walk in. Fans were screaming like crazy! We follow the security people to behind the stage.
Erikas POV
We've been standing backstage for a while. A backstage worker told Jake 5 more minutes.
Jake: I've gotta go up in a second
I passionately Kiss Jake. I hear the fans cheer.
Erika: I love you
Jake: I love you too
Erika: If he says shit just ignore it Okay?
Jake: I'll try
Someone tells Jake his gotta go now. Greg stands next to me.
Jake: Bye
Erika: Bye
Security help Jake through the people to the side of the stage. Jakes name gets called and he walks out. I put my arm through Greg's and security help us to the vip front row.
During the press conference obviously shit was said. Somethings I could tell go to Jake. If I'm being honest he was just freakin hot during the whole thing. Deji said shit about me. That got to Jake a little bit he just blocked it out yelling "Wallllllmarttttt". Not to mention Deji telling Jake his a bad father which Jake knows his not so that didn't bother him too much. Logan and JJ talked shit about eachother. JJ said shit about him not being here with Alissa and being here with Chloe. Then he goes on about what happened in January. Honestly it was sad how JJ and Deji wouldn't answer any questions about the fight and all they did was say shit about Jake and Logan's life. The press conference ends. Jake walks off the stage. Greg and I hurry through the crowd to him. Jake quickly wraps his arms around me. I passionately kiss him on the lips.
Erika: proud of you
Jake: Love you
Erika: Love you too baby
Jake: Thank you dad
Greg: of course she's like my daughter!
Jake quickly days goodbye to Logan. He says thank you to all of "Team Paul" who came. Jake, Rocky, Anthony, Greg, Arie and I rush out to the front. We see the Uber pulling up. Anthony, Jake and I climb into the back of the Uber. Then Arie and Rocky in the back. Then Greg gets in the front.
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We wait in the lounge at the airport. Cortney just left. Jakes sitting with Olivia. Everyone chilling patiently for the jet.
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I cradle Olivia in my arms for her to sleep. I fix her binky. She stares at me with her big green eyes. I smile at her. I kiss her forehead.
Erika: Jake
Jake: yo
Erika: Let's make Olivia a instagram!
Jake: OoOoOop she gonna get a million today!
Erika: *chuckles*
Jake sits next to me on the jet couch. He puts his arm around me. He pulls his phone out of his pocket. He starts making the account.
Erika: What email are you gonna use?
Jake: olivia@team10.com
Erika: you made her an email?
Jake: Yeah a while ago just in case
Erika: Okay
Jake: What should the username be?
Erika: Try Olivia Paul
Jake types it in.
Jake: taken
Erika: Olivia April Paul
Jake: taken
Erika: Olivia?
Jake: Yay we got one
Erika I actually like that! Just plain and simple. Olivia!
I look down and see Olivia still starting at me.
Jake: I know you're Moms so beautiful Olivia but you should really sleep!
I peck Jake on the lips.
Jake: What should the bio say?
After about 20 more minutes we finally finish Olivia's instagram. Her account only follows Me, Jake and Team 10 official for now. Jake and I follow her account and with in the first few seconds she already starts blowing up. I grab my phone and sign in so I have the account on my phone as well. I go back to my account and make an insta story.
Erika: Jake and I made an instagram for Olivia!
Jake: Let's see if we can get her to a million today!
Erika: at Olivia
Then we make an instagram story for Jake as well basically saying the same thing. Jake and I keep refreshing the page. She hits 50k.
Jake: What the f*ck this is so weird
Erika: i didn't think she was gonna grow this fast!
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Flight Attendant: 20 minutes until landing
I lay Olivia on the couch. I take her body suit off and change her into this >>>
Then I put some socks on her. I play with her tickling her a bit.
Jake: 150k
Erika: this is so weird
Jake: I wish I grew this fast!
I pull Olivia's hood up and take a picture of her smiling. I caption it ' My baby 🔐😍 @olivia @jakepaul '. I put my phone in my pocket. I pack up Olivias stuff. We land in Columbus Ohio. I stand up. I hold Olivia on my chest and put a blanket over her. Jake grabs the bags. We step off of the jet. We don't walk to far and the van is waiting for us. The driver opens the door. I step on and buckle Olivia into her car seat. The driver helps pack the bags and everyone hurried into the van.
