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" im the most disgusting type of pretty there is. "
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in which jungkook's been nothing but straight his entire life, never thinking about anything other than the thousands of girls he's been with; only for one shining moment to get a true taste of his biggest fascination yet, park jimin.
suddenly, he couldn't get enough of the certain smaller boy invading his mind. whats the dark secret he's hiding behind the beauty of his eye?
did he only like him because he reminded him of a girl, or did he manage to find a deeper appreciation for someone like him because of the reasons for it..
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in no particular order of story importance...
|| JEON JUNGKOOK ||
|| PARK JIMIN ||
|| KIM TAEHYUNG ||
|| JUNG HOSEOK ||
|| MIN YOONGI ||
|| KIM SEOKJIN ||
|| KIM NAMJOON ||
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this story's gonna be very different from my usual setup. its BOTH a written and social media au. please keep that in mind when some chapters are long and others are just a few pages.
this story'll include sensitive topics revolving around language and sexualization! this is not to be intended as a type of objectification. this is solely for plot purposes. please don't forget this. if that'll make you uncomfortable, I recommend that you either don't read this book or exit the chapter immediately.
just for note, this book's gonna include a lot of self deprecation. I am by no means supporting any of these mentioned themes or concepts, just bringing light to them as ive seen they're horrible things to be facing. I hope anybody who finds themselves trapped in these situations are able to receive help in order to get out.
there are uses of derogatory words in this book, I apologize to those whom are like me and are highly against slut shaming. I hated using this particular language for this book, it nearly killed me, but it's what bases the plot. I am by no means promoting slut shaming or encouraging it. I am just using it as a real life issue with which many people are unfortunately faced.
lastly, there'll be other triggering topics mentioned in the story such as rape and sexual harassment. please, if these are triggering to you, don't put yourself through the story. im 100% against these concepts and am not fetishizing it or romanticizing them. im merely mentioning them as a backstory for one of characters.
im deeply sorry to anybody facing these issues and I hope your future is much brighter for you and there are opportunities for you to seek help immediately.
please don't read this book if any of these priorly mentioned things will make you uncomfortable. my intentions aren't to offend anybody or make anyone feel that these topics are being used for derogatory and/or un-educational purposes.
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there's a main theme of nsfw in this book, I added the 🔞 emoji to warn you guys with each chapter involved, please don't report as the story may get deleted and please don't read it if that'll make you uncomfortable
there are also themes of triggering topics as well, ive marked those chapters with the ⚠️ emoji, please don't proceed to read if you'll be uncomfortable or find it triggering
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with that said, I present to you:
EFFEMINATE