Jake: We gotta be on stage in 30 minutes
Erika: Omg wtf
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Everyone quickly hurried out of the van. I unbuckle Olivia. Jakes follows close behind with Olivia's bags. My mom meets us where we enter. I quickly pass Olivia to her and Jake gives her the bag. Jake and I say Thank you we hurry backstage. We quickly get changed. I quickly get my makeup touched up a bit and my hair. They put my earpiece in.
Announcer: - Anthony Trujillo! -
Oh shit. I quickly walk to the side curtain.
Announcer: - Erika Costell!
I run on stage waving as I do so. I stand in my spot.
Announcer: - Jake Paul!
Jake kisses my cheek. The crowd screams louder. It's weird that people love our relationship as much as they do. (Never get attached kids 😬☹️)
We start the show on a good note.
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Jake: Thank you for coming out tonight. I love you all. Goodnight Columbus!
Jake grabs my hand and we all walk off stage. Krista throws Jake and I a water. We thank her and walk to our dressing rooms. My mom passes Olivia to me. Olivia smiles up at me.
Angel: I think that's the first time she's smiled all night!
Erika: What happened?
Angel: She just was really sleepy and didn't really wanna play. She slept for most of the show.
Erika: She Probably wont sleep much tonight
I grab the diaper bag and we walk out of the dressing room. Jake walks over to me. He pecks me on the lips. I pass Olivia to him. We walk out to the tour busses. We climb up onto ours. Most of the Team 10 members were already on the bus. Jake sits down holding Olivia.
Anthony: Can I hold her?
Jake: sure
Anthony holds Olivia. He plays with her, tickles her and kisses her.
Anthony: She's so freakin cuteeee!
Jake: She gets that from me *smirks*
I laugh and shake my head.
Jake: Hey it's true
Jake walks over to me. He wraps his arms around me.
Erika: She has my eyes, your hair and your lips.
Jake: They're not quite as kissable as mine though.
Jake kisses me as Team 10 tells us to "get a room". Jake and I laugh. He sits down on the couch and I sit on his lap.
Anthony: So What are we gonna get for dinner?
Jake: Well we aren't gonna get to Cleveland until 1 so we might just have to have Mac n cheese
Krista steps onto the bus along with Manager Joe.
Jake: yo Krista What are we doing for dinner
Krista: We are gonna stop somewhere here and have something.
Jake: Okay
The driver gets on the bus shutting the door behind him.
Sunny: Can I play with her now Tony!
Anthony: No she likes me better
Sunny: No she doesn't!
Anthony: *baby voice* Do you like me better then Sunny Queen?
Olivia smiles at Anthony.
Anthony: See
Jake and I laugh.
Sunny: So who does she like better between Jerika?
Erika: me obviously
Jake: Rethink That sweetie
Erika: You think she likes you better?!
Jake: Yes I do
Erika: no way
Jake: Wanna make a bet?
Erika: No
Jake: why?
Erika: *sighs* because she likes you better
Everyone laughs. Jake kisses my cheek.
Jake: She doesn't like me better she just laughs for me more, I'm funnier then Rik.
Erika: I'm the one that baked her for 9 months
Jake: She's my seed
Justin: Okay Okay Okay
Jake: and I had to put up with you for those 9 months
Erika: *gasps* Rude.
I try and stand up but Jake holds me tight. He starts kissing my cheek.
Jake: *between kisses* Gimme a kiss
Erika: Nope
I finally get out of Jakes grip.
I flick my hair and walk to Jake and I's room. Tbh I'm not angry I just wanna cuddle with Jake while Olivia's in a good mood.
Jakes pov
Anthony: *chuckles* she wants you to follow her bro
Jake: Oh I know. It's a regular thing with her.
I stand up and walk to our room. I shut the door behind me. Erika was standing there with her arms crossed.
Jake: So What Do you want this time?
Erika: To cuddle
Erika and I change. I change into just a pair of joggers (w/ boxers obviously). Erika wears a pair of her Goat joggers and cropped tank top. I lay down on our tiny bed. She cuddles up to me.
Erika: we haven't done this in a while.
Jake: I miss it
Erika: me too.
Jake: You know that you're the most important thing EVER to me right
Erika: Jake-
Jake: Do you?
Erika: Yes. I love you
Jake: I love you too
Erika: Over and Over
Jake: Over and Over
